omracer's Third Date

I've been thinking on this one and more recently, debating if I should skip it due to the new job and in the end, it's been that I've went for it, I was meant to be on the night out last week but this rain has been just a drainer.

I've had time to myself, the new job has been quiet yet demanding and new business relationships have been forming, even one started today.

My love life has really been a quiet one, sure I've now been realising that maybe I'm not cut out for it, sure I'm falling for someone and maybe finally getting the plan of meeting up maybe next year. Sure Johnny made me question if I would even get time to have a relationship if I'm going to be busy with the new job. But with how I've felt, a nice talk and that dream of what a relationship would be like needs to keep me going.

The morning

Let's be fair, I was up at 9:30 this morning, then it was getting accounts done and I was meant to edit the streams, but some have disappeared, which buggers things up but meh.

Eventually that, a call to a helpful rep on diaplaypro and a smoothie, time passes and if was time for #dogwalkingwithomracer and just as I did that, a call happened with good news with a plan I wanted has happened and my steps are the one to take next. Just as I got that finished, my grandad popped over, so we got ready to actually go. The walk was nice, sure I was shouting since he doesn't wear his hearing aid in public, but we enjoyed a nice play, Rosie did too.

The Afternoon

Then we got back and it was time for us to have lunch, so he bought pasties over with him, I made some beef ravaoli and rice to go with mine, it was nice, sure I should of added more, but I didn't want to get too full, since of later on.

The lunch from earlier

Then I was checking the file I was sent with a fair bit of ideas, the rain was on and off and I also got Freedompop setup on his old phone. Then we went to the lounge  and we chatted more and shown him a new thing, but it was heading towards 2pm which means another walk with Rosie, this was shorter, but we enjoyed it even though the wind was picking up.

Walking with Rosie

Then it was time for me to prepare for this client, who actually called me in a panic about her router, But I prepared for getting there, got the bike up and cycled to hers, it only took 15 minutes and it's from one end of Tavi to another.

Then we chatted and I taught her internet searching, then it was gossip and I left by 5:10. Cycling down the steep hills, getting money for this amazing moment and then back up a different flat ish way home.

The preparation

Now things of me going back home, Rosie was excited for 1 minute, then bone and teeth, I checked emails and the bus, it turns out the bus I needed was the 6:45 ish bus. So I rushed her out for a walk with the ball, She was herding them and it was a quick one out to do her business, then by 6:10 I was home.

I had the shower, with raspberry and apple shower gel, head and shoulders, shaved the eyebrows and a teeth brushing before getting changed.
The Black jeans, blue trainers,, checked shirt, it was a casual affair, also loose pants for if she is as dreamy as she was last time.
By then, I got my phone ready, charged a tiny bit, downloaded the file for reading up if I had time and then by 6:30, I was a goner, locked up, ran with mi fit and I got to the Lidl bus stop.

The stop at Lidl

I waited for the bus, a kid was at the stop too and I chatted, then it was sadly a Day Rider for £5.50 before getting on, a single deck bus I've not been on since it was A first bus.
The journey was quiet, the weather was just about holding up, clouds were gray but patches of blue sky were ready for me to hopefully sace the evening clothes. By 19:22, I was at the flyover bus stop, spitty rain and grey hoodies passing me. I then walked in to Morrison's

Getting off the bus and waiting here

Heading into a revamp of Morrisoms

A Morrison's time kill

Browsing in Morrison's was ok, thee was a really some good bits and a revamp was underway, some games £2 cheaper, than I sold them at, a nice toilet break before looking for jumper but none around. Then it was 7:45 and I was deciding to make my way, clouds were above but some big blue gaps helped keep me dry, I guess it was time to run.

The clouds were getting there

The rain running, again

Well I left and running was going ok, until I passed co op, then it was raining, off and on, this was until getting right at Esso and things went really soaking, my mind said oh shit, I was soaked but luckily it eases off as I got to hers, 20 minutes early.

I decided to go to the pub nearby again, where the tortoise was, the clouds were good and the shirt was wet as per usual.

