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Thursday, 27 January 2022

A almost 2 week disasters and catchup

 So it's only been just over the 2 weeks since the jab and the past week has felt from hell, but things are going back to a search for things and maybe it's going back to the stress of it all and there were more challenges that were to lie ahead, since getting back to work was going to be a tough one. But there have been some times to get other things sorted out.  But we can only start with what's been given. 

The Final weekend off of the year so far...


So let's start off with that weekend after the first jab, which actually it was a better one than expected, well sort of. So There was friday which actually I went over to grandparents to get their freezer fixed since it was left on over freeze and that was to be cleared as well as some other parts with the Portal TV not working as it should do.  But it meant to have a nice pasty from Premier in the shops nearby, the chicken flavour was really good. 

The village to drop things off with 









But this was also the case of getting things to deal with MORE calls from work and this was for a visit that ended up going to be stressful, plus more of the fact of other calls while some chores with the freezer to clear out. then it was the case of actually Insurance providers calling up and they were a pain in the ass to call and when customers were still calling up, it did not help, but the end game of that was a £365 for the year but only £30.65 was paid due to them not being able to offer a single payment.






But then it lead to just more things to prep up and with new things to look forward to but at the same time, it was soon to learn a scarry worry of another thing on top, so parents were looking to move and it was to the middle of nowhere and a fair time away to cycle to work (Morwellham) and this would have made it harder to get to work if running or end up using the bike every day. But that was on my mind as well as trying to hopefully sort out the chance to get the confidence with the anxiety thats been dragging me down lately.  But it goes to a nice bit of tea and actually it's a case of struggling to think straight, especially as to how busy Work wa going to be next week and how systems were not going to work. 




But then it leads to Saturday and actually I got the chance to work online for most of the day Since parents drove to load the freezer back at nan and grandads. But it was a nice opportunity to get some bits done and some phone calls were still to be sorted out as well  But it goes to the lasting of actually getting my first message on feabie, from a girl in the US and well it was her wanting to do an online feeding session aka buy her food/send money then we chat while she eats. I mean that i've not done in a LONG while, like even in the days of facetime with a girl named Sophie but over 8 years ago. that was from Plym or even Saltash but that was in the immature stages of both of us, But either way since it was us-based, it was a no from me.

The Smoothie 

The bacon with egg



But as the ran poured down, It felt nice to finally make the sense of the time to finally work and work and online to get some money back from what was to happen and oh boy it was going to be more and very expensive. But it was especially some nervewracking moments with beng that choice of having to move in the next few weeks maybe, Well i didn't realise that until the day after, But that could changes things for the worse and well, it was going to get worse in some ways VERY quickly. But it just felt like a blur in that regard. But it was then nice to have something different for tea on that side of things, fuck I cant even remember what I'm typing and probably need to look at the pictures, but it was nice to make some Chilli based tacos with mum and dad. 


The Pasta with Chilli and some taco shells with the Salsa and some rice cakes too. 


But it comes to the final day and this then leads to having to get some bits an pieces done and this was the first time to finally get a video filmed and it was the first review of the year, this was going to be the Vlogging kit, which I did get some time to finally film. 






This i've still not used since the filming of this due to how things were going to turn out, but it means actually this is going to be a good piece of kit and I might be able to shove it into my pocket to use for the future but it's not looking like I'll get to travel (for longer times like a holiday) this year so maybe it will be a while until I get to use it, and even with a grabtab to order to make it fit, well it will some side steps. 

The front of the Box



When its fully setup 



Using the camera 



A selfie using it

So then it comes to that being filmed and sure the dog has its moments of barking which you did hear in the video but that was then time to also enjoy some time with family, like its the case of doing some things like shopping with them, since yes I know I have been overdue on things but its a case of how things could end up and especially after with a dog walking. But well, there was a hope things will fall through with a moving, but thats for later on. 


The Jacket potato with beans and ham for that lunch

So then it leads to eventually trying to start to get the video editing done for it since well, this was going to the be the goal to get done in the time of it, this was NOT looking likely and things were going to superfuck themselves up to non normal.  Sure that messages from Feabie sudden disappeared shortly after saying no for some online feeding between here and the US, like the feabie profile literally says not interested and soon we will end up making more mistakes with potential hopefuls but well lets get to this in the right order. 

That intense first week back. 

So we start of with monday, with brakes which were actually more loose and even with a bit of tightening was not working with that down hill, plus its raining at that time, So I skidded down the lane and luckily did not hurt anything, but was then a nice catchup with my regular customers and they were not as happy with that's happening, but actually I had to help them for a bit longer which then lead to the next visit just up the hill and you know what, boom the bike battery died again since it was disconnecting when soaked. But then it was another customer with a quick turned 30 minutes to then another customer with regards to checking a few things out with a printer and so on and so forth. 

This eventually lead to the 4pm mark and it was time to go ot the final 2 visits which well, one was a nice little lesson with a regular and then the other comes to the fact of getting in the dark cycle to a crossroads, which actually I'll end up going a few more times in the next 2 weeks, but after leaving around the 7:30ish mark, I was finally home. Which then it was time to have a late night mashup of food. 

But then it leads to another long visit to the same location as other times and well this is where shit hits the fan, since it was a hetic day of one after another, to the point I cant even remember, form email by my xbox rep to even having to book in an iPad repair that nearly took 2 weeks to repair and still with me as well as other orders and things I dont really understand. 

But this is where I get a last minute whatsapp from the past since she was stranded in Launcetston and wanted £35 for a taxi, so that was done, which I then got to the Visit and TURNED AWAY AGAIN since this customer did not get the right confirmation. So it means cycling in the dark and STILL waiting for a text back after getting that sent over, since the issue goes of paying to the point I could not use starling due to them blocking the account (Not mine) a few months and now at some point its a time to get  to see if I do try to meet up with them, but from some chatter it could be a complex try. 

Anyway I decided to get some bits from Lidl on the way back since there were some good deals on, like more of the sauces and the cheesecakes I did see and was used for some flirting later on in the few days time, But then it was time to get some decent sauces in Tesco since the imported food like Itsu and even some Nandos sauces were on offer, like the extra mild peri peri ones. 

The Cheesecakes that soon I was to tease someone about - at an expensive way to flirt

The shop from Tesco from the extra mild wraps to the Little moons on clubcard deal 


After I left lidl to go to Tesco, I did get a text saying I got home safely so that was that and getting home laate was  just the common side of it.

But that out of the way, it was going to get worse, sure I felt things were quiet and they were since it seems yay.com did not change over a schedule which sure helped me with getting repairs done, money paid in and even some GPUs to post off via amazon. 


A nice lunch and soon to be final one purchased until next week or even 2 weeks later. 



At a cost of nearly 86 Calls when I found out calls were not being passed through to me, Including Paymentsense, Really fucking trying to follow up from the rep that came in with no mask (changed name on card compared to when she added me on facebook to try to passively pressure to join it) and I just say to them thats enough and then they understood and as far a I still know, have not had a call from them since, which is good. But then it was also getting to a visit to deal with which is the normal way of things, But it was also a time of Morrisons doing thee really nice mince beef hotpots and its going to be a few of them over the next few weeks from the sounds of it, but leftovers make it so nice. 


The minced beef hotpot 







A locked out Friday: 

So its the 14th January, and I end up working to go to get to the door and it turns out its wedged in and this was going to be really shit, so turns out after getting some screwdrivers to chisel it in and I was no way going to, calling locksmiths was a case of fucking pass the buck, until 1 offered to visit at 5pm, another from woolwell actually offered. So I then ran home and got there about the 11:30 mark, well back home.. 

