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Thursday, 17 February 2022

A Close to COVID and Bonding

 Well, this has been another HETIC mostly WORKING MONTH already and it's not even been like 3 weeks since the previous post was up, I feel things have gotten really out of control but at the same time, having to accept what I've done and also part of that might lead to something special or just end up being hurt which by the end of this post, will probably mention it then but This is going to be maybe deep or maybe not. But what happens from the planning here is where things will go or not. 


We start on the January 


It comes to the end of the month so much fast approaching and it was also a Twitter catchup from that previous post fo the most part now this comes to. But it was coming to the stress of hoping to wait to see if I get lucky with a reply from someone I got the just eat for her birthday Since that was a fair bit of time until she did reply to me. It was also the time to have a nice deal of 2 of these wall burrito slices which are nice and even cold they can have a zang to it. 


I got 2 of these in the end and ate both which was nicer than they might expect it to be 

But then it was also getting to catch up in work since it eas soon to start of ANOTHER full weekend of working was panic due to how some repairs were going to end up, which instead it was the case of having to book them in and heating the boxes up can make it so much more useful on that side of things. 

The tags and tape can make it so bad 


But as it approaches the weekend it was going to be one of those other iPad repairs to finally sort out, Or was it, no, wait it was a MacBook screen to change which I had to sort out for Saturday night. But it was also when someone was stealing pics for a rate my plate sort of thing. 








Which from that to get some relaxing and catching up done since it was coming up to the first day off in 2 weeks and it mean a shave was going to be needed and that means time to go live. Plus it means to get a wordle in since soon they would be purchased by the New York Times 









The toasted sandwich and a smoothie 

But this was to be one of those afternoons to see grandparents since it been 2 weeks since last seeing them and it was going to be a nice meal out Ordered from the Voting Tree on that side of things and it was the time of getting to the part of having time to spend with them since it was soon going to mean bad choices but this post was too early for finding out that choice. But it was to help to make the bed and sort out some of the other chores since the spare bedroom was to be cleared out to the garage for some of it like walkers and some frames and other bits and pieces. But there was a smell which was never nice either. 


The Roast from the Voting Tree

Then it was coming to finally had the afternoon late to go home and then it was a case of walking the Dog on the moors like it was also going through some of the chats that mum was worried about with her family, potentially more chances at moving house which made it even work. But the wind was getting worse as well as then it was nice to see my sister's fiance's parents and have a catch up with them. 

The moors in the last weekend of the first month of 2022


But then its time to relax on that sign of things and it was just to get some bits of testing other sorted and it means to be able to get games played and also to enjoy something a bit more mellow out and now I did manage to get a Dual sense to eventually get fixed, via some soldering, I had a working headphone jack for it which is useful for being able to feel comfy with playing it since it was also the hype of steam deck. This means the Steam link was well worth getting years ago now it's discontinued but it works fine for basics or so I thought, But fall guys was too laggy and also it was soon time to dive into other games with the dual sense which did not work for me. But the bath had a nice tone to it but was a bit of a cut for it from the shaving cut earlier. Plus PS Now was quite good, with the last guy. 

The Shaving with the cut in the bath. 











Now then, it goes to the last day of the month, my legs shaking, realising things were going to go worse and it was back to the normal time of work which was going to REALLY mess things up. Now It was about 4 visits to do and it ended up having one take longer since a failing HDD on a PC which I kid you not, was purchased as a gaming PC back in December 2020 and did NOT have ANY USB 3.0 Ports AT ALL. like its a 3rd gen intel board with 12GB RAM and a GTX 1050 which of course the Rift S does not work with it since USB 3.0 is needed. 

But that was then causing a visit to be cancelled for the day morning after and instead, it was to go back to a customer at the 5pm mark for some mini bits to then finally go home. Which just causes that burnout to relax on that side. But it was turning to the part where things were going to change. 

Feeding Fever Feburary 


So it was coming overnight and I got a message at the 1am 2 am from a girl up the midlands, she seemed really nice and actually asked on what brought me to feabie and vice versa, but she said 

 i’m looking for something real, someone who can handle my appetite and attitude and enjoy having control over my weight



Which is fair and seems nice and it makes something seem good and she was really under the impression that a spark could happen between us, I mean yes this might be true, but she is a big age gap of 8 years, (19) but I was not realising what was coming to pass from her giving me her number, like wow, that is a big change so quickly, 🚩.






