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Thursday, 17 February 2022

A Close to COVID and Bonding

 Well, this has been another HETIC mostly WORKING MONTH already and it's not even been like 3 weeks since the previous post was up, I feel things have gotten really out of control but at the same time, having to accept what I've done and also part of that might lead to something special or just end up being hurt which by the end of this post, will probably mention it then but This is going to be maybe deep or maybe not. But what happens from the planning here is where things will go or not. 


We start on the January 


It comes to the end of the month so much fast approaching and it was also a Twitter catchup from that previous post fo the most part now this comes to. But it was coming to the stress of hoping to wait to see if I get lucky with a reply from someone I got the just eat for her birthday Since that was a fair bit of time until she did reply to me. It was also the time to have a nice deal of 2 of these wall burrito slices which are nice and even cold they can have a zang to it. 


I got 2 of these in the end and ate both which was nicer than they might expect it to be 

But then it was also getting to catch up in work since it eas soon to start of ANOTHER full weekend of working was panic due to how some repairs were going to end up, which instead it was the case of having to book them in and heating the boxes up can make it so much more useful on that side of things. 

The tags and tape can make it so bad 


But as it approaches the weekend it was going to be one of those other iPad repairs to finally sort out, Or was it, no, wait it was a MacBook screen to change which I had to sort out for Saturday night. But it was also when someone was stealing pics for a rate my plate sort of thing. 








Which from that to get some relaxing and catching up done since it was coming up to the first day off in 2 weeks and it mean a shave was going to be needed and that means time to go live. Plus it means to get a wordle in since soon they would be purchased by the New York Times 









The toasted sandwich and a smoothie 

But this was to be one of those afternoons to see grandparents since it been 2 weeks since last seeing them and it was going to be a nice meal out Ordered from the Voting Tree on that side of things and it was the time of getting to the part of having time to spend with them since it was soon going to mean bad choices but this post was too early for finding out that choice. But it was to help to make the bed and sort out some of the other chores since the spare bedroom was to be cleared out to the garage for some of it like walkers and some frames and other bits and pieces. But there was a smell which was never nice either. 


The Roast from the Voting Tree

Then it was coming to finally had the afternoon late to go home and then it was a case of walking the Dog on the moors like it was also going through some of the chats that mum was worried about with her family, potentially more chances at moving house which made it even work. But the wind was getting worse as well as then it was nice to see my sister's fiance's parents and have a catch up with them. 

The moors in the last weekend of the first month of 2022


But then its time to relax on that sign of things and it was just to get some bits of testing other sorted and it means to be able to get games played and also to enjoy something a bit more mellow out and now I did manage to get a Dual sense to eventually get fixed, via some soldering, I had a working headphone jack for it which is useful for being able to feel comfy with playing it since it was also the hype of steam deck. This means the Steam link was well worth getting years ago now it's discontinued but it works fine for basics or so I thought, But fall guys was too laggy and also it was soon time to dive into other games with the dual sense which did not work for me. But the bath had a nice tone to it but was a bit of a cut for it from the shaving cut earlier. Plus PS Now was quite good, with the last guy. 

The Shaving with the cut in the bath. 











Now then, it goes to the last day of the month, my legs shaking, realising things were going to go worse and it was back to the normal time of work which was going to REALLY mess things up. Now It was about 4 visits to do and it ended up having one take longer since a failing HDD on a PC which I kid you not, was purchased as a gaming PC back in December 2020 and did NOT have ANY USB 3.0 Ports AT ALL. like its a 3rd gen intel board with 12GB RAM and a GTX 1050 which of course the Rift S does not work with it since USB 3.0 is needed. 

But that was then causing a visit to be cancelled for the day morning after and instead, it was to go back to a customer at the 5pm mark for some mini bits to then finally go home. Which just causes that burnout to relax on that side. But it was turning to the part where things were going to change. 

Feeding Fever Feburary 


So it was coming overnight and I got a message at the 1am 2 am from a girl up the midlands, she seemed really nice and actually asked on what brought me to feabie and vice versa, but she said 

 i’m looking for something real, someone who can handle my appetite and attitude and enjoy having control over my weight



Which is fair and seems nice and it makes something seem good and she was really under the impression that a spark could happen between us, I mean yes this might be true, but she is a big age gap of 8 years, (19) but I was not realising what was coming to pass from her giving me her number, like wow, that is a big change so quickly, 🚩.