A Soaked selfie

Gracie then text me asking me to come a big later, so I said yes and relaxed in the pub, I ordered a glass of water and watching the farming program on ITV 1. The amount those farmers have on kids is amazing really.

The Glass of Water

Wasting time with Corrie with far fetched plots and eventually it was 8:40, another customer popped into the pub and had the can of theirs blue up , I learned a tick of if the inside of the mackerel is grey, you need to just bin it, if it's white then is fresh. News topics was on time about fire regulations being one way and one for another. Also that Mr fantastic from Fantastic 4 is in a new drama called liar too. I waited for the text.

The incredible relaxing date

I got the text actually by 8:45 and I pelted it to hers, I knocked on the door, the mi band felt the heart at 148bpm, she unlocks the door and well, she looked amazing, and I really know where I was, she greeted me in and I took my trainers off, she likes them, then she walked up and I followed to her room.As we looked at each other,  she said its been so long and then we kissed, she felt me with the hug and it was cold, well I was cold, so she wanted to get the heating on. I waited on the bed, then I got my shirt off, since it was wet and we got the taxi booked for 10:40, but rubbing my shoulder as she called Taxi fast and also as she text someone else. That and paying her, since it was £170, a good value.

Something about socks, um

Drying the shirt

Then it was finally nice to relax in the bed and we kissed, with lip biting and that smooching sound that was just  a amazing time. We talked about so much, she remember I loved her smothering me with her tummy, which once that happened, I was in heaven, maybe a dream. I told her about love life and we also talked about Game of Thrones, she's getting a wool based cape made soon which reminded me Sansa.

But then it was a bit of fun with her trying to get my belt off, since jeans are so thick, but then it was some advice that I thought I would of heard when I had that check up 3 years ago. But it really did set down with me on what I had to do.

I did make her tickle with a belly rub and then we just laid and chatted, about her life, about food, Facebook and I did mention Feabie as well. Some people go ott on a joke as well, which was relatable AF.
She giggled at the term "Double chin on point" when I was talking about someone which it's a odd term but it a modern twist on a love for something people hate.

There was also talk with what happened with Leah, Charley and Emma which she took in how I felt.
But the fun was really interesting as we were talking when she asked about my birth month, i found out that ♉ (Taurus) actually like a over indulgence in the people they love, and also how it shows comfort which explains a bit of my feeder tendencies.

As I was feeling her thighs while kissing, she got up and was out for a minute, I was worried but she said not to be. She came out with dark chocolate, so we did the thing where we kissed and we both are the chocolate, that felt really good. Then she rubbed my belly and feed me a bit, I fed her and she was really enjoying it. With me I was on cloud 99. I talked about the meal that got me on buzzfeed and she said how much cake and chocolate she had eaten today, it was just nothing going wrong.
Then it was talking about the wildlife, which I found out sugar and water can help a bee survive, but it was interesting to find out about facts I never knew existed. That and also GM foods can keep the world going.

But it was close to 10 pm and she asked if I wanted a back massage and that was nice, i meant she got the oil out and she felt the stress on my back, mostly towards my left side, I was trying to not fall asleep, the relaxing side of it was just what my body needed. She was surprised about Dog Reiki as well since a friend of mine does  offer that. Then I said with leaving my old job and she went "That's absolutely fucking n sane" (bonus points for the reference) when I said I had my first week off in 5 years, once I had left my old job just over a month now. Also we talked about this amazing Spicy Vegetable stew which she e-mailed me the link for that later on. I also told here i'm a vlogger and she might sub to me along with the POWWOW competition, Christ that was over a year ago.