So we exchanged and messaged on WhatsApp, which I thought was going to be a case of the past like Zara or even another girl I would discover had like 1k followers on Instagram since the last time we spoke was back in January 2021. But what straight away happens on the first day of chatting, Just Eat, so the buttons get pressed and well it's back to repeating what happened the week before, or so I thought...



Well, I actually got a Pic of what it was and this was interesting since it was Mcdonalds, which of course was raving with soon to be Chicken big mac to appear in the UK. But she was of course getting quite optimistic on this since of the first feed as it were. Plus she is quite excited on the gaining side which for me goes 🍆 and this was making things and judgement cloudy as per. I mean since joining feabie, the hormones have been in overdrive which is a stark contrast to 2 months ago when feelings of hope things work out and what the future. But I got home pretty late and then had a few Nandos wraps that mum cooked ass well as just crashing out a bit and playing some Fallguys on that night too. 





Fallguys on the TV but laggy via steam link 

Also questions on my mind which I'll need to sort out with the sex therapist if I get time off to book that and finally sort things out, the burning was getting intense at times. 







But anyway it was good to know about her and things and well I was surprised she was starting to talk to me ALOT more, like at least DAILY which is amazing in one way but its that I wonder what this is going to do, is this the right thing and it leads to more and more bonding in some ways, its felt different to the week before is the certainty a change. But it was nice to finally get some bits in Co-op such as finding coriander due to a new way to improve the metabolism as much as it's nice to fatten, the feabie effect feels a bit more. But I say that and Gyozas are £0.94 in co-op so omg I've got to get that as well as the last bag of the coriander. 

The after work shop from co-op 

But this then lead me to finally start a video on how to make a coriander smoothie. 













@omracer a #mini #omracerstotutorial on how to #make a #coriander #vitaminc #smoothie and #how it #tastes ♬ original sound - Mattie LT Marker

The meal that night 




But then it was more interesting facts on how I got a message back from someone that didn't actually meet in the first week of august back in 2019 when something was arranged, but she remembers me chatting shit about her (calling her out for not meeting) but doesn't remember arranging something on that first week. After that week and the week of the fireworks, I did meet a mutual friend at the time and that story has been told a few times in small stages. So that was that.  But that was also along the lines of Rosie 

But another message of someone that visits her Aunt in the UK wanted to mee only if I feed her while in the US , I said I could not do it that week and got blocked (message disappeared) 








Now it's been more chaotic at work with day after day, visits and repairs one after enough and other and also distractions and hormonal dreams coming true with the bonding. 
 But that was also along the lines of Rosie wanting a walk at 1am in the morning as sod's law goes so that means that. Plus Another Catfish on Feabie ss

Rosie on a walk at 1am in the pissing rain 

But that and NFTs were starting to be a pain for the many as well. But the work and long hours were going to be for the next few weeks and I felt like it was self destruct mode, especially from showing to make the effort with this new lady in my life, and since I had late nights it means paying for this is going to be tough and some IOUs. But we can see what happens. 

This does help with finally some American bits in LIDL for the final few days of the discounts of American food and this was good. like The Amicercna Snack box was such a good idea. This was actually at 9:36pm before it closes at 10 due to 2 visits aka lamerton and on the way nack from Whitchurch road. 
Cycling in the Pitch Black 



This looked Really good



The deals I got from Lidl on that night 

But then it was time to have a very light snack since it was 10pm by that time and well the doughnuts were the option and a toasted sandwich too. 