So we exchanged and messaged on WhatsApp, which I thought was going to be a case of the past like Zara or even another girl I would discover had like 1k followers on Instagram since the last time we spoke was back in January 2021. But what straight away happens on the first day of chatting, Just Eat, so the buttons get pressed and well it's back to repeating what happened the week before, or so I thought...



Well, I actually got a Pic of what it was and this was interesting since it was Mcdonalds, which of course was raving with soon to be Chicken big mac to appear in the UK. But she was of course getting quite optimistic on this since of the first feed as it were. Plus she is quite excited on the gaining side which for me goes 🍆 and this was making things and judgement cloudy as per. I mean since joining feabie, the hormones have been in overdrive which is a stark contrast to 2 months ago when feelings of hope things work out and what the future. But I got home pretty late and then had a few Nandos wraps that mum cooked ass well as just crashing out a bit and playing some Fallguys on that night too. 





Fallguys on the TV but laggy via steam link 

Also questions on my mind which I'll need to sort out with the sex therapist if I get time off to book that and finally sort things out, the burning was getting intense at times. 







But anyway it was good to know about her and things and well I was surprised she was starting to talk to me ALOT more, like at least DAILY which is amazing in one way but its that I wonder what this is going to do, is this the right thing and it leads to more and more bonding in some ways, its felt different to the week before is the certainty a change. But it was nice to finally get some bits in Co-op such as finding coriander due to a new way to improve the metabolism as much as it's nice to fatten, the feabie effect feels a bit more. But I say that and Gyozas are £0.94 in co-op so omg I've got to get that as well as the last bag of the coriander. 

The after work shop from co-op 

But this then lead me to finally start a video on how to make a coriander smoothie. 













@omracer a #mini #omracerstotutorial on how to #make a #coriander #vitaminc #smoothie and #how it #tastes ♬ original sound - Mattie LT Marker

The meal that night 




But then it was more interesting facts on how I got a message back from someone that didn't actually meet in the first week of august back in 2019 when something was arranged, but she remembers me chatting shit about her (calling her out for not meeting) but doesn't remember arranging something on that first week. After that week and the week of the fireworks, I did meet a mutual friend at the time and that story has been told a few times in small stages. So that was that.  But that was also along the lines of Rosie 

But another message of someone that visits her Aunt in the UK wanted to mee only if I feed her while in the US , I said I could not do it that week and got blocked (message disappeared) 








Now it's been more chaotic at work with day after day, visits and repairs one after enough and other and also distractions and hormonal dreams coming true with the bonding. 
 But that was also along the lines of Rosie wanting a walk at 1am in the morning as sod's law goes so that means that. Plus Another Catfish on Feabie ss

Rosie on a walk at 1am in the pissing rain 

But that and NFTs were starting to be a pain for the many as well. But the work and long hours were going to be for the next few weeks and I felt like it was self destruct mode, especially from showing to make the effort with this new lady in my life, and since I had late nights it means paying for this is going to be tough and some IOUs. But we can see what happens. 

This does help with finally some American bits in LIDL for the final few days of the discounts of American food and this was good. like The Amicercna Snack box was such a good idea. This was actually at 9:36pm before it closes at 10 due to 2 visits aka lamerton and on the way nack from Whitchurch road. 
Cycling in the Pitch Black 



This looked Really good



The deals I got from Lidl on that night 

But then it was time to have a very light snack since it was 10pm by that time and well the doughnuts were the option and a toasted sandwich too. 

The Sandwich, Cookies and the Donut


But then it was nearing the mid to end of the week and things were getting a bit more expensive, since work was getting stressful with soon phone repairs were off the charts of demand, orders for devices were going to hopefully be sorted and it just know I was going to deal with ALOT of things. Whiny kids wanting cables did not help either (oh wait, that was the week after) . But this plan I've dug myself into was going to maybe change what was to come on it.  Plus getting the Paypal gifts take its time and well having to get one while playing Train Simulator from Exeter to Dawlish which plays 30FPS on the 6 Pro E5100 laptop 
















A bottle of water after finally getting the time to go out of the 






Now, this lead to also colder nights and days and to combat this, wearing a thermal shirt upside down was a good idea to see if it does make it warmer and it actually does. Also, another late night means missed 


The shirt and the belly 




Leftover Indian takeout 

Then it comes to a weekend of sorrow and near loss of family and this was going to be the case of how it becomes for the family. Since from that night I got home, there was a phone call which nan could not get responsive and liked passed out, so in this case, it was the time to really work and parents went over there and I managed to get things going with working until 3am which was to get some things sorted. 