Then we were having the last bit of belly kissing and talking for 20 minutes, she said something which was along the lines of all the fun things are dangerous in life, from being a feeder, liking tanned girls as examples. But then her phone went off which was knowing it time to finish. They called up and then i got changed and we sat down for one last kiss and chat, which then we took 2 selfies, sure we didn't kiss but the photos mean memories of someone that helped me keep going in times I never would of happened.

a selfie with one of the most amazing girls that's helped me over the past 3 years, building the confidence up when I was at a low, sure I've only seen her 3 times, but if I do fall in love again, at least I know how the small things work out. Paying for moments like this is what living is all about

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Then we walked back down her stairs, she showed me her really nice designed acrylic nails and then was a bit of a goodbye speech coming in, But she said that "i'm there if you need this" which tells me that even if my heart falls with someone else, there will be a place that she helped glue back together.
I then walked out and into the taxi.

The Journey back

With a taxi in, he drove his way back to Royal Parade, but with me being 15 minutes early, it wasn't a bad time to actually finish at the Train Station, which then it was £4.90 and using change, that was paid, I gave him £0.10 tip so a £5 is fair, sure i could of run it but I ended up running to Mutley again. He was a nice chap, its been quiet for him on Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays. 

The Lit up station

Then again, passing cuba and then 2 girls were looknig for a neon party in Plym street, I said to her "If i go, i would have to run 15 miles back home since i missed the bus", she was unsure but her mate said "Don't just invite strangers to a house party", By then it was at the 24 hour spar in north hill. Which was nearly empty. I carried on soon afterwards.

The North Hill in soaked rain

Then after a bit more running, seeing Dominoes open and a girl was at the bus stop, it was a wait to get that bus, but shortly after a 10 minute wait, I was on the bus, it was those mini ones and then the ride home. Typing some of this up and I had a tear in my eye. With realising that I said goodbye without realising it back then. But times have been places in a unpredictable timeline and we don't know where it will take me. I finally got off the bus at lidl and a run home was it, some kids were walking near tesco too, one shouted something.

The night at lidl

I finally got home, then reflected after rosie let me rub her belly, which then she went bed too. But alas, this night was up for me.

Many Thanks for reading this, this was a pretty incredible night, i've felt things more and also being  up for most of that date knows who i am and what does make me tick. But a day in the life vlog is planned this week. 

omracer

omracer's Second Date

I said to myself I would have one and well, sometimes timing can be either off or perfect, with no guidance or with all. This is my second ever date, which on a wet autumn's eve, is foggy, not that cold to begin with but dark and dangerous. With my love love getting nowhere except with the odd occasion of a girl speaking to me then blocking me like lustx or that feeling  of missing someone who now has a ring o their finger, a child, or even both along with a house.

It was time to feel like i'm dating and hopefully to learn on things and to pick up on hints that might help  me get a girlfriend one day, and or to know how to impress and make sure I'm up to scratch as you could say without being Kochy. The lady that could help with this was Gracie, who I still think on how good the first date of my life, they say the first leaves a picture in the mind and that's true. It will be nice to cath up

A Quiet Day

Well work was quiet, sure it was a GPS issue, a delivery and toner fitting as well as jokes, learning from my neighbour from  someone who looks amazing and says hi to me, that work might be longer for Christmas, but Sundays I don't mind, it might mean less blogs and vlogs then, but I don't know the future holding for us all.

Then I ran home and got in before 6 whch makes prepping of emails, snapchat and general internet good, also I got an email about the powwow contest saying i had won a prize, which is a nice surprise that yesterday brought me. Then it was catching up with parents on holiday and also the grandparents who are pleased to see me Thursday for a pre birthday company, I got my granddad a power bank for him and one for me, since nights out is also one the cards for a second attempt if the weather is good or clear. Also i was given 2 cards as a favour from a neighbour in work, one was for the money for gracie.

The card used for this evening 

Soon it was nearing 6:15 and it was shower time, featuring the chocolate gel and then teeth cleaning and face scrubbing before getting changed after feeding the fish. Well a chore is a chore.Finally, by 6:45 I was ready to run and it was wet but actually reasonable in its warmth minus damp rain.