Panic via a screwdriver





But then after some calls to deal with and walking Rosie in the cold blue sky with the sun being out, and then it was the time to run back to the shop to get this door unlocked which actually took about an hour, well 10 minutes for the door to open but the rest was actually getting the lock to actually work. But then it was more calls to sort out and actually some visits were pushed in, so it ended up 3 visits after the locksmith left and a £119.44 fee to pay. Calls were coming and and i was shaking in some and most ways and well its a case of things.











But then it was time to deal with those visits and then off to Lidl to spend more money, but Monitor risers are a thing and £12.99 is a good sign, I did not and still not had a chance to build it yet. Also the Funnyuns I've had before and were nice, especially as they are a nice tang to it. The Vitamins are on offer for 15% off/ so 4 of them were really needed. 







The mini lidl shopping


So then it was time to get home and crash out from the long day, There was a nice delayed fish and chips to have along with some of the Frikadellen which is really nice. 

The fish and chips as well 


So this of evenings was coming to be a weird one or start of what would be me falling down a fucking whole of a simp feeder. So I commented on a status about feeding and chatting to people, I get that and pretty much said 

ts so simple but soo hard to reach for, heck feeding and asking how your day was is a mega cute goal

So this lead to a DM from the OP, which actually meant the chance to maybe video chat even, of course not straight away, thats too entitled for sure, but a chance to enjoy feederism again in terms of well, actually more than just getting food and seeing a bit of the after-effect of it, especially as she is a 23 stone 23 year old which is nice. But we chatted and well that lead to the day after being a Just eat gift card at work to get. She was busy to reply which again is fair, but turns out it wasn't enough to get some deserts from Rassams or somewhere like that. 

But then it was to cope with that realisation I could have started a step into the bad past and well, that was just the small stepping stone to mistakes. So this then leads to the weekend. 

The weekend to finally take a bit of pressure off. 

Well I say that and it was going to be a bit of a problem, since I had to finally start to get this iPad still finally sorted out, which was going to take itself a bit of time to do and it was meaning to focus and well If this was not sorted, it was meaning the Sunday to do, Luckily on my end it was the case of having to get a visit done in the evening which was overdue due to the issue of the phone, But that was a lucky case of getting that sorted which meant I could have that Sunday off.  But also it was a case of getting some brake pads from the next door to work. 


But getting back in the fresh cold air around 6:30pm was time to then have some tea and more online work to get money in for the week ahead, especially as soo things were REALLY going to be expensive. Which actually, since of the jobs caught up, I can take sunday off which I finally wanted to get that done. So after a nice potato salad breakfast sub.



but instead, it was a nice trip to go to see my grandparents and it was nice to have a bit of help with finding keys for their mobility scooters. Which is ok and well I had time to apologize in the air to someone I feel i've let down but I didn't 






The Minced Beef hotpot again 





But then it was time to get home and finally starting to get the bike ready for yet another long day tomorrow on that side of things, so me and dad helped get the brake pads on before it was the chance for it to be the cleaned, which some hot water in a bucket to make the hands feel weird as usual from the saturation i think. But it was needed with only 2 weeks ago I cleaned the bike and turned the brakes up to put it by the tyre to make it stop much easier. 


The brake pads 

But after that it was soon getting to be dimpsy and a dog walking in the evening was the case here, well  still visible at 4:30 was quite rare and well its a sign of the times being lighter. Which for me is the case of being silent and reflecting on what was to be the down to the mistakes made and how bad choices were going to be in  my mind for that. 

Rosie with another dogwalk 

But then it was time to have a roast dinner and also it was nice to start talking at night to another girl, and this was ending up about iPhone cables like the Mophie ones and the iParts4u ones and then it was talking until like 1:30am or 2. There was chatter from another part later on but that was the monday for that to happen. 

The Roast chicken for that tea 

The Second week of intense parts


Then it was time to deal with the cycles and I thought it was a case of the battery being charged but sadly that was not the case in this regard. Since it did not charge very well and this was going to show. The weather turned bright but it was COLD and Crisp and that means ICE. So it was to tread carefully as I cycled to the first visit, which was the hill; nearby, the road was closed so it was another road which past an allotment I've not been since last year or even 2020. But Walking down that hill was nice to take things a bit easier for the most part, but That one slip could mean everything so Taking that time is vital. 





Then it was another text from a second job colleague who does mostly ask me to helps on HIS live chats with customers, but then it was time to cycle up the hill for another job to get one checked out, which was some small questions here or there before finally getting to another job to get the antennas sorted. that sort of work in the end with some testing and climbing small ladders, i'm realizing I have inherited my dad's fear of heights. Also, LFTS in the wallet is becoming useful. 



 But after that, it was then time to head off for one more visit or was it 2, no wait it was ALOT LONGER, so it ended up getting to another visit and that was for sorting out a printer issue which then I got to the shop about 6, which then it was the time to get chatting for the like 30 minutes I had to do some admin in the dark in the shop and the tickle inside me got a message from the tummy i chatted with. Which was ending up with another voucher paid out of £30. So this did get me called an angel and she does enjoy the concept of the gift cards which tbh are much nicer. I mean hormones went to me to do this but regrets were on my mind. They had to be forgotten while a 2-hour job next (this was from 6pm) to finish. 












So while chatting to the customer and actually some messaging that same girl, I got home about the 9:30pm mark and also something happened with a project, I got a edp to HDMI kit for about £40 and it was nice to use an old laptop screen from a T-bao which the plastic broken. But in the end the zif connector was on the foam in work. But it means working screens for being able to do things and that means even using PS4 and Xbox in my bedroom, But since of time, it was also a nice warm bath to have on that side. 





The Screens together 



The control panel with the connector 



The food from that night while using it

And then it leads to the beginning of that week. Which starts off witrh another long day, even with a visit which I did not get chance to eat food like my mum brought in a sandwich in from boots and by 4:40pm, I got to get it eaten. That busy. 

The Sandwich and Lucozade

Then it was to do a visit and it was soon time to head out to go home, oh wait it was iPhone details to sort out until 5:50pm and a nice drop off from a customer to a visit which then after more printer sorting, I was to go shopping in Lidl for even more bits and pieces and that worked out just fine with some things. Especially the ones with tempura battered things. 

The nice mini shop from Lidl on the way home. 


This was going too to finally get some bits sorted, which work was still to catch up with one customer after another and things were going to get trickier since the stock was to be booked in and this was including the Gfuel bits, plus the more parts of the fact I had this kid helping out and that was going to be a that stressful part, feels like babysitting and it was a promise to give him the Minty Legends DLC pack as well as crystals as a thank you for the helping out, like fuck, especially with work to be done it was delaying on repairs. This was going to mean one long week.  


Not bad for a first try Wordle 214 4/6 🟩⬛⬛⬛⬛ 🟩⬛🟨⬛⬛ 🟩🟨⬛🟨🟩 🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩









Now, where were we? Well, it seems like long days, leftover food and a box of crisps given to me and shared with that helper that does really always hint at free stuff,  before that time of actually getting to the scary realisation I've fucked up with the bad habits. Plus talking with someone about their spaniel and well me talking about Rosie how she takes up most of my single bed when sleeping is about right, But it was soon to be the last part of talking about that.


The soup with some extra but 



Free Oreos someone left a box of them 



Some leftovers made up from it 



But then it comes to the plan of what happened. So I was checking things and saw something that made me feel a bit lost like it was one of those feelings I've felt back in 2016 of seeing ones loved with others. But it happened and I just felt a bit taken aback. But later on like about 11pm I got a message about thanks for the other night and well pizza was a craving next and apparently hotels on her own, but then it was to sort that out but with BACS it was a case to find out her name, and well, checking things and turns out she is in a relationship with someone else./ Now I should not really let this surprise me but it did and well it's interesting how on feabs shes single but others it's dating this chap and working with him. To be honest it's unsure of where this leads but at some point, I've got to see what the next steps are of knowing if I did the stupid clingy thing to find something to spark without guessing of if things don't work out IRL while I've not had a chance to even go out by me for a proper day out since April last year. 