The Sandwich, Cookies and the Donut


But then it was nearing the mid to end of the week and things were getting a bit more expensive, since work was getting stressful with soon phone repairs were off the charts of demand, orders for devices were going to hopefully be sorted and it just know I was going to deal with ALOT of things. Whiny kids wanting cables did not help either (oh wait, that was the week after) . But this plan I've dug myself into was going to maybe change what was to come on it.  Plus getting the Paypal gifts take its time and well having to get one while playing Train Simulator from Exeter to Dawlish which plays 30FPS on the 6 Pro E5100 laptop 
















A bottle of water after finally getting the time to go out of the 






Now, this lead to also colder nights and days and to combat this, wearing a thermal shirt upside down was a good idea to see if it does make it warmer and it actually does. Also, another late night means missed 


The shirt and the belly 




Leftover Indian takeout 

Then it comes to a weekend of sorrow and near loss of family and this was going to be the case of how it becomes for the family. Since from that night I got home, there was a phone call which nan could not get responsive and liked passed out, so in this case, it was the time to really work and parents went over there and I managed to get things going with working until 3am which was to get some things sorted. 















So i eventually slept at 5:45am after fapping for an hour or two and then it was to get up since it was time for another day of work to be happening and this was to get some jobs sorted with this phone to repair so it was time to get that done, which I did get sorted and still panicked about 2 other phones to sort out since on that Saturday it was leading to not getting home until 8pm before the Indian takeout. 

So this then leads to working and getting the iPhone x screen repaired as well as either thing to sort out which the weather was getting better too. But I ended up getting home to have a toffee apple pastry thing and some crisps on top which was nice. Also Finley used his little hut. 





The Pastry and the crisps 






Finley in the little hole 



So then it was time to go to the grandparents to check on both of them after the events that occurred last night and well it was nice to see them and my nan and she felt normal but maybe a bit tired which can be one of those things, but it's a thing that it's showing how bad her health was to become. But grandad was seeming to have a cold and well actually that was later on to BE NOT the case and it was WORSE. But for now, it was to make sure things were nice and the sky was nice at night. Plus it was the first of more spending for some snacks for the girl that would later on really be nice to me in some ways. 

The sunset with the lights 



The Sky got really bright with the lights of the village above it 



So then we finally have a casserole which was nice but runny and even with the crispy onions from the previous time it was not as nice as other meals. But the money food thing was going to get a lot deeper in the week to come. 







But the next day was a Monday and actually, it was not as bad as it seemed but due to the food the night before for the greedy girl, it means it was time to get 2 visits sorted then it was time to go to lidl and get some extra bits, actually, that was not going to be the case due to the above. So it was time to get some more stocked booked in at work So i got home at 6pm and it was another meal to go for. 



The ham, egg, chips and salad at the end 









But then it was back to more work and it was going to be the start of the second week of non-stop working, which to be fair was quieter as it goes with the build-up of the POS from both Techland and Sony (Dying light 2 has been in the box for nearly 2 weeks) 

Horizon for the week of this post going up but like its was too big to bere in this location 



The day was quiet but things were going to be hectic since delays on parts were getting a bit rushed and more things were to be happening over this course of the week and online work was to help pay for some of the whats to come but was it's going to be enough was my question to ask. 

The Chilli with fries on that night


But as this evening was coming to a close, it was the case of my sister popping over announced which was nice and her week off was an I went to an event one day earlier since of her mindset with days off, but days off was going to be another week or so away. But this was going to lead to something else. 


COVID Isolation Panic in reverse. 

So it comes to the Wednesday, Which I wake up in the morning and mum and Dad both test and it's POSITIVE, Like SHIIIIIIT and panicked to get changed, get a test and get the fuck out of that house to go to work, since it's going to be tough with the current 5-day isolation rules for it. So It was coping with that, I mean the shaking has been quite intense on the leg that day and some jobs on top were getting here and there but it was then to have visits on top after to be careful on.






While this was happening. I got a message, being asked out on a virtual valentines date Like this was going to be a wait what moment of something special and maybe things were going to go somewhere. 


The invite for valentines

So it was going to end up a decision to go for the virtual date at miller and carter  and that was going to be the tough part of things and whether this might be a ploy or if there might be a real spark. So she said it got booked for that day. 



 Plus things that were ordered were to end up arriving a few days later than planned, plus a visit to a pub to sort wifi out was causing some delays and tablet refunds did not help on that side.

Eating along and the Negative test well 2nd that day. 


But then it lead to more of the work online to take my mind off things and especially from what was soon to happen with my love life of some sort, it was going to be important to work to feel focused, and nervous about testing every morning until the next Monday since that is when their tests were going to end and cause things to make it work without catching it. 