A chest selfie

a more stern look

The Wet Journey

I got to the bus station about 7 minutes early and it was hard to dry off but since I've lost my glasses for 2 weeks, I can't do long distance, which is a shame.

its wet as usual

I managed to see the bus when it appeared, then I got on it and paid £3 for a return, which is ideal but he might of though of age, my youth.. The journey was quiet with only a few people on and closing a window helped while leaving my back against a heater which was the engine, since that is the bottom back of the bus. Marjon and derriford were not busy, oh wait, derriford had cars in and out, saving lives , making mistakes, like a person.
Eventually, it was nearing the part of getting off, which I did and that was at the golden hind pub, I've heard they do good curry as well which makes all the difference but not this time. The directions from there said a great whopping 47 minutes walk according to google.

The stop for me before running a fair whack

The idea was clear and the money I needed along with a card was almost ready, which after a Morrison's trip. That was ideal, but those lottery pens are very crap :(.

Then it begins in running. And actually that was almost half of the time the map advised me. The run was wet, windy, chaff rubbing due to those holes in my night out trousers, but it was finally a gast time of music, one guy asked if i was ok and also near trips. But it was 21 minutes and I'm impressed. Then it was a wait outside hers for a bit, since she said 9 and i did text her saying i'm near hers, rain was slightly heavier than drips, it felt like a cringy romcom , seeing a beautiful girl when your soaked I rain, but the clouds looked soo nice and brown like, maybe due to light pollution.

A street procrastination 

But she let me know she was running late. I killed some time in a pub, which was a 5 minute walk. It was a big pub, but only 3 people including the bartenderss. She was shocked on how soaked i was, but i got a glass of water as per usual. The story was funny of chats and a turtle was walking around the bar floor, I shit you not, it hid in cans to drink and gets hyper. It went into stories and also it was about a 30 year old jacket and also that lead on to a story about a women giving labour on a pool table.


But it was time  leave at 9 and I thanked her for the drink, I wandered up the street was a Chinese takeout which i wandered into and the sales rep was there but looked after her baby, so the I went back to the other takeout and chatted to the Romanian who was a nice chap, then I left and crossed the road again which then lead to a Massage Parlour and as i walked up the stairs, the sensors were going wild, then this slim redhead opened the door and a cute bbw got me comfortable in  standing ans explained how it all worked, I mentioned i was waiting for a date (with an escort) and she said they let escorts out as well, but this was not my ideal. Then I got a text saying to be there by quarter past, so i sprinted to hers and then it was ok, I knocked on the door and after a slight while.

The most romantic time of my life

No, seriously, she opened the door and she said hi and she was in a towel, I looked at her as she smiled at me and she was looking wider and arms were more softer, she just come out of a shower and was wrapped in body lotion as well, we had that rushed awkward i pushed too hard hug, she got up the stairs and mentioned how she cut her foot which was a painful thing, bless. But she walked me to her room which looked alot more casual along with the cot and also the colours of it were similar to my mums but more cosy and just so much fragrances and lotions etc. But she said to wait since she was getting her teeth done (cleaned and prepped up), this was taking about 10 minutes before she finally arrived in a busy schoolgirls uniform, that confused me but she looked amazing and much bigger than i thought, then she leaned towards me and we hugged and she calmed my nerves a slight bit, before saying to me to take my shirt off (since it was soaked still and earphones were in the way, which means those too).

We got the bed prepped up and we cuddled and it was so nice to just catch up and talk, ok this part was not much talking but the feelings were deep at this point. The cuddling was so soft and i tried to be gentle, holding her back fat a bit as well as feeling blissful, then it came to the kissing which was amazing tongue action and she thinks i'm a really good kisser. 

Then i started to feel a belly hang to grab which i did but she was a bit wary due to her C-section with her amazing daughter she loves to pieces, I joked about her having another one and she said one was enough for ne which made me happy since her belly was full of the dreamy goodness of soft skin that was heavy when resting on my belly and her thighs were soft yet i felt my D being squashed when it was happy to feel that pressure. She asked if it was too much, ?I said its ok and i like the pressure and its a learning point with this". This lead into big girl talk which was nice and she blushed a bit when i said i like at her this size now. She was soon asking to take her clothes off which i agreed and she was very gentle not to push it with me, since she could see I was nervy as fuck. Which she embraced that by letting me drop her belly and the thud i saw and after jiggle was amazing and i was so happy to always have the chance to do that. 