So i eventually slept at 5:45am after fapping for an hour or two and then it was to get up since it was time for another day of work to be happening and this was to get some jobs sorted with this phone to repair so it was time to get that done, which I did get sorted and still panicked about 2 other phones to sort out since on that Saturday it was leading to not getting home until 8pm before the Indian takeout. 

So this then leads to working and getting the iPhone x screen repaired as well as either thing to sort out which the weather was getting better too. But I ended up getting home to have a toffee apple pastry thing and some crisps on top which was nice. Also Finley used his little hut. 







The Pastry and the crisps 






Finley in the little hole 



So then it was time to go to the grandparents to check on both of them after the events that occurred last night and well it was nice to see them and my nan and she felt normal but maybe a bit tired which can be one of those things, but it's a thing that it's showing how bad her health was to become. But grandad was seeming to have a cold and well actually that was later on to BE NOT the case and it was WORSE. But for now, it was to make sure things were nice and the sky was nice at night. Plus it was the first of more spending for some snacks for the girl that would later on really be nice to me in some ways. 

The sunset with the lights 



The Sky got really bright with the lights of the village above it 



So then we finally have a casserole which was nice but runny and even with the crispy onions from the previous time it was not as nice as other meals. But the money food thing was going to get a lot deeper in the week to come. 







But the next day was a Monday and actually, it was not as bad as it seemed but due to the food the night before for the greedy girl, it means it was time to get 2 visits sorted then it was time to go to lidl and get some extra bits, actually, that was not going to be the case due to the above. So it was time to get some more stocked booked in at work So i got home at 6pm and it was another meal to go for. 



The ham, egg, chips and salad at the end 









But then it was back to more work and it was going to be the start of the second week of non-stop working, which to be fair was quieter as it goes with the build-up of the POS from both Techland and Sony (Dying light 2 has been in the box for nearly 2 weeks) 

Horizon for the week of this post going up but like its was too big to bere in this location 



The day was quiet but things were going to be hectic since delays on parts were getting a bit rushed and more things were to be happening over this course of the week and online work was to help pay for some of the whats to come but was it's going to be enough was my question to ask. 

The Chilli with fries on that night


But as this evening was coming to a close, it was the case of my sister popping over announced which was nice and her week off was an I went to an event one day earlier since of her mindset with days off, but days off was going to be another week or so away. But this was going to lead to something else. 


COVID Isolation Panic in reverse. 

So it comes to the Wednesday, Which I wake up in the morning and mum and Dad both test and it's POSITIVE, Like SHIIIIIIT and panicked to get changed, get a test and get the fuck out of that house to go to work, since it's going to be tough with the current 5-day isolation rules for it. So It was coping with that, I mean the shaking has been quite intense on the leg that day and some jobs on top were getting here and there but it was then to have visits on top after to be careful on.






While this was happening. I got a message, being asked out on a virtual valentines date Like this was going to be a wait what moment of something special and maybe things were going to go somewhere. 


The invite for valentines

So it was going to end up a decision to go for the virtual date at miller and carter  and that was going to be the tough part of things and whether this might be a ploy or if there might be a real spark. So she said it got booked for that day. 



 Plus things that were ordered were to end up arriving a few days later than planned, plus a visit to a pub to sort wifi out was causing some delays and tablet refunds did not help on that side.

Eating along and the Negative test well 2nd that day. 


But then it lead to more of the work online to take my mind off things and especially from what was soon to happen with my love life of some sort, it was going to be important to work to feel focused, and nervous about testing every morning until the next Monday since that is when their tests were going to end and cause things to make it work without catching it. 