Another working Weekend


But then it goes to the Friday and well this is where things were going to get tense from it, like, it was going to be one long day and well work was getting like more hectic from some repairs and one customer was wanting a repair job part to arrive like it was waiting until 9pm But before we get that far, there was a customer to visit with McAfee having some language install issues but worked in the end, then it was a nice mini shop in Co-op for bread and some extra snacks since of the parents self-isolation law to come through on that side of things. But some good deals and then it was time to get back to the shop and keep it open, 

Now while waiting, I was still talking and it was good to find out what was going to be like what it could be and am I going to have to spend loads more than maybe have. But my nerves did kick in and called 2 of the places around the area, one did just have a voicemail left and the other well actually they checked and it was not booked to the one on the west side of the city. But with it still waiting for DPD to turn up, I left by 8:50pm.








Leaving work by 8:50pm


Then I got home and it was a nice leftover meal before risking bath, that parents have made which actually it was a choice to take the air in or feel uncosy without the bath, so I did a compromise on that, which then it was time to have a bath with a mask on. 

The leftover chicken curry with a ricecake



A mask selfie in the bath 

But then it was more chatting and time to go to sleep and then it was another day and more of the weekend to wor,m and wait for deliveries to happen. But it was more work to catch up with, visits to do and then it leads to more shopping plus thee heavy drizzle was to be occurring. But it does make it feel a bit easier to plan the excitement and also get some fragile bits of Eggs and even other parts that parents needed for their final few days of self-isolation. 

The mini shop from Tesco after a visit 





Then I walked home and it was some chicken steaks and chicken nuggets for tea while then to do some online work since of the future would need to save up more and I was already pushing plans due to original coming out with the £39.14 payment was going to come out on Tuesday. 


The Saturday night meal 


Which it was then working and fapping until about 3am the mark and then it was another day of work since it's the 3rd Sunday in a Row to happen now. Which actually was pouring with rain, it was quiet and it was getting some of the fixes done, I was getting tempted to list stuff on amazon but due to the risk of the positive test, I didn't bother in the end. But it was then to finish the day at 3pm and time to walk/run home, thinking if tomorrow or Valentine was going to mess up and how things I was being stupid and making mistakes with this. But it was also the negative tests. 

The Tests 







The high river on the way home 


But as it was coming to get some more bits done and some online work to catch up on, the talking was more exciting on the day of Valentine. but it ended up with some late-night hunger and meant having to pay for some food and well this was making the day pretty intense.  But since it was Superbowl, the money was higher and I had to put pressure on myself for getting things done. But then it was to wake up to the normal life

A Valentines Day with a close 8th date



So its the special day, Valentines and my nerves had to pick up due to the end game of bills as well as if this ended up having a video call for the first time in nearly 2 years (Well excluding work and family), But the rain was coming so it was the normal visit to start off with and they paid. Then It was time to cycle back to the shop to get some things sorted and it eas some more chatting as well as stock to sort in and money to get paid and even some orders to do that have been demanded. 

But before I left it was time to have one visit just up the road to help some thermostat battery connector but as it should be then she gave me half a slice of her chocolate and almond cake which does look like bread but is actually quite nice to eat when I found out later on/. Also, I finally put a GTX 1650 which is what might be in for a review later on this year.

The Chocolate Almond Cake 





Packing a GTX 1650 on the cycle home





Time to Cycle home 



Then I finally got home about the 5:30 mark and it was then time to have an early ta before it was time to sort out the date itself. Which was a nice bit of burgers and chips. But then it was time to catch up, get shaved and change since she did reply to me saying she was on her way to the steakhouse. But then she finally replied and it was the first pic of the night of a cocktail 

The cocktail

Now we were a hope we could video call to make it feel more like a virtual date but sadly that did not happen due to battery and signal so its a shame, but that eagerness in my head was really anxious but shortly after that I saw the final meal of that date, some starters.