Anyway, with this information, it was time to realise I've fucked up and well it was a case of trying a self referral via livewest and well they said about 2 weeks for a reply but that would be quicker than I expected to be. But then it was to get back to sleeping and crashing out until 2am and then it was back to being around on Saturday. Also, a tweet reflected the places that changed my life. 







Another Anxious Working weekend 

This was more of the chance to catch up and attempt some work but it was a case of making to look after the kid again and this time it was to deal with reinstalling Windows on a 2012 mac I leant/gave (yes gave due to it being some logicboard issue but turns out it works in one slot of ram) due to the UEFI issue not letting sound to appear. 

The Crisps were the final parts of the packets 



Sorted in between getting other jobs done and this was also the reason to finally deal with having to work on a SUNDAY in JANUARY since it needed that time to catch up, since while working earlier, an iPad screen cracked while trying to screw it out, so that means it has to take the time make it work. So that was that, But visits even on a Sunday were planned which was a warranty from a visit a few days ago. But it was also a case of a new freezer and fridge my parents were getting and this means it was able to get some way to get cold water via filling it up every so often. But to make it easier the night before was some leftover mixed in with black bean sauce on this. Luckily one cancellation means I got some accounts done but I fee WAYY BEHIND on that due to 




The leftovers mixed up with some sourdough bread

Eventually, it was time to catch up and well that was the day of Sunday.  I got up after a fap over dreams of what fun could happen if things were to be but like they are, dreams not memories. So we have to plan or something. But I got up and changed then ran to work and planned to get at least 2 jobs done. So it was first the Xbox and then it was actually a customer to help with some accounts and then It was time to get the iPad finished and that was by 14:40 to finally get it done, which I did and then that finally worked out. So it was a short 20 minute clean before finally leaving the shop and getting the visit sorted out. 

The shop is sort of cleaner in a way. 

But then after that power supply fitted. It was time to go home and well that was mostly it, or I thought. Well, the roast was nice and it was then to make sure the battery was properly charging since it was going to be another long day. I did get an apology for not replying after the pizza and well sure she was asking if I wanted any pics or videos which I did say yes but there might be a delay if I did get any since from only 6 paragraphs ago, it was maybe a chance to video chat to get to know each other while she indulges. Either way, there was routers of a birthday so, it makes me question if I do get something to make effort or should I call her out on this with what I found out or not. 


The days of truth and unsure

So we go to this Monday, it's not as bad as it seems but since non-stop working from last week. But visits were not as bad, So I got the first done and then cycled back up the hill, then it was back to the shop, which it comes to the point of the referral from livewest was not right and it was with Talkworks and actually, they called back when I was on my 3rd Visit on a private number, So having to not make it clear it's for therapy is a skill to keep it quiet. But then it was getting that email later on regarding when the appointment was going to be. AS I checked it from having a late tea by the thinks of things. 15 February (Pancake day and after Valentine)  but that was a Tuesday so No chance and had to email that to cancel. 

Even that meal was nice too as well as the fact it got an interesting mention back. 

the chicken Korma at night to eat while replying 









But then it turns out to then catch up with getting the post up of typing this. Also cuphead memes, FNAF videos and more train clips every so often to enjoy while typing up and even crashing on the sofa. But this was then going to the plan of more stress of one after another, especially as the lock started working as I thought I left work on Monday but no it did not.

Then it ends up the Tuesday, Which to be fair  was another hectic day: 

  • The customer wanted iPad setup, but could not due to info  and arrived before I got to work
  • Calls from one supplier and delivery arrived to my house
  • A Visit after work ended up pretty long
  • Managed to pay money into the bank and purchase lunch for the first time in over a week 
  • iPhones orders from more suppliers to sort out 

The potato dog

But then it was another visit to sort out and that getting a full week booking in that side of things. So it was getting late nights to type this up. But then I got a reply from the talkworks that was quite told that setting time for therapy was important and since of getting this done and the fact that work is getting harder in most cases. I got a chance to have a nice meal after work. 

Leftover gammon stakes and rice muffins

But then it was typing this post up until 1am and then sitting on the toilet, shaking legs and worried about the plans I've got to make and make sure it does not fail. But also that order means a grabtab of a fantasy variety in that way. To be fair my mobile rep is a good chap and helps out a lot even when they were strained due to warehouses back in august. 

The Grabtab for the phone to remind me of the goal I set myself this year


But then it was Wednesday. 

So we begin with waking up at 8:30 and a private number phone call, the therapist called and gave me a bit of a reminder on how to commit time and asked me questions like how I multitask but mention that I either answer the phone while the customer was there or even have to delay a customer but some will wait or not even come back and that brings reputation. 

But in the end of the stressful call and talking he said, "I've got to go to a meeting" so I said "that's ok, goodbye" and just hung up mid-sentence. So it was the impression on his end work pressures were causing the anxiety and that day was then this fucking iPhone 7 all day and even 4 hours later and one customer ignored and having to get the pokemon order and even forgetting to sort the sony order out. I fucked up with a working iPhone 8 screen in an iPhone 7 but the phone just turns off. So that needs to be sorted another time and more screens to order, so fuck. Eventually, I got to the visit 40 minutes later (just a few streets away) then got that done and got home about 7:20 ish which a nice bath to heat up was there. I was starting to dose off and that wasn't good but then it was time for a nice meal of Pie with some veg, salad, and even Duo chocolatey spread too. 

The Pie, salad and spread


But then it was just to watch Youtuber, download some games and finish this. Also, some questions on a curious cat brought a memory of a meetup planned that never happened as what my dating life used to be when they might be moving up north. But that comes to an idea I had to go to rogers for a sort of feeding day out planned, sure taxis expensive and whatnot but it's going to have a lot of obstacles for these things to maybe become real. But I'll have to save up on top of paying what I Owe work since it's not just an instant press and things are free...

But for now, as I type this on Thursday at 1am, it's time for me to go to bed. Let's be fair, there's been no change to the goals or progress. Ok, maybe this month has been only 2 videos up, the preparation for sex I've no e-mail back from the doctor since contacting on New years day and also getting back to things where I might not be actually building something but just going down a rabbit hole of chasing dragons of bonding via feederism. 

for now, I'll try to keep sane a bit more and focus on work to get things sorted maybe, I've been really shouting that to myself lately too. 

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Sunday, 31 December 2017

A Intense 2017 (Year In Review)

Well, its coming to this, the final of 2017. What a really spiralling year from lost bikes, food fame, flirting, spending and even leaving my first job. But its also been a time to really change some things and ending bonds as well as new ones which might end up into relationships and even more. the Music Video of 2017 is below:





So, without any further ado, lets dive in.

The Year in Review: 

January. 


This was actually a interesting start with some good and bad things going on. With the new goals of the year in place, will i get any done, it was a mystery but things didn't turn very well within the first few weeks. Being a online feeder via Just Eat was the start of things too. There wasn't as many according to some opinions but it will be intresting to see what happens further on in the year, which i will get to later.
From the sunny windy day at Widemouth when Rosie was walking on the beach for the very first time. 

The Dog on the nbeach

A nice resturant in the Cafe on Widemouth Bay

Her on the beach again

But then it was soon to get interesting, with the usual meals I have eaten becoming a bit of a trend, with likes and retweets and all. This was actually pretty nuts but I was no idea how much it would grow by, oh god no. This was how the new times of me will really take off. Especially with a Headset Review and also a Perfume Review. I also got a cute lesbian on feabie Rocket League.