Soon, she asked me if i wanted anything since she was off to get some nasal spray, she offered drinks but I declined, but we then snuggled up close and cuddled and it was so relaxing for us both, i was close to falling asleep, which that feeling was about to get stronger later on. We chatted about internet and i mentioned Feabie indirectly which she was ok about and we then led to the "some girls will be all out to get as much as they can with money. 

But soon it was a unique idea, she wanted to give me a massage, I said yes but stutter due the fact i never get offered on by family (mum and sister both can do it as qualified ones), so she was asking me to lay out in a certain position and then she put lotion on and started to see the strain my back has been in, she explained the strains can be a showcase of that person;s back which she said "you must do a a lot of sports or heavy lifting", I joked nope and she did say it wasn't 100% accurate, but there was moaning and yeah from myself, which then she differed her moment, she let her belly which was so heavy, sway on my back and it was an absolute dream, this stopped about 10:15. She did ask if i hasaaaaaaaaaa

I started to be a bit worried on time and she said about last train and I mentioned bus and she offered to take £20 out of the charge to pay for my taxi but I mentioned to her its £22 from WOOLWELL ( did didn't shout this to her) to Tavi at Night . But she booked a taxi for me to get to the bus stop for pm. After that we went to the cuddling position and chatted more, she joked about me feeding her broccoli when i said a few feeder fantasies I've had and she joked but also was compassionate about those but her passion was really a anti-meat , full vegan power, which was ok but which can put the gaining kink off on the right person

Then we were into the last 30 minutes and I had an idea of Spooning when she asked me what to do next, so get rolled over and guided my hands to the right of her and almost squeezing the belly slightly, But then it was back to the best bit, where climbed on top, pushing on my happy Boner, and then i just did some belly kissing, belly near biting, belly worship a little and kissing which was the amazing bit, just lifting her her belly and it drops and jiggled so nicely, it was like a spell on me. 

Then it was a final bit of cuddles and i did say I  was nice and relaxing for her which then we had some small talk and it was a story about a guy who workers his way to the top but felt really lonely. I felt some feel to that, but it was then just seeing her nail to pain in crystals from the place I tried to help improve with Nicole. Then I saw pics of her daughter which was, it was nice to see but not ideal in a another way. 

But soon it was a call from the taxi and it was time to get changed, pick everything up, Pay her which she felt really bad for being late so she gave me £50 back (£150 paid) and also said i'm allowed half hour extra for free next time I book her, which i want to but i can't justify just yet. Which we both agreed we are happy and then she showed me her foot which was cut from the razor from earlier with a foot fetish client. But then she held my hand and walked me down the stairs and we had one more kiss and then I left, or so i thought...

Crazy Taxi

This was funny, a taxi was parked differently to where it normal was and we panicked, since time was slipping but she told me to come inside and called the firm up, her puppies were sniffing me and happy to see me, aww, but not as fun as rosie sometimes is. But then I saw it was a silver and rushed in and shouted goodbye and then got into the taxi. 

There was a eaten European chap, he was as nice as anything, he calmed me down, we casually chatted about things and maybe i was worried about the bus but taking a route to the past, passing a pub i used to pass in my #crappycityplym days and eventually into Union street and then on through royal parade and he parked me straight in front of the bus i needed and I rushed and paid the guy £6 which was £0.30 tip and then ran to get on that bus...

The universe explained on a bus home 

Shit gets funny. So I got on and I ask the guy if this was the last bus, he said it was in a mini joke and "lucky I was reading the news, so i showed him my ticket and got on. The journey seemed like a queit way back until..

Until we got to mutley, which then a big drunk guy managed to get on and he started randomly shouting in a drunk but positive way. Then he started chatting to me, since he and then i realised that I helped him up years ago and he never forgot so he tried to repay the favour. 