Another working Weekend


But then it goes to the Friday and well this is where things were going to get tense from it, like, it was going to be one long day and well work was getting like more hectic from some repairs and one customer was wanting a repair job part to arrive like it was waiting until 9pm But before we get that far, there was a customer to visit with McAfee having some language install issues but worked in the end, then it was a nice mini shop in Co-op for bread and some extra snacks since of the parents self-isolation law to come through on that side of things. But some good deals and then it was time to get back to the shop and keep it open, 

Now while waiting, I was still talking and it was good to find out what was going to be like what it could be and am I going to have to spend loads more than maybe have. But my nerves did kick in and called 2 of the places around the area, one did just have a voicemail left and the other well actually they checked and it was not booked to the one on the west side of the city. But with it still waiting for DPD to turn up, I left by 8:50pm.








Leaving work by 8:50pm


Then I got home and it was a nice leftover meal before risking bath, that parents have made which actually it was a choice to take the air in or feel uncosy without the bath, so I did a compromise on that, which then it was time to have a bath with a mask on. 

The leftover chicken curry with a ricecake



A mask selfie in the bath 

But then it was more chatting and time to go to sleep and then it was another day and more of the weekend to wor,m and wait for deliveries to happen. But it was more work to catch up with, visits to do and then it leads to more shopping plus thee heavy drizzle was to be occurring. But it does make it feel a bit easier to plan the excitement and also get some fragile bits of Eggs and even other parts that parents needed for their final few days of self-isolation. 

The mini shop from Tesco after a visit 





Then I walked home and it was some chicken steaks and chicken nuggets for tea while then to do some online work since of the future would need to save up more and I was already pushing plans due to original coming out with the £39.14 payment was going to come out on Tuesday. 


The Saturday night meal 


Which it was then working and fapping until about 3am the mark and then it was another day of work since it's the 3rd Sunday in a Row to happen now. Which actually was pouring with rain, it was quiet and it was getting some of the fixes done, I was getting tempted to list stuff on amazon but due to the risk of the positive test, I didn't bother in the end. But it was then to finish the day at 3pm and time to walk/run home, thinking if tomorrow or Valentine was going to mess up and how things I was being stupid and making mistakes with this. But it was also the negative tests. 

The Tests 







The high river on the way home 


But as it was coming to get some more bits done and some online work to catch up on, the talking was more exciting on the day of Valentine. but it ended up with some late-night hunger and meant having to pay for some food and well this was making the day pretty intense.  But since it was Superbowl, the money was higher and I had to put pressure on myself for getting things done. But then it was to wake up to the normal life

A Valentines Day with a close 8th date



So its the special day, Valentines and my nerves had to pick up due to the end game of bills as well as if this ended up having a video call for the first time in nearly 2 years (Well excluding work and family), But the rain was coming so it was the normal visit to start off with and they paid. Then It was time to cycle back to the shop to get some things sorted and it eas some more chatting as well as stock to sort in and money to get paid and even some orders to do that have been demanded. 

But before I left it was time to have one visit just up the road to help some thermostat battery connector but as it should be then she gave me half a slice of her chocolate and almond cake which does look like bread but is actually quite nice to eat when I found out later on/. Also, I finally put a GTX 1650 which is what might be in for a review later on this year.

The Chocolate Almond Cake 





Packing a GTX 1650 on the cycle home





Time to Cycle home 



Then I finally got home about the 5:30 mark and it was then time to have an early ta before it was time to sort out the date itself. Which was a nice bit of burgers and chips. But then it was time to catch up, get shaved and change since she did reply to me saying she was on her way to the steakhouse. But then she finally replied and it was the first pic of the night of a cocktail 

The cocktail

Now we were a hope we could video call to make it feel more like a virtual date but sadly that did not happen due to battery and signal so its a shame, but that eagerness in my head was really anxious but shortly after that I saw the final meal of that date, some starters.