The perfume

Out of the cover







The key point of having the headset

The wearing of it



 Also a bad case of the depressing feels happened with the marriage of a long loved ex from years ago, obviously it was going to happen but it can still hit hard. Little did i know the relationships and bonding I would be lucky to have as I was typing this. But this would come at a price either on friends becoming intervenes or spending more money, which little did I know that money was going to change a bit for me this year.  Like swiping right on Leah from Tinder and then we got to know each other from that, it sucks that she found her true one love because of me but thats life and she was pretty much a attractive girl in more ways than one.



The views from the amazing weather in January


Rosie biting my foot as per usual

Twitter stats so far


But things turned for the worse with a BAD case of the bike theft.  Okay lets be honest here, the bike had been performing quite badly in 2016 and nearly made me late for a important exam, and hindsight could of Saved me this time with a choice of buying Tile for Christmas, but I didn't. I still remember walking out of a customer's house and the cops called out asking if i was OK, then another call at home to say that basically "we can't afford an officer to look at 3 hours of CCTV". It really made things stressful. 



Selling DJ Decks as a sign to move on in 2017

Biking

More biking

The Final Picture of the bike before it had gone


Then it was also times for a mini clear out, with DDR dancemats and other gaming bits had to go, Actually to be fair, there have been a few of these throughout 2017, but one was actually REALLY important in August. As well as that, the World was going to be in shock of what actually will happen this year when Obama was officially leaving the White House and the Era of Trump is to be a real thing. The least I could say is that it was over and events this year will be much better. This was also the start of the KH DDD Playthrough which I did enjoy and later on would be the time where making this and other videos easier. Since Bills rising and poor speeds, maybe it was time to take back the broadband. 



Feburary:

Well this was hopefully to be a better month, Quieter on the blogging side which is fun but maybe it was me experiencing  Origin Broadband for the first time and what a decent time it was. I meant uploading content and streaming was NOW becoming EASIER and i can tune things BETTER. Sure I ordered from Just Eat twice this month and also had to wait for the switch over to happen which meant that videos and blogposts were much less. 

Flirting and a Tinder Profile rewrite for the 1st time this year was the key to it all. Especially when you have TV Shows now advertising and even APPS were advertising  via Tinder. But actually it wasn't since things were getting a bit heated in work and I was starting to get a bit exhausted from it all. #Dogwalkingwithomracer was actually a good way to ease the mind and get a video done. Rose was starting to get a bit stressful and it gets worse from here. This time it was to get a Half Marathon planned. From the twitter poll, it was a go for it, and that was a few hundred followers ago.







This was the first time that I was using instagram live and also the #omracereats was having to become a thing, maybe with people unsure if they are just for the likes or something that i genuinely eat, the kicking off of it still goes on, but it also was nice to make as filler vlogs too. I might have to reduce it next year but who knows. Also I got given a budget bike and a box of Tile arrived for a Review too. 



The Tile

A box of what it does


But it was also Valentines day, the 2nd year i've not done anything and it felt odd really, but it was also soon to be training for a big project, a big event in April this year which was going to be tricky to get there But things looked up for it. Maybe even getting to see leah for the first time I was hoping to myself in the summer. But once it was halfway in the month. The Router had to be changed, so I went for the same one but with a VDSL connection for Fibre, and that was cheaper on amazon than even suppliers at work back then could not match the price on



The router


The speedtest



Then it was in the nick of the times with another wedding show. but I might go since friendships have been building with  neighbours even after the big events yet to fathom and present themselves. It was actually fun to go backstage with alot of models, only like 1 or two i was attracted to as well, so no like in heaven moment for me there. 






Special Chocolate, no wait, that something different

The event was busy

Wedding show catwalks


Then it was coming towards more eating, more tweeting, more playthroughs and now with fibre, life felt a bit easier. But another bike trips was also the way to go too. not much actually happened with it too. Since it was actually for a customer then with rain and also Bikes to have fixed, it wasn't going good for this new £60 bike I was given. Also i bought some girl on Feabie some $15 sandwich for her lunch/











Also the KH DDD playthrough was going smoothly since of Origin Broadband and boy jumping up around in La Citie De Cloth was amazing af. But it was soon to be the 3rd Month. But I also was chatting to Chantelle on Snap, shes mostly asking on her snap for weed now, but shes pretty down to earth and enjoys pigging out sometimes, theirs a few ladies like this i chat to on the social stuff this year. I also started to do more thigh Taping to squeeze into jeans a bit more, it hasn't helped but I might but a belt for each leg to get that sorted in the end. Pancake day was also approaching.Also Tape on Legs don't work that well..

Trying tape on thighs

Tinder Profile updates

The Ham ad ketchup pancake




March:

Now this month is one of those filler gaps. Trump is now the official president of the USA,  food was still popular and new ideas and cravings were coming to mind as well. oh and more Tinder bots were appearing, which was making things a little bit harder to even want to bother with it. Also Soup for a #omracereats and also more #dogwalkingwithomracer and now muzzles too. That and I invited this amazing girl to one of the House BBQs in the summer since things felt like they were going to plan but sadly she blocked me.













But it was also trying to get a date with Leah before that chance had well and truly gone, (as of now 6 months too late), AMD were hyping things up with Ryzen and people in work handing in lost iPhones too, that was where real drama was happening. But memories of 2 years ago were always creeping in and its nearly been 2 years since I've had my first date and to this date, its still a highlight of my love life.Then it was the start of shopping at Tesco again, also Lidl i've been in a few times too. But both places were pretty good. It then leads on with more Editing and also with the talk of big plans, I was possibly looking forward to that time off which has been the 1st week off since 2012. But it was coming at a price but hey ho. This also did a review on Lime Pickle, which from a Indian Takeout to the Isle at Tesco, was proving to be a popular taste.

The Lime Pickle

How it goes on a meal

I was also on the takeout ban which will see how things will play out, rejecting one asking for a meal and also toasted sandwiches were being a thing of tasty, later on was full of them too. Also remember the golden rule of #nooneisobligatedtoreplytoyou. There was also a improvement to a benchmark the N3050 PC i built in November.

The benchmark tesrt

But then it was coming to the big ones, a review of some Xiaomi gear, like a new phone, the Redmi 4 Prada and also a Mi Band 2. The pair of these will go far in life and actually, you know, its been solid on the battery. Like using 40% in 8 hours with GPS, Bluetooth and Mobile data as well. But that phone isn't as good in the Camera as the bulging Battery of the Ulefone Paris, which was easily dead just going for a #dogwalkingwithomracer. But setting that Phone up with Unlocking it from Xiaomi was a nightmare at the BEST of times. But once I got it running, it was fine, even with possibly a speaker broken due to rain later on in the months to come. But a catch up before this was pretty good to give the Paris one last vlog.




someone that was dating her girlfriend, was giving me advice on dating on tinder

Sometimesd, its nice to get some catching up done via rants on snapchat







The Xiaomi Gear

The Mi Band 2

The Strap

How it performs on steps








Charging the Redmi 4


Ringtones


Also i found out Poundland stopped doing online orders, which sucked since I needed to diet before the important month of Running and I mean running. But from Adele eating pizza which i never saw to other creams and ointments for the next month too. Oh and more #omracereats. That and I bought a gift card for a friend since i was mentoring him for that week.

The Gift Card





That and it was also nearing Mothers day and after more swooning, there was a chance to really get a nice mothers day Present and also give Rosie a good walk. So a #dogwalkingwithomracer to Long Ash and back was the next key point.




a meal deal from a local cafe for under £5.00

Views from the path

A distance walked
I know i got a bit of an argument going for that one with my dad. But with that, the takeout ban was almost going well, then more food was donated and after that was a event my sister did with Boxing, it actually helped me get some things done.



But it was soon to be another Bike trip into Plymouth on a reasonably hot day in the 3rd month of the year, which the past few years has been actually pretty warm over these months. But since i had the gift card from Last year with £100 still on it, it helped me get some things purchased, like Aloe Vera Juice and also a new phone case for the Redmi 4, which is STILL going strong as i type this in December. Oh and BBQ chilli sauce too for the fun of it.