The starters I think 



But eventually, it was then to type this yup and see how it goes, eventually, time passes and its 11pm and there was an attempt of a phone call but then no luck with calling backend it was the case of her TalkTalk router was down, So this was not looking lie it was to be what it was,. But that was pretty much it since the day after on Tuesday was the realisation things were just to be burned out and typing this up was the part of the pain from the delay on it. ALOT of people were getting shocked about the Selfie from Friday last week. Plus I found out the girl I used to feed is on Instagram with over 1,000 followers but she did let me follow her so that's a good sign I was not blocked, just ghosted

But for now, we will keep you updated on what is to come since my thoughts are not as raw but still you're in the best way t stay was going on.  


omracer
























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Sunday, 29 September 2019

The Birthday Catchup

So the week back from the chance of meetups and chances to get productive, Time felt back to normal. But things I had planned which actually went wrong in some way. But we finally get to build up new things.

The past week. 


So after coming home on Saturday after work, One girl wanted to meet but I did say we could have met but since I was busy last weekend it didn't work out. But then I also got a message from one but 2 different girls, Now one I did message since she did look lovely. Eventually, we chatted and I got her an Indian, then dessert then her number, which for some unknown reason I found out later that week that when her screen was fixed, the number was changed but I think that was about £60 later. But getting a real name and actual real number out of it made it a very close call since it was close reporting her since there was a vibe of scam in the air. Hopefully, we do call but I think nothing serious will come from it yet but I and S found her real Bank address so its a unique twist in the plot. 

That and work was busy, almost every evening was booked which is great, but also there were the thoughts of chatting to the amazing girl i met and also wanting to plan when to see her. Its looking like November but still a decision on that according to a poll will be before the Pokemon Pop up Shop Closes, Which actually I did the poll today but still it is looking like sure the food dates i've planned will be covered but I will do my best to get some footage of the pokemon pop up shop, but that closes on the day Sword and shield comes out. And I did send my phone to her which was just to do the right thing since its important to help friends out that actually need it,   

The phone to send and settings up a 5C for me to get Goose Fair Vlogs done 


Also, it was a chance of a new review. 


I'm surprised you want to see more of a 4G router for £35 instead of Gfuel Hydration but okay. Maybe I might get a collab for the review of Gfuel for a bit of attention or views. Also, I now have used my £10 credit on Cuniq and that now gets me 80GB of data for 2 months, which will be ideal 

But also with announcement of Kik shutting down, it was looking glum for some of the chats. Well one feedee that I did chat too but she's engaged so it's just purely business on that end, but it also made closure on something that's been happening for the past 2 months which all I know is, for now, nothing will happen or not meeting at  least, But its friends only which is good actually so its not bad terms. And things have progressed locally with soon I will be able to see a friend in her new flat which will be great with her new place. But time will tell. Another girl from FF I talked to on Kik was one message then disappeared. 

Now the main reason is that one of the other messages was from this girl,, we chatted and turns out she goes to one of the holiday parks near Exmouth which is cute, BUT she wanted £40 for her number and well okay I did take the bait and we chatted and yes fed her twice or so more after, but then it was getting to the stage like she was saying phone screen smashed AND she was robbed last night. Now that is a big burn on the skin so I reported her. But doing that is just stupid of Ka to do it but Feabie can sort that another day. 

That and one girl I used to talk to ages ago i've gotten her number and its good to chat to her, she's really nice and again its just friends but she's a busy lady and does well to gain with the responsibility she has. But maybe I might meet her one feabie meet away. 

That and well FIFA 20 yada yada game ruined #Fixcarreermode yada yada PS4 Pro + 10 games for £399 yada yada. I think I hit my head on the cardboard promo boxes twice. 

PS4s in 

The boxes above that did hit me

Then it came to Sunday. Saturday was a wet finale

The birthday of a relative. 


Well it was nice to catch up, I woke up at 9:45, was walking Rosie about 11 or so, then tech support on Directly until 12 which was shower time. 

Rosie with a ball to stare at
Then by about 12:10, my sister and grandparents arrived and we got in her car in the rain and we were off to the Prince of Wales again. I was in the car with my sister and grandparents, I had the chance to catch up with them, I said I was going to London again and they were intrigued. But then it was in the rain to drop off the grandparents outside while we parked in the main car park. 

The outside of the Pub

Then we walked in and got a seat, the cute girl from last time served us and well we all went on a roast Beef normal for all. Not bad for £8.90 each and they portions were huge and the pint of lime and lemonade is soo good.