It was the most unsure mindfucking confusing to hear, from the universe is a part of us, to me being genetically older than him, to me wanting to go on a campfire and just chill. Seriously, this guy was in depth with his theories but some of them made sense in the same way a customer in work talks like. Then we learnt of the rules or main points that were 

• Thought and Time = Fear
• Thought and Actions  = Freedom
• Thought is related to how the past proceeds you since you can't ready have knowledge of the future and the bigger the past, the hard it is to have the knowledge. 
• Sometimes you are left with either Freedom or Fear

There was touching, look at me, or at telling me to. Some trying to get me to punch and some assertive training which were a bit too pushy. He thanks me for saving his life 3 years ago on a night up, which was night but the things were odd. I was glad to get off the bus and Run home.

And there we have it, one date night of weird and wonderful when you are sure about where you are going, but Gracie had saved me dreams up and the romance i've never had anything better and might never apart from her. But we learn something new everyday. 

New blogposts coming soon. 

iomracer

omracer's first date

This was a planned surprise and to be honest now one of the best moments of my actual life. This was that moment when i finally felt like i had to test drive what a date would feel and well this is the story that unfolds.Sadly there is no vlog for this as far as i can do, maybe nerves but more so its more of a relationship reality thing to vlog dates (mialex vlogs)

A time to prepare and cat fun

So in all honesty, today was quite a good and quiet day, maybe my nerves and excitement for this were a bit underprepared. But waking up at 7am then to be bottom naked and feed the fish and then  clean the cat's cage and started backing up my twich highlights of a lets play of Kingdom Hearts II i'm working on (i'm going to put it on YT soon, but once i finish it). Then drinking black coffee before running out at 9:15 to work and just being in mostly by myself until 1:30 was ok. Sure there was key delivering and Laptops to book in and a SSHD to setup from cloning from a old hitachi 160gb and that didn't improve the speed of it after 4 times, which annoyed me.

By 17:05 i was on my way home, hurrying up to take some money out of a cash point was a rush but that was done and i sprinted home. By 5:25, i got home and had to drag the bins out and really that was ok, then my gat stretched and i tapped on the lounge door. After greeting her from the inside of the house, i checked to find that i was still 18GB or so away from finishing the twitch backup. 

Partly backing up twitch highlights

Some more to go 

And also i had to seal the payment somewhere in an envelope

Sure, the cat decided to ignore me and i was showering with lotion and the likes, but with all the prep work, my outfit was pretty much a night out one, hawaiiian shirt, white jeans but i had to wear a jumper, since the fucking wind. I did think the classic hoodie but its a pain in nightclubs but also i don't want her to think i'm a chav so i might not even bother with a jumper but since its cold i had to choose, eventually i chose something

Shower selfie

That feeling of hot water

We can't beat facial wash

By 18:18, i was changed and out of the door and the run with only a shirt on was fresh and i was a good 4 minutes early and the wind felt strong, i tweeted when i left which surprised swaggy, emily asked but at this point, its a little wait before this progession of a man was to become of me. 

The typical waiting for a bus

The quiet way to start a evening

the journey was warm and i was corrected partly which i said "first day return" which it was supposed to be "first dayrider". but it was so *moves a half drunken bottle of lucozade to the seats behind me and leans to the back of a  window*

Literally, this

But as i was saying, the weather was windy but the sun shined and after internet checking and hopital passing, i made it into plymouth by 7:15 and it was a quick walk to the barbican, but i did text her to let her know i was on my way.

Making it to the town centre

Things looked bleak

as i was heading to the casino to go toilet, she called me, i missed it then she called and told me she was going to be late. it was a really girly accent with a sip of janner and she really sorry, luckily i had not booked anything, since this makes it easier or us both. we arranged it for 9pm at cap n jasper and to go from there. since its a 2 hour date. it felt a good time.