Views

Cars n sky

New Phone case

Poundland deals

Aloe Vera Juice

A selfie



But then it was coming to the last parts with March. With my old number being almost abandoned due to the credit expiry. That and also #brexiteve and #brexitnight was upon  us. With the frustrated choice of a nostalgic UK, deciding to BOLEAVE the EU, with the politicians in turmoil and Mrs May not realising what she might of done or had her walk with her hubby later on in the year. People didn't really celebrate but I just had some normal my type of dinner anyway .




Then we have the exciting Month and also KH DDD was finished as best as I could do. This was great and that means I've really gotten one part of the Goals of this year complete. We also has the Hat-tastic day which made things a bit comical too. Oh and we also have a BBQ Sauce review.







BBQ Chilli

How it goes in a sandwich



April.

Now we get to the summer months and the anticipation of a event I was nervous about and also with a customer and friends help, Managed to get there but in the mean time, A shave has begun. 



Then it was the 1st trip out with Parents this year, to Looe for a day out, which actually included some things for Reviewing, like Kool Aid oh and the Review of Aloe Vera Juice. 




One of the tubs of Aloe Vera Juice

Drinking Selfie


A car selfie

Streets of Looe

Kool Aid

The view from the Car Park





The Kool Aid

How it turns out

This then it was a filler on the blog at the least, a big gap before the Big half marathon. But then we were having #dogwalkingwithomracer, Takeouts to order from Just Eat and also having kids just saying random crap like "you run weird" as I'm running home on a sunny afternoon. But also the Meerkat hunt was happening at work which I did make a trailer for. It was also interesting as I had to pick up an Xbox One from Tesco for work too. 




This was also the time Google stated selling domains on their own and that meant I could get the blogs up and running properly as well.Those domains were about £9.99 each. But worth the ease of use to make it nicer to look at. Then we have the Reviews of the HDMI adaptors. One was a Wii2HDMI adaptor, which i ended up giving to a colleague at work, the other was a Scart to HDMI which is much better for some PS1 Action. 


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plugging it in to the PS1

The result







The wii part of the wii2hdmi


Wii Sports


But then it was the Easter Holidays approaching, which hopefully meant a chance to see Leah before it was up, But things didn't turn out that way. But it was flirting, tweeting and also planning how the Half marathon was going to Plan out, Tacos were lovely too with Peanut Butter and Lime Pickle and also finishing the upload of the the DDD playthrough as well to catch up. Work was also getting a bit tense, with new choices looming and even sliding my name into the Papers for the new venture.








There was also Simcity I played and was the star of me buying Origin codes from G2a which i've had a good experience with to be fair. Well for the price of it, it was good and cheap af. And also by the game girl had 2 takeouts via me and just eat in the space of 5 days apart. The Crown Thai Takeaway has been pretty good really :)





But then it was the Half marathon. The most intense moment I've done in a while and it also felt like I've done more than this, which i have when running back from Plymouth. But an average guy like me doing it in jeans in 2 hours 14 minutes is pretty impressive. I did make sure i had no bleeding on the nipples but there was in the end, one of my friends and customers dropped me in and it was only right he got the discount ticket at Drakes Circus. But it also showed a new side of Plymouth  from the Saltram end of things. But I think that has not been much videos where a marathon has been done in the first person view #throughglass.




the selfie before running

The tag

The crowds 
About to begin



More running 

Mi Fit wasn't prepared for that day

Rewards are needed

After some last bits with KH 0.2 finished, even at a poor rating, it was a pretty intense boss,. those whirlwind heartless I bet. But that was finally complete and it was then the movie to watch and that was finally the first game done of the New Years Resolutions. But it was also the time that voting was to happen. Well sore nipples didn't help either.




Also it was getting better with chatting to more girls, okay, one of Welsh's mates blocked me when i offered her some easter eggs. This was more or less the same over time along with normal life getting in the way, well things were starting to be preparing me up for a new life change.  Also another mini election looms which didn't seem to be a good sign. Then we were heading into may.  With some shops in Town changing to the news about the future of working next year.





May:

We start off the month with a nice Oreo Baguette, they are lush af and later in the year, I made more as well . This was after a mini catchup of the past 2 months. This was also a important time where plans were going to be processed for what I will be doing next year and actually now as this is typed. But also i got a lecture for hinting a model to go on feabie to look for girls for a event in London. Since when did i join a fightclub style social network I ask. But with the drama on that place, its always happening.






Now we also had the first of the #dogsatpollingstations which will really help on how the government will be, but this was supposed to be the only one as far as the UK knew. But Rosie could handle it, well she had some responsibilities. But then we deal with the world going mad for planting on kit hill and also there was plans to get a new omracer's tutorials done as well which was actually a requested one. Of cutting jeans. The design was a bit tweaked to make it look better and those montage of fashion. Oh we also had a Burger cream tea too.











Then it was nearly time for various walks and things which a Overcast Moor walk was one of them. It was nice from the food in the old police station to the railway line and also seeing the geese at Two Bridges too.

The Fishcake and chips

the Dull railway 

Things got greener yet golden

Geese that bit bums, #notjoking

But then we had another errand in Plymouth, with good weather to join it, it felt like summer had come early, which this was actually to find out on business bank accounts for the new Plan, but the way to get this done was a pretty big nightmare. Phone calls were doing bad too on it.






The sun on the path

Getting to Woolwell

The start of the roadworks by Mcdonalds

Boats in Ports

The favourite spot
But it was a short gap before things got really good. With more of a day off to get another #omracereats sorted. Prepping on Crash 2 before the NSane trilogy came out 2 months later.
From family events and allotments to look in to settings up the business I am now running. It was hectic, but small tinder matches and someone amazing's birthday too.




Also I was supposed to buy a birthday present for Hannah, there was this cupcake firm in London called Crumbs and Dollies, but things went really weird with how she was going to pick them up and then the order went haywire and got refunded. This is how feederism and gifting online can go bad without just giving money. Some guy that worked in Oceana (before the pryzm effect) added me on FB and then posted a girl from a craigslist advert on my profile, actually my Nan said "I don't need to go courting like that", even though she doesn't know I've had 2 (at this point) dates with Gracie for £220 and £150 each time. Also Rosie was biting the foot as per usual.




Antother tinder profile update


But then it was time for the only Night out of 2017, yes, one night out and it actually went really well, from old friend catch ups to raving and then actually running home, a month after the half marathon funnily enough. But i must admit, it really did go well and more things done than I expected. But the Shoes of LED died after it. It was also nice with the snack on the table when running home. It was tasty too. Oh and when i tried to help out this girl about her phone, she said #fuckoffyou.






The snapchat filter selfie

Ah, Pryzm a new thing 

How i survive a night out
one of the first times i'm in these photos with girls i've never met before

old mates

people i'm not sure on

dead shoes

The end of north hill

The free hash brown for breakfast that day

This is when I was soaked from sweat and needed the toilet  

But that was a immense night and then we found out a walk 2 people had would mess up the country for a long time by making the General Election happen again. So the #registertovote was back and more feabie drama about #realfeeder makes things clear that money is the way that things get done relationships build up in that food greedy lifestyle and well more. It was also a birthday of a girl i liked and lost, who now moved up north etc. But then it was a Wipeout stream and then a day out with my sister and that was quite nice. Family and all that, even though people have rushed into decisions recently, including myself. We all have to do something.

Shopping in Tesco as per

Nan's cooking is nice. 


The Tower when #dogwalkingwithomracer


This was also then coming up to the storms which will then make work really busy annd N Sane trilogy was out really soon. Hype for 2017 right there, along with Wipeout which was a surprise a bit too. But noodles are hard to eat sometimes.