The pint of lime and lemonade

The Massive roast with some vegetables, Yorkshire puddings and Gravy. 

Then we chatted and ate, I was hungry. We all enjoyed the roast and actually got really full so we skipped the dessert and then we walked out of there. It was slightly drying off as we left


The odd picture when leaving

Then it was more of catch up before we got home and the Rosie got really excited. Then we settled down and the cake was lit and we ate the Lidl chocolate celebration cake and then chatted. I also chatted to Kaylee and the other girl which was really nice. I might be getting both foods soon too.

Then it was time to say goodbye to the grandparents and sister at 4pm, which then we said it and I chatted then went to go #dogwalkingwithomracer. It was nice she enjoyed it and still chatting on WhatsApp and then as I walked back, the rainbow appeared. 


The rainbow and the east

Then I relaxed and got chatting and planned a few things and things went okay. 


Later on, I managed to get the phone call but it seems it was a bloke on the phone, a male scouse accent it had the feeling of a catfish and asked some questions but its still something I have to work on. And well cookie dough to cheer a friend up is important as well. 

But well that was it, another day done and new things await. 

See you soon
omracer






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Saturday, 20 July 2019

The Catchup before the Decade Twitterversary

Time has flown by, 10 years of me doing twitter, which has been a rollercoaster io arguments and also how love has changed me as well as meeting some special people from twitter and how friendships formed and some faded and some silent gained. But recapping 10 years will never be an easy task in 2 days. But there was a giveaway which an announcement will be in the vlog of the Carnival (The same day as the Twitterversary). But for now, its time to catch up on what has been an actually interesting month of realisation of friends and loves too.

We catch up from when I got home from London. 


So, the day after I got back from Holiday, it been an amazing trip, my head was buzzing, she enjoyed the time we had and sure she got some creams as a final treat for that food overdose she loved. Sure that did leave less than £100 left when I came home and I had about £400 before I went on holiday. But Taking that extra day to really cain the uploading was so worth it. But I did upset someone special since I didn't really chat to her when away, but I did make it up to her and things were on the up and also I was in this love potion but maybe for the right reasons but it was always back to work. 







This was also with the tie ins with the hype of the next prime minister, which Deciding day was just 2 days after my twitterversarry as well. But politics has been completely split by this point with no guidance and its all-out bitchy chaos up there, back from the city of my dreams in the mini ways from that special girl who did meet me twice.

But work was back to normal and trust me video editing was a nightmare so take a break from the youtube life, which is fair since loads were to happen later on (actually nope). But people in work were still shocked about my hair in their own way, customers seeing me bright blonde was a shock. I was in holiday blues by this point and I said to myself then I had an account to do, but I never got it done, that's for August in all; honesty. But sure I even did sign up to this amazing girls site which I get on really well with the patty. She's down to earth yet eating her way to a quarter ton (40 stone/500lbs) with the help of the fella shes moved in with. makes me jealous of that relationship and her heavy breathing is so sensual but she's been a good friend to chat too. BBW Royalty is a pain for browsing pics when one new set never worked so no pics lol.

Same with S since shes been there for me more in the past times than I can imagine but even I make mistakes with the looks she has wanting to fall for her old self which shes changing from them. Funny that around this time, she got a message about "Block Mattie since he's now in a relationship with me" well it's those lines that made me worry a ton and I had to check if anyone else had that as well since it made me feel locked and things like that. But things felt tricky and also we were nearly in planning stages to meet, I'll get into that later.






But it was looming, the month of change, arguments, massive work spending and also another New Years resolution to get started.

The Break of June. 

Well, it was work, as usual, cycling was now back up to the Butcher Park hill route is now the thing and Pride month was starting, a great way to have the taste of Chinese food at home since of my fun time at Bang Bang.  But even after that, I feel no Chinese can compare but that might change again one day.




But it was also time for that show, yes the show that pretty much lied in the casting and well its something over my head with #relationshipproblems, yes, I mean love Island. it's back on and ugh. But that all my 2p pieces on it. 