The starters I think 



But eventually, it was then to type this yup and see how it goes, eventually, time passes and its 11pm and there was an attempt of a phone call but then no luck with calling backend it was the case of her TalkTalk router was down, So this was not looking lie it was to be what it was,. But that was pretty much it since the day after on Tuesday was the realisation things were just to be burned out and typing this up was the part of the pain from the delay on it. ALOT of people were getting shocked about the Selfie from Friday last week. Plus I found out the girl I used to feed is on Instagram with over 1,000 followers but she did let me follow her so that's a good sign I was not blocked, just ghosted

But for now, we will keep you updated on what is to come since my thoughts are not as raw but still you're in the best way t stay was going on.  


omracer
























Monday, 6 April 2015

omracer's Night Out: An Easter Kickout

So then, the 2nd night out on a bank holiday weekend, usually this means its better than the 1st but for this time, it wasn't. After still feeling slightly kacked from the night before and only having 1 hour power nap to make sure i could be the guy i am on a night, i really went and had a coffee and the shower and the many other things as per and evening singing prom night to myself just as i left meant something was getting me excited.



The selfie before going

A solar charger just in case (actually i didn't even use it)


I ran down and eventually got the same bus as the saturday and since it was an all day rider, i didn't have to pay again, but i checked snapchats and cleaned out all of the list of stories every time.
When I get to derriford, I find out that 2 girls sit near me then just laugh in hysterics, in a Spanish language, bless the non language racist side I don't have and its a Kermit idea, reminds me of Jordan and live with the hair colour but not the figures they once had, they kept talking until they got off to the bus stop near cuba. Also Pete has pre drinks, tempted but its late enough already and barbican with glass is first step. By around the 8:35 mark, i'm back in town for another night and hopefully through glass. 
Yup, walking though town as per usual most times these days when in plymouth
The Barbican was pretty intense, now i was being bumped and knocked about slightly so it was no way a good idea to use glass on all the time, as i was walking towards the cap n jaspers end, i passed hannah and keisha and some mates of theirs, but as i got to rakuda, i heard 5 girls screaming "mattie" and a lot of hugs and selfies, even the chloe i bought food for (which she asked me if i remember that, of course i do ;) ) was hugging with a selfie,  Brooke was grabbing me by the shoulder with drunk love and a blonde petite girl i don't know who was speaking to me as well.

But the girls asked about my first date then i told them what happened and chloe was shocked and i think ever since then "Fuck off mattie" was just used at least 20 times by the girls, well except lauren since she just smiled at me and i think we did have a selfie, but shes doing a travel blog soon so i might link you to that (shes a foodee but slim).

A blurry Barbican #throughglass
As i was exploring the barbican various other mini things happened.


  • various selfies. Some girls, some boys, some congratulated me for the first date and some were asking the usual questions (how you doing, out by yourself etc). Oh and i got one with Amy's recent boyfriend :( But i saw Ryah who i bought dominoes for many years ago, but she was with her boyfriend. 
  • I went into one of the bars and it was ok, not much happened except sliding along the 
  • I went live lounge and raved, some girl wore glass for a slight sec with no idea what she was doing, and also i danced with hannah and keisha, i hugged hannah so much she even went "easy mattie". 
  • flirting
  • Saw Sian and (well becca ignored me) and she said hi and the little conversations. 
  • Also there was this group of lads chanting my name and then it was like a slimmer version of Stiffler's Mum out, the song "Stacey's Mum" was replaced by Stiffler. That and the guys were surprised when i said about the date early on. This guy also want me and her to hook up "she likes you and this sort of small talk, also another guy was betting £150 for someone to climb up tallships just nearby. 
  • I also saw Robyn and i did see hannah K and we must of had one eye contact but might of missed it, i'm not sure though. 
  • Raving with Jas, Charley and Ash P. Ash was wayy more dancy type with me this time, same later on. 
  • I passed Chloe a few times, but thats not leading to anything.
  • I passed vicie and her mate by who laughed and had the usual giggles.
Raving in live lounge (also the girl that wore glass is the one posing, ish

Eventually it was 10:30 and i ran to the usual place where the majority goes. Oceana, now it was nice being greeted with the ID check and a "2 nights on the trout" saying. Then i wondered around, usually at this time i can just sit down and catch up typing, which i think with what happened later, i regret not doing that since it was busy the whole time. 