Then we had the time of a Tamar View visit which did include the Bank Holiday, which is boring, I know but still something had to be filled here. 

foggy Walking

Fish

Special food deals
And then that was the end of May, okay sure there have been plans for a day out and also another tinder match which is promising. 

June.

We then head to the time of the General Election and also heatwaves and games too.  OH and we have the biggest scares with 2 bombings in the month, With the bombings in Manchester and also the #londonbridge attack. The world was getting gripped up and peace was getting undone. But we also start with the fun times of going shopping in a Heatwave.





But as usual life carries on, it was Devon day so pictures of the county would be nice too really. But also omega collection was coming out and seafood sticks was a nice choice to the meals for some of this month. Also redemption cards can be good for eating pasta as well, since that was nice for budget filling lunches.


Then it was #generalelection, when something that didn't need to happen, happened and made this government in shambles. But alas a vlog had to be done and we also needed to have #dogsatpollingstations return too. That and a playing of Omega Collection felt good too.










But we really were in a limbo with various bits. From Fathers day to a bone for Rosie and also chatting on feabie to lovely ladies as well. But #E32017 was arriving and things looked incredible for the world of Gaming. Which little did I realise how much this would involve me in the coming months. But from projects to a way out to other lead titles in the next few months and year. I was excited.




But with phone issues and more, I managed to get a quick vlog up before it was a interesting review of a snack I've had for a while but not many people have mentioned it on the internet. The Potato Dog. This was one of the tastiest snacks I've had in a while for lunch when working at my old job.
Also a trips for work ended up me going to Cadover Bridge, you know, I was going to carry on to Lord Louis but effort on bikes in humid weather is a nope.






The Potato Dog

that might look familar



 But soon it was time to have a day out with Glass. Down to St Ives, which was actually amazing, with a £9.50 return ticket. But Glass was starting to die on me, with the battery at least and oh look at me for losing Chocolates in a toilet on the way back. But i really did want to get more of that done this year, but it only happened once. I know 2018 might be more of those trips.





Passing on the train

Crowded trains

Hot esturary views

How St Ives looks

a bit of choccie

1PM by the sea

a £3.15 pasty

heading back

The train back to Plym

Then we were heading towards the last days, with the final event of Crash being sold, A pre order of 4 copies was arriving and I had luckily sold 3 of them. But it was a good wet day to get things finished off before the real big changes in life were starting in July. And also the Pig ear filters on snapchat was cute af and really making some amazing looks and rounder smiles on girls i like.

The GAME OF 2017 for me 

Rosie Posie as per usual

Nice meals after
But we also have one last thing to get done on the #omracereats end of things.






July.

The big month. I mean big with what was to come. From Tinder matches to the resignation of my first job But first we review a controller pack which will be ideal for the lets play of Crash 1 in the N Sane trilogy.



The kit

How the rubber cover looks on the Dualshock 4





But then we are facing the end of the shitty #loveisland and also it was interesting how someone i ws flirting with on Instagram in June just randomly started shit on one of my food snaps and it was really odd too. But I did ghost someone who visits Plymouth and would of gone on a date with me if I paid her money to get her grocery shopping. I've not heard anything from her since with Alice really. With memes aside and flirting too. I also started getting into a YT channel about theme parks in Florida and it was pretty relaxing to hear Tim's voice really. Also I've not had a bargain bucket in a while...




Then a meal with my sister in July was something different, my mind in interesting times and also the twitterversary just a 11 days away. So a walk around Burrator would do the job.

A lush roast from the Burrator Inn

Clouds and Lakes

The Steep Drop

WE start the week with yet ANOTHER shopping vlog to get the ball rolling, With me starting spotify as well, I could be able to carry on the listening to music every so often and have the ego with bragging about it. Oh and there was nice chance of getting some sunbathing in as well.




The Bike

Getting pack the roadworks


Poundland clothes (that don't fit) and more drinks

Doughnuts for all


But then we were heading to the final few weeks and decisions were being made before leaving my first job. The week of The Tavistock Carnival and also the last week of Glass actually working. Yes, it was handing in my notice and also Glass dying that was life changing, the former more than the latter but it was a big choice and one that also helped reinforce the reason for leaving. Maybe i was tired out, maybe i was too much relied on, but the main thing is. It was done and from now until August, was a final bit of fun.






more Fair

The statue

crowds

Dancers

Which then it was leaving to the 8th Twitterversary, which now things were starting to place, I was really going for new things and also how this year would really start out for me. Well actually more how this new life which would hopefully give me time to reflect on things and also with Pizza bought for someone special.

the pizza for someone special 

Near R.I.P Glass September 2014 - October 2017
Well it was also the actual end of love island and realising it would be my first FULL week off in 5 years as a shocking surprise. But things in my head of what i can do.  But what I actually did was much different.  Food was nicer and also fidget spinners were going strong as a fun phase still, Pokemon Go had the anniversary 2nd Gen update as well. Days off were nice too.
Roads

Sausages, Hash Browns 

The shopping 

Then we had a shopping and that ended up with trying out some Tenpura seaweed, this was a lovely overpriced lil snack from Tesco. I mean that for a fact. Its something like oriental supermarkets would put on their store. it was a nice review to make too.



the Packet

How it looks 

How it tastes 

Then by the final few days of July were here and it was time to get the next month going. Another shave of course. With a river catchup of Rosie playing in the water.



August. 

The Nun first, well lets enjoy. Running around work in a Nuns outfit on the last week of working in my first job is always the captivating experience and a entertaining way to get the start of it. I didn't do too well but it was good fun. As well as eating. Oh and this Wooplus Match who was pretty rude when I messaged her, but we rematch every so often.




We also had cammy message me about being on reddit but shes a 10/10 and growing too with her new boyfriend, moving in together less than 6 month dating too :/. But as that was coming to a close, it was now the time to leave and make my time more for me. It was a almost big day of clearing out and a big day of making sure that the time was right and things were ready for my colleague to cope with the new responsibilities. Things were good and also there was few goodbyes too. But it ended nice with a Indian takeout and a pint of water.


The Glass of Water

The cards to say goodbye

But then we have the first week off in the 5 years since I went on Holiday. We begin with another #omracereats and see how things go.






But this week off was actually with working and some customers here and there as well as the big moment. The British Fireworks Championships, for both 1 and 2 days.





The selfie


The views before the display

Fair Views

The bangs

the Booms



the Ooohs




Both days were pretty good, with new sights, sure I was on my own for most of day 1, but day 2 I had to purchase something from a customer, caught up with whats left of the house and then it was time to get the display finished.




The city

The Barbican

The hoe

The crowds by the tower

Mid Air 

Add caption

Bang

Lights and sunsets

The Fair
Then it was enjoy the rest of me time off before starting the business up with the website .But it was also coming up to shopping at lidl and it meant the LED shoes which Lidl were selling. I bought them along with other things. 


It was a mini reflection on what was going on in my life up to this point and also happy birthdays, insurance was a pain to get going, I said to a Vegas model that a Whetherspoons is a good British pub to go to. A Scottish girl I liked but had to block me until she split up with her ex got dating with a personal trainer. Another day working was the plan too along with the #omracerreviews of Doner Kebab and also a burger sauce craving was with me.


The best sandwiches too 

hills

Leats







The £1.00 from Tescos 

A folded kebab

The inside of the kebab


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But then it was back to working and planning this new future of mine. With customers starting to build up and also more things with flirting, snapchat with interesting eating snaps from raven and others, it really felt stale. But then it was the Bank Holiday Weekend. With a bit of Swimming with Rosie. Oh and chatting to more girls.


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the views

The dog in the water

a fat selfie

The distance down to the river

This was going to be with various bits from a #dogwalkingwithomracer to the #omracereviews of the Lidl LED Trainers. I also bought some Hair dye which that will be a special Surprise for January 2018.