Nearing the sundial with a familiar food stall being built

After hearing this news, i panicked at bit and went exploring north hill,,roundabout, caffeine club cuba and even the spar, the wind was numbing me a bit. so a jumper was my plan, but not luck, and then by 8 i wandered to the casino,

Before getting to the casino

At this point, when running, i was keeping warm by running and fists clenching seems to help that. the casino was nice, sure there was a few varied cultures. but i went for a toilet break and almost burnt my hands in the hot water and then the air dryer was blowing heat to my fleshy face.

and i gambled and lost £6. im not surprised, but 21 3 times is a lucky dealer.

The eng vs ita match was on, which was a good time to warm up until 8:30 to make my way there via the hoe and its fair. Lucy and Ginge wished me the best of luck, sandy did and some advice, even chelsie did wish me luck, but shes been on a weekend away already with her new bf, i still remember asking her out in oceana nearly. alao some guy was next to me talking about predictions and rooney making it 1-1 (as of this time, it was 1-0 to italy)

by 20:35 i was on my way to the hoe, it was qioet, windy and dead, peaceful with the moo, that late nigjt stroll weather if this was august,,but its now april and too windy. 

i slowly walked my way, hiping his wasnt a mistake, and i was in the views of amazing nightlife, but it was slowly getting to 9pm and i really cant think what could of happened, but its one of those moments when a browse in coop can be soothing

The fair in the dark

The back of the fair

The skyline of the other side of plymouth

Heading into the Barbican

Cap N Jaspers

That life changing moments

Then after a text saying she was late, i felt an inside chill, the muttering of my head, but with luck, the taxi arrived and i finally saw her. holy my good soul and yup a boner. she was wearing a nice black dress, with a figure i was really happy to hope for, a smile ive never had so happy to see me. we hugged and then she was worried and so apologetic about the wait and we held hands this early on, i mean i finally held someone's hand in a way i've felt safe. we eventually walked to harbourside fish and chippy which we were both indecisive. She had fish and chips and i had a double burger and chips. both came to £12.5 something, but we sat down near the counter and started chatting about so many little things like:

• how indecisive we both were on choosing
• age. a 6 year age gap
• cooking
• it
• confidence 
• living and when we were from etc and she even showed me her pets which were adorable chiwawas
• TV shows, game of thrones, breaking bad etc, we even talked about this trick i used with XBMC and even some chromecast talk.

The burger and chips for £6.75

The feeding we did was very nice, she fed me fish, i almost but too many chips on the fork but took 2 off and then she was ok with one at a time, i smiled when she did it too. Sshe bought me a sunkist lemon and lime too *awwwwww*.

But it was nearing 10pm and i just finished a burger and we decided to order a taxi back to her, she thought of it and ended up calling it using my phone, she got it booked and then planned to book me a taxi back home which was really nice of her but i declined and said that maybe its best we finish at 11:15 or so.

The passion really sets in

So we got into the taxi and the conversations with the romanian taxi driver were really good, like it was more than plenty language talks, i said about japanese, she used to be fluent in many of them, i didn't know she used to live in the philippines, i mentioned sean's GF (more a canadian mates gf used to live there), she said there was over 7000 legit proper filipino languages. Then i learned about the two types of romanian accents, the maldivian one is more fierce and fast where the more stereotypical one is more relaxed, i'm on about transivalyian, But then we chatted if they were busy and it was quiet for them. We soo arrived to a place which was her flat, after waiting a short while she had to put her dogs in the kitchen, i paid £7.50 and then got out and looked up, things were odd and also i was searching for bus timetables, the GPS was failing on me :/.
Then we got up and she let me in her bedroom then wanted to do something so i was there for a short while i was nervous but her bedroom was really cute and romantic, she really made it look cute.

This was meant to be "good signs" 

Then she was in a white small thin gown and brown and panties and short stockings, then she put her hands around me and then we passionately kissed, it was amazing and it was at least 5 minutes and she asked if i was ok with this, which i was stunned and happy, she guided me but it was nice since i've kissed for a nice and long time (ther furthest kiss i've ever gotten to at this point in life) and then she directs me to her boobs and she unstraps the bra, they were really nice, but boobs was not an ideal for me in general.