But i reached the smoking area and then was greeted by Hannah And Eli (both were sisters), we had a catch up on everything from eyebrow talk to "its been a while" and i think we did cover the date a little bit. But it was nice to hug them. Then it became busier and busier with the buss arriving and then the ice room was open, i was raving a little bit in there and Georiga Saw me then we hugged and danced more but my legs were not up to the best. This girl with black hair and a blue style top was really into me dancing and then i did have a glas of water for the first time, i made it clear to get it since it was loud so i wrote it down on keep, the bart staff (ash wasn't at the bar, beth was but she took no notice) and it was nice, i did crunch on the ice and the girl and her mates were giggling.
The glass of water

But it was a case of exploring so many of the places about and i was trying to find a point to use glass and i kept delaying it and then someone would come up to me so i would put it off and i actually didn't get chance to use it. But when in the smoking area, i saw alana, she looked really really soft and amazing. She gasped when she saw me when i was chatting to another plush blonde and her friend i don't know who she was but she was ok, we chatted very quickly, But alana had a selfie with her and then i explored, saw hannah and kissed her on the cheek (yay) and raved more. At this point i think i was dancing with a friend of Emma' Bs and Emma was in hysterics for it. Another smoking area chat had me speak to a guy that worked with Tash i did hear the phrase "stalked her", i'm too lazy to correct him, let alone i had to give him hints and his mate to find out my first name. But then he said about her boyfriend.

Then i saw Kiera and i was astounded, the most amazing smile she usually does in selfies on twitter but with a body that was the closest thing to perfect, i could go on but the words in my mind and also said to her "Incredible" just happened. She thanked me but some guy was chatting her up, her mate kennedy was nice to me and said hair, i should of had a selfie with her, but i hope we can next year or if we see each other before then, i hope shes single.

Just after that it was another dance and there was these young (almost loli) girls that had a VIP suite reserved and one in a red dress slapped my ass, not too firmly but enough for me to feel it, i looked back behind me and she ran to the vip part, then i carried on dancing and i saw brooke again, now this time i grinded on her chair "go lower mattie", i did put the next bit after in the vlog.

I also went into the top room once or twice, the views were nice and i had another selfie clip for the vlog with some beys, but it was packed in the ice room floor.

Then i was in the lodge and matt and lawrence saw me again, we greeted and also met Abbey who was nice to me and i thought that was lawerence's partner at first but meh. Then it was one final rave in the ice room and to try glass. Also i saw Hope Evans but some guy was flirting with her :(

But as i was raving with hannah then the 2nd time with emma and trying to get glass out of its case and a bouncer comes up to me and says "can i speak to you" and hints me to a quiet place and then as another bouncer is behind me i thought "what have i actually done here" and tried to ask but then a phrase that makes no sense was told "you've had enough for tonight". Hang on just a second, i was basically being kicked out for being too intoxicated when i've only 2 cups of coffee, fruit juices and a glass of water with ice in within the past 24 hours (various parts of the day, not alzl at the same time). I asked him for a breathalyzer test but he replied "we don't do that" so basically i was kicked out and just "bye" like i wasn't understanding a word he was saying like he would assume with most drunk clients in the club.

So i walked out and chatter to a bouncer guarding the woo woo gate and just explained the situation, personally he felt annoyed about it but theres nothing he could do (which is fair, hes only told what to do and the firm don't manage indoor security) but he suggested about complaining, which to be honest, will just be a waste of time or cause bans which is not worth it. I asked him if they were busy, to be honest, it was a quieter time.

I walked out and left and just as i was about to run, i saw Seona and Jay, "Mattie fucking marker" is a chant i've heard for a few times now, but then i had to shake jays hand and then i walked on into town and just asking what the fuck was actually going on (was i looking/being that drunk or was it planned). I said i would ask a bouncer as i head down west.

The west side of the nightclub city of plymouth

I passed revs and then Joe said to me "Mattie could you lend me £20, i'll promise i'll pay you back" now last time i did this, £1.5k was gone in a year or less, so i said "no, last time i did this....." and he begged but i stayed firm and he was calling Hammy to get in, Polly was nearby and high fived me for putting her in the blog last night. Then i walk past walkabout but then I ask the union rooms bouncer if he thinks I'm drunk. He says "Your staggering a little bit" then i explained the story. "Due to your honesty i still can't let you in here". Which pretty much mean i was off limits to union rooms since i was looking drunk but not actually drunk.