The box

How they look

Those lights


But alas the time was ending and the Best month of this year was about to begin. Game of Thrones had finished and the NOWTV pass was still waiting for a good few months yet.

September. 

This month was filled with Time off, shitty rain but also the best romantic goodbye vibe i've ever had. With Gracie on my mind with hearing a chance of having 2 weeks to look after Rosie by myself, I can rise to the challenge and be more productive, and trust me, this next 2 weeks were going to be amazing for me. We start of by a nice Cous Cous based brunch. It was also time to check on the family before they leave on Holiday and also the Boners Per Day was back, since i've been flirting and chatting more. Oh and more double dragon orders this month from Just eat, nearly the last order this year. oh and Bae hates me still






Then there was a review on a OTG Hub which I bought for work.

The OTG Hub

This was also a time to see if things were going to work, it didn't





But then it was more of the Playthrough on Crash 1 and that was doing fine, minus a few bits of stress here and there. With the announcement of the #royalbaby as well, things were going to be down on the life things for 2018, Panicking to myself, but with the important 3rd Date this year. things were going to be better, but also it felt like a final time with me being stupid and saying I had fallen in love with someone else and as of now that someone else is back with her ex, but also someone else came along and we might be meeting up and even later on, someone might even want to m...actually i'll explain later.



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The selfie before getting there

The glass of water

The we socks

The selfie 
With that happening and work starting to be busy, it felt great, I mean things looked up, I felt more confident, the price of that was worth every penny, it really upped the BPD and the first time I didn't get too well nervy around her. It was also nice to vent, okay sure some thing we did repeat but actually the talking felt really nice in terms of I learned a few things, like this Slow cooker curried soup she learned. But things were now getting busy in work, I had a decent vlog to get done of how my Day in the life is now. 






Building a PC and binging on westworld

The £4.00 shoes, not turbo nonce ones


The beginning of the business







The first order of many from Brummy
The Quorn Chickpea curry


two dogs, not happy to see each other
Some meme i was in, (Credit: Joolive)


I then had things to finish off before Parents came back. Meals were getting done and work was still picking up. Food was still causing hype and controversy at various times too. It was also chatting to Porsha and Daisy, both nice ladies but sadly just a bit over the 18 years border mark so making the effort for dates might be harder, but there is hope for 2018 if things gotten worse. 









Fall was coming in pretty fast now and it was nice weather along with Family back and happy too. Even with Deliveries breaking for work which meant a nagging E-mail as well, things got sorted pretty quick when that got received.



Now it was the chance to get to know this girl online, she is this blonde lovely girl and we have chatted since around this time. OK yes i did send £22 to her for food already but this was the start of something, I mean a chance at a feedee girlfriend, shes quite far near the docks up the south coast of the UK so it will be a tricky time to travel or get the time off for, but thanks to the new job, things can be better with Choosing when I  want time off. But then it was another swimming vlog coming along. Oh and I was also buying someone else food. Elise is one of those beys on FB but shes actually pretty spot on with things, we hardly talk since she got a BF in late November. It was the same with her mate I still occasionally buy food for, so maybe a chance or meet up in the long term is the go





Then we deal with Work and Fifa and also running home at night in rain, yes this is a thing and also important to enjoy. But most of my life will be running more anyway.

Also it was time for the outing to a high place as well as also nice popcorn deals to buy after work. That and I was



the Plan for a first Geofilter

A dull Calstock

The area is not too shabby though

But finally, it is now the end of that month. With the BPD averaging to 5 boners a day, which was actually pretty active in most cases. As well as the infamous Cuphead has been released. 






Also we have the fun times of teasing a cute chav on feabie. I'm just going to post the first message since a special treat and all.

it would be interesting to get you so big that everyone stares at you in a restaurant when you bum takes up 2 chairs and your arms almost touch your love handles, then when your 2 meals arrive, people give the disgust look while I watch you lose control and indulge like the overfed diva you are. making you blush when your belly touches the table and feel stuck from being so full...
then helping you waddle out and accounting you back to your place and you end up sleeping on the sofa since it's too much effort to go to bed.
eventually you become those supersized ladies that sits on a mobility scooter when shopping in Morrison's with your addicted junk food in the trolley but with your greedy double chin smiling when you see a new flavour of Oreo or something haha.
it's nice to see a gigantic softie at 19, I know I'm into the too fat to walk by 25 type which could work out nicely :)

October.

We start with the fine time of my dad needing me to Drink in a pub. But this is where the vlogging gets pretty much covered with Goose Fair. That with the review of the past couple of months as well.
Mu was bringing lunches to work for me, bless her and it was also waiting for 2 laptops to arrive which is to get the time planned for 2018.


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But one piece of advice Gracie gave me which can really sort out a hindered ability is something about pulling back down with the P. This resulted in some E45 being needed. A pharmacist ends up having the plain one needed, while Boots have different ones, superdrug did too, like just PLAIN E45 was the goal here.



Also cuphead memes ^
But Finally, we have the Last part of Crash 1 done, it was a nightmare to push on editing and I tried to Simplify that with the Crash 2 play-through in 2018.



But then it was the week before the Goose Fair vlogs, with me being able to take that week off, I can focus more time on the vlogs now. We start off with the fun times of a Plymouth shopping vlog to boot.



The bags that work makes life easy to carry stuff in

Filling it up with stuff already

The remains of the last money spent on my Drake's Circus Giftcard from the music video last year

Then we deal with the fun that is Goose Fair. We start with the Night before, with a live stream and a empty fair to see how it really looks for 2017 after #brexit.




The peek at the rides

Such a classic

Preparing for the big day 

New Rides....

As we head our leave 
Then we have the day, with full of animals, wet surprises and even the occasional cuphead meme to boot. This was actually quite simplistic but some good sights to see as well.






The stalls 

That £32.00 Geofilter though


Ponies

Amusements 

Candy

Crowds

the Mi (Fake) Earphones

The combination of donuts and burgers




Oh, and then we enjoy the REAL memefest of this year. This was really fun and Red Hot sauce too. But this was actually interesting where a beautiful girl saw me while she was with her mates, a beautiful blonde called Lucie, but there was a big shock with me and her later on.




The Geofilter with the Fair


Candy and LED Shoes

More Crowds #throughglass

The Orbiter in smoke

mmmmmmm

Typhoon 

A Multi Coloured Slushie
But then it was finishing everything off to get the next vlog up on Saturday, the end of the fair, with less rain and not much going on in both the town and the fair itself. But me and Lucie were chatting a bit more.






Then we have another shoppping after work in the rain, since things go busy and also when shopping, I noticed a nice mini game called Mini Lidl, this was a fun game to make your own lidl and it can be fun to play too. Also free with no Freemium crap too.






Chatting with Katie was actually quite fun still, with some money been sent for takeouts and some really fun favours in return too, well i didn't actually ask but its one of those deals we have, but she is really wanting to be super unhealthy too, which is kind of something I wasn't expecting. But then again, heres a review of chicken nuggets. 





The box

The nuggets and dips

Cooking it

Then it was more Feabie chatting with Hannah wanting £20 just randomly asking me, then another girl messaged me wanting a £5.00 wrap, like what the hell is that price. Then we also have bites on my legs as well as a teaser for the cuphead video as well. I was starting to realise with what was happening with money helping me get girls.

It was now also the time I found out that Lucie was actually her boyfriend using her account to snap me, After i was sarcastic to him, he never replied, Then later on it turns out she split up from him which went a smile on my face as good Karma. Also Me and someone else were chatting, I hard to get her out of some situations with buying a bus ticket via BACS and also the firstbus app. Tinder was updated again which made things quite nice but it didn't get me many matches either, even though there was some more matches in December.