So then we deicde to go to the bed and she wanted me to lay down and then we got to the taxi to organise, which we did and it was booked for 11:15 and it was 10:35 at this time. Then we talked about the face sitting ban (yes squashing on film is now illegal, same with female ejaculation, but then we carried on kissing but i moved in a bit since the phone charger was on the left handside of her bed, but then  i took my shirt off, she advised it and then and we just romantically kissed and more lip and tounge was in motion, This was really nice and i felt in a trance with mine and her eyes both closed, i did peek but it didn't make sense to.

She was even on top of me and she let me play with her belly, i was on a boner that could be ripping the trousers apart haha, but she giggles and said its ok ans also we wrapped out legs together. After more romance we started cuddling and chatting about so much things:

• Her pregnancy and the appetite 
• weight gain enhancing drugs ( a drug which was used to help asthma caused her to gain a stone a week but was not a recommended common drug to use)
• Boys expectations and girls too. 
• Nerves 
• Why i like BBWS and a bit of fantasy talk about immobility (not like turn me on fantasy, i mean like talking about if it was acted out)
• My love life, Yes i explain some of the things thats happened with Abbey, Emma, Charley and even what she partly said was agreeing with what mcdougall told me with "its when it comes, not if it comes" 
• Dating Sites, This one was important and something to think about some others have had sucess. Stay away from POF, its a pisstake, she agreed with me there. 
• She was apologetic for the smoke, she told me before we made out about the fact she had to breathe out 20 cigs earlier. 
• She was happy how good at kissing and cuddling i was, she said i will really make one happy boyfriend, 
• She actually said to me "You've been needing this for quite some time" "Affection is needed". It gave a good point of how bas this was needed for me

While most of the above was happening, we were tickling each others back, i felt snuggling just abouve her books, i jiggled her chin a little bit and also kissed her arms before making out more, 

She also let me jiggle her belly and  grave her other curves which felt really nice and so soft. 

But it was now coming up to 11:15 and she got a text saying the taxi was outside, so we kissed and then she got changed for a selfie or 3 and it was amazing, then we could not stop kissing, even after her puppies (the ones in the kitchen) came out and didn't really make too much a fuss of me. 

A perfect 2nd kiss

*aawwwwwww*

This is the transition from affection of reality

Then i left and got in the taxi, he asked various things, like if she was my girlfriend "i wish" blurted out, but then we talked about the busier he gets, bills get paid etc and also bank holiday will be busier, i said i don't use taxi unless its rare (this is rare) and also i don't drink and he thought it was religious reasons which i explained, just experiences of what friends went through. But then he dropped me off near the screen, i paid £5.50 for the fare, walked to the brass monkey, they were closed, i sprinted to cuba and this girl was trying to promote bang bang and i said "i don't drink", she replied "why are you out then", i explained what i did and she went "ah right" then wanted to just cut me off. 

Getting in cuba was easy, some bouncers gave me dirty looks, but well i went in. went for a piss then after coming out of there, there were selfies taken and after got a nice glass of water from someone that looks like bobby from agents of shield, well a younger version, i was stunned about to tell her but nah, i went to some chair and drank it, as i was talking a selfie of it, some girls to my left asked if that want a pics of me drinking it, i said "its up to you" and then she cut me off pretty much. Shortly after posting this nigh as a life event, i made my way back to the bus stop.

Then the bus came, it was time to get on and it was quiet and i was focusing on typing this up, but partway through she text me with this:

"Hi sweetie pie, thank you for a really wonderful evening. You were awesome company I truly enjoyed every moment. You are a awesome guy with a really cute face sexy eyes and a naughty smile. You will make some lucky lady very happy indeed :-) xxxx"

That made me smitten and well maybe on a high for a few months until something bad happens. But getting home at 0:45 which then i got a shower after realising i almost deleted half of the pics i had taken tonight, but after that, i relaxed and finally got the pics back and then its been a time of knowing i had done the right thing. All in all, booking an escort to have a first date was the best way to know what being with someone amazing feels like, which i can say it was worth it.


Night All and expect possibly 2 blogposts this weekend
omracer