I walk onto Jesters and then it was £4 and i walked in, i saw miss rooks and said hi then she wanted me to introduce myself to her mate and say about feederism etc. I tried to and then used hannah as an example, she went extremely defensive and pushy. Then i wandered and moped to the dancefloor, i saw pete and another selfie shot was done, then it was "how it is mate" and then the usual and the story "kick off" what pete's idea. But seriously, it was fun, pete had a lass which was nice and there was another i tried to dance with, but then she got kicked out for being same reason as i was kicked out for, getting too drunk, except she was sitting on the floor and i tried to help her up but she refused which then that was the bouncer's cue to kick er out, she got up and left.


I then walk up to the smoking area with him and pete, some beys of his and 2 girls were chatting, i was then talking to pete about the events of Tuesday and he was saying about the girls, in terms of i thought it was a group of escorts from there, he was actually on about Ruby, Chelsie, Ellie, Jade, Ellie and it was just a coincidence they tweeted me good luck at the same time as this but they nor anyone else except me and maybe one or 2 other people months back that knew about it.
 to be honest it was far from the case. But then this guy was on about some girls that got pissed off then i wandered to look at them then i even had my face just shoved into this guys crotch.

Then i went to the toilet and these 2 guys were doing banter and the cubicle door i was in was being smacked and they were going to kill which scared me, i waited until no one was there and i got out safely. My body starts to slow right down, tired, either coffee or sleep, but its way too early.


Then me and pete got a taxi to north hill and were talking about why I hiding dick and not fuck Gracie, he really thought that Ruby and Chelsie planned the date with the escort, i would of made. ou But the fact pete told me "I said you couldn't pay for a kiss and you proved me wrong but you really were overcharged" which was interesting. Oh and i found out Hayley has moved into the house and dating or more friends with benefits. Petes happy for them even though hes had her first

Scholar we went into , I got in fine, same corporate bouncers as oceana so there was no BAN on me introduced because of me being too drunk. Then i was introduced to of many mates of his and sefies too they were nicknamed Kermit, Mushroom, Rat and Lizard. Also i was down at a table and pete was offering this girl who was with a guy, a threesome back out of the house and also pete was sniffing this girls hair and got hard. So wait, a hair fetish.

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By 2:30ish, we go to Cuba, I pay £4 to get in and then some guy who knows of me walked me to the smoking area and then chats to me saying I'm a good guy and all. no buts in that either. its nice to speak to Michael as well, then I walk back in and me and Pete head up to the top dancefloor.

 My legs were feeling strain for the most part, unsure of glass to use or not.
saw Matt and Lawrence and also amber and some BBW mates of hers, I tried to chat to amber but no luck,  Matt tried to reach me confidence but that didn't  work.
More dancing and even by the pole, some girls near the door were looking and talking to each other about me and i tried to approach them but no luck then by 3:30 I'm sat between matt and amber, time to run it, make the effort W was actually putting glass on and about to walk just after i wanted to let a mate of ambers know she looks beautiful then started to head out but rory said it was easier to wait then it was a longer wait for a mate then it turns out the taxi they used before and Matt told the driver to give us noobs the sound experience with a recently new song and mega lit blue bass speakers. 


WE got to a place near central park,we all were there for 20 minutes or so, the topic of heartbreak, refurbishment to let, work tomorrow for 3 of them were just some of the conversations that were had, some wanted a power nap, there was a heart to heart or a DMC (Deep meaningful conversation) going on or 2. I had no idea what it was about, besides i had my own DMCs earlier this week and this weekend.

By 4:10 or so we were in a posh style car and heading to tavi. Sure we stopped twice for blankets and the other for me and abbey to swap seats (she was wearing a similar thing to amber, but slimmer) the moors was over 100 mph them by horrabridge it was 80 by corners near and uptown funk was playing. Matt dropped me just on the estate entrance and i walked home in the dark. It was really odd being in this early and i pretty much said i had to fall asleep and also 

That was it by a much more exciting weekend, tonight was played down and turned crap after being kicked out for that reason. Personally it could either be the excuse for it being too crowded. But at least i didn't burn all my energy up and i end up falling asleep.
This might the last night out for a while and i hope its warmer when i do so i don't take a hoodie which could explain or make it easier for glass while clubbing. There might be friends meals to go to on nearing the end of the month, which actually would be nice and nearer the time i had my first buffet at sizzall years ago.

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