We finally enjoy a tutorial on how to make an Oreo Sandwich, which when there was a bargain of Oreos for £0.50, then get them. That and I bought Emma a Pizza to her work. That was fun in itself and also having to call up the Dominoes regarding what was a Margarita  pizza.






November:


We then Head in the the final 2 months, with Working becoming busy and other things, but it was the week of Call of Duty: WWII. But that also got things quicker in terms of after this, work was really busy and it delayed it. I was also meant to get some Zoo Tycoon Played but that is a bit OTT on the requirements side. So that failed. So eating was the case instead for lunch.



But I was starting to chat on the FantasyFeeder Chat room. With a girl from Bulgaria who is being fattened up by her stepdad. It was odd but I was excited when speaking to her. But then we got to the Bonfire night. . This was actually quite fun, pretty cold, full of some memes and good vibes with how things might play out for me next year.






The view 

#lestweforget #throughglass

More Crowds

More fair

the fire on the hoe

boom

Ahhhh
Then we were dealing with more kik fun and also work bits with selling on ebay, chatting on Feabie, FF too. But this was all in between running and bussing from one place to another, with places to go and People to see which I feel there is a good way to enjoy the weather. 

The first run after the bus

Bus stops

That distance

More shopping. 
The weather is really odd with this, I mean it was wet then sunny, and that repeated for many days off and on as well. But it was soon the middle of the month, Christmas themes were fast approaching and it was the hype for black Friday that was on everyone's minds as well. I also missed the chance with the Xmas lights switch on since Lucie did invite me and since snapchat was crashing, it was making some delays with answering.








But then things went a bit dark. Well I got invited to join some discord servers and well, Joining the chat was fine and then after chatting some of the others were getting a bit annoyed about me and hinting that CBT was the best way to get help to understand who I am and i might be something that people end up put off by almost instant which some people go as #undateable or #empolyable. But since i'm NOT like that, it was getting irritating with them pushing me about so I fell out with Johnny and others. Then he was on about me NOT buying Emma the Pizza or anything since she just takes the piss and bully me and is also a thot. It was going with bad thoughts in my head. But I know next year i'm sorting things out one step at a time without them/ Really i Shouldn't of joined it back but I've not joined the chat and to be fair things are better off after just slyly watching things go by. But the mean time it was Cuphead finally started.




And it was then the problems that it was making things stressed out so much that I do a stupid as fuck thing as forget my card in Tesco when doing a shopping vlog.









We then were in the last couple of weeks of November, with Work busy and Black Friday coming and going, food and deals and chats were still on my mind, 



Now, things get good and also bad, a potential customer starts messaging me and giving subtle hints but when I ask her to talk to me on the personal FB instead of flirting on my work messages, she doesn't, then gets annoyed about me and thinks i'm cheating on her then thinks i'm not empathetic and i have to understand who I am and later on when streaming a playthrough part, someone says "i'll call your phone", which means to say that was a CATFISH, but that was in December we found that truth out. #omracereats also talks about more than just the eating and food. Which by this time, it was really getting popular too. Oh and buying food in tesco makes a nice mini packed lunch too.











But then it was the time of the Hori Minipads that arrived for work earlier in the week, this was for a big night of working for this year, to prove myself yet also make sure that Christmas spirit was really going to happen.




The Minipads

Tiny and cute

The Ps3 works with it

Also some of the Presents after black Friday were starting to arrive.





But then we enter the final year with more fun, run, drama and also food too.

December:

Well, we have to start by the fun fact of its Dickensian Night, which I will admit  that I didn't film as much as I should of, but it was a pretty productive Evening and making more money than the rent for that night is a good sign too.






The cards to Print out

A selfie before going

Running down the hill #throughglass

The Stage and hall after the antics #throughglass

Then we have the fun of getting that up, which it was around this time that things were looking on the up, more chatting and planning for things next year and also that it was Christmas shopping time and some of it was starting at B&M as well as Peacocks. 

Advent Calendars and smoothies too. 

B&M and M&S

Toilet golf, those joke presents, ya know
But as things were going, my mind was on other things, with gift ideas for everyone, I really decided on what to do. I didn't have the chance to get the Santa outfit even though it was under my sister's bed too, which was a shocker as per usual. But the meals, well it was Christmas fo suck it. 


This was also at the time some girl was on a night event with a UFC star and people accused her of being on to him or cheating or something with the whole Rita Ora X McGreger thing, it didn't matter at all. But besides, it didn't matter since I did start the Playthrough of Crash 2 but to be fair, It was pretty badly done and rushed. So I'm going to start it in the new year. But  my weight was actually staying in the short bump under 200lbs for most of the year, since mi fit is pretty good at a track record at all the stats.






This was also getting to the point of the black Friday from Valve, the Steam link Arriving. Exciting times and that was ended up to give to my Granddad's Fiance to give as a present to me, she paid £20 for that AND the PS Coasters which was nice.
Also a quick #omracerreviews on some TGel Shampoo.


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Eventually this lead to a quick catch up on #dogwalkingwithomracer before the busy period of Xmas was going to battle me in working respect. The Chill was there and it was almost leading me to a bit of man flu since that is now a REAL thing according to Canadian scientists as well as other drama.






Wit the Christmas ideas polling, the ideas were good but not since Just Eat don't do Gift cards.



So instead it had to be the Greggs gift card and for that and others, it was the Christmas Shopping. I meant it went well minus the fact that the GREGGS GIFT CARDS were out of FUCKING STOCK. That made things nightmarish.



About to leave

The run

The gifts to buy

#newlookhaul

Poundland fun
The christmas vibe inside a mall

The best deal of drinks 


There is no Hope

Donalds Rump

Then it lead to the final few days, Roleplaying on Feabie, working and also the Christmas Haul video which was also the testament of posting the items. That made things nightmarish, also a customer bought a candle i was going to post to someone, I should of posted the Skyrim Candle instead but nope, but i did that mistake of sending it to her old place i think and she was with her girlfriends for Christmas :(. But at the end of the day, it was way to say goodbye, maybe not move on since i did have feelings but feelings over distance does not work like that. but the other Gift card was for Emma since she deserves it and really, it was nice to chat to her over the months and year. But I found out that some shoes I had are now what Sex offenders wear.

The Mug and the Pins





The Gift 



The wrapping for the presents I had bought. 



And then after the final day of work, it was now the final season and Christmas was here. This time, roles were reversed with one event on Christmas Eve and the other on Christmas day.  But It really went well for both of them, sadly the video was in a rushed state which caused some stress in the Xmas Day afternoon.

The selfie before going

Festive Soup

The Roast

The Desert

The after meal tea buffet thing


A birthday gift to someone I did actually not give £20 for when she asked, but when it the right time. 






Even Clover said Merry Christmas

Presents

The Selfie before dogwalking

Food

#queenspeech #throughglass

A suprise decision to get the chair

Flooding outside my house

Tea

A bit of Snow White and the Huntsmans

Then  we finally have the Crimbo Limbo, with Boxing day being relaxing, then work and actually caning this type up as well as the flirting and realising more cute feedees live in Devon, it was a sign that 2018 was going to be a interesting year. Heck, even carrying stuff back from work to home since that was finally going to have the roof redone, it was a bit of a exhausting effort and also the final few days my insides have been odd, but its just a mini bug i'm having, since the cold came back but not with a vengeance as well. Oh and more food shopping for Katie as well. 




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Conclusion: 


And there we have it, just a fraction of the fun in 2017 that i have had and its been ups and downs. Its also given me more choices and chances as well as also realised mistakes and some bad choices too. We will see what happens in the new year for the antics of NYE and also the Goals for 2018 and if I had passed the resolutions in 2017. 

But Happy New Year for now and Enjoy the celebrations, 

omracer



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