But after realising that I need to do a let's play for CTR (New years resolution) and also it was time to get an omracer reviews done of the Mi Headset. It's actually comfy and done me wonders on the bike, okay sure it fell off the ear twice (way singe the review, it was stable in the right position). Plus one of the most trusting reps from the same firm I went up to Plugin for the holiday is being changed around and isn't works Xbox rep






The headset testing

Tested in a helmet
Also, I look back and realise that I've not got the closest thing to phone calls which is voice notes, its fucking amazing to be honest, its made me life bond a bit more with some special friends and I won't forget it. Especially compared to a whopping 10 years ago where losing Abbey broke me (actually for some reason the past seems like its meant to just forget the hurt with a re-add but it's not). But indeed it's back to food.









Sure at this point it was another Greggs for her but it was good since that place has been a lifesaver for me in some ways as well But it was also a time of Roadworks to begin which is the starting the buildings of Lies and maybe decent with Bovis Homes. Well, they build 750 homes, ope they will probably do 400 then sell the land off due to not having to fund the 70 million for the railway back to Tavi. So nature will sadly be missed and this time the field for #dogwalkingwithomracer had been closed off this time as well, this was only for 2 weeks I will be honest but still frustrating at the time.

The site is starting to be built on

But time passed, work was about to get EXPENSIVE with both an iMac to order AND it was E3 week so consoles were on discount, oh god, well even work is still £200 off to pay and make gaming orders pretty much fucked since CTR but that's is the life of small shops, Paypal did save the business in the aspect of that. But it was also time I started doing phone repairs in work and actually, that has been better than I expected. 



But it was that weekend I did end up getting just eat and well, that restaurant I had the date it was too good to say no to. But I was still buzzing in feelings, which soon I think I take it too far to try to do the right thing. But for now its back to doing things like normal. Work was having some deals in central as well, well; that and leftover bottles.







But then it was time to make a massive order and boy did I do it with work. like it was a lot and Days of Play was minded in its highest regard for work. But I did make an effort and also did set and sell a mac. But that leads to E3 week and actually, only those small few titles stood out to me, Cyberpunk 2077 and a few others, plus smash bros memes too.











But E3 week was going strong, chats were really building up and maybe it looked good, even to the point where I show you the cat that greets me often when running up the hill near where I live.

the cute cat

Bless it, does not want me to leave







But Sadly Rosie never likes it when I want to go to sleep either.






But then it was finally time to put my commitment too far. Maybe it was to build up to something I wanted so bad but too early, but I put someone on my prepaid card, a bit extreme now I realise but I think it was something that would help our friendship and trust move further but it was also me been keen on something that my holiday vibes made me. for that, I went too far. But that with to try to make her have fewer worries in life without her asking and in the end it's too much and the house even though it was too much. But it was also good the field was back for #dogwalkingwithomracer.

This was ideal when one of my regulars cancelled on a Monday since, after this Twitterversary, Mondays will be in the shop. This was also goodbye to the membership on BBW Royalty, just before patty uploads a video with her accent. That is always karma but shes




The breakfast for it 

Rosie in the field like she loves it as usual 







But after this, it was VERY close to CTR. Like a few days away from the game I've always wanted to thrash online (um no now I realised I'm actually meh in the real world) and my first time of PS Plus but that was going to be maybe most of my summer. But I was nieve to realise how busy things would get for me both in love life and personal. But I was ready, work reps were always calling during the busy week and you have to pick and choose wisely. I don't think I did but that's the consequences of those actions still happening now. But being reckless, It was to push the NY resolution of CTR.









Then it was time to focus on the week while focusing on that and then the Heatwave and then it was the truth of realising and upset. I mean this was on a day I was working 12 hour days that week. Even with cycling in the heat and WhatsApp. But All I could say to her was sorry and this was also the time a machine at work was starting just eat cards. But that day I left a group chat and also upset other friends over this too. So it ended up a depressing week to learn the mistakes but Also this made me realise it was starting to be people that actually liked me more than I thought and I didn't see this.  But things felt empty and lost and maybe S was there for me more than ever. But what did make me smile is that my parents really wanted to meet her too but maybe one day that might happen. But soon it was going to be a chance with someone since feelings change and actually local trust to build and gain.




But it was also time that Aerolite has their warranty tested and me and mum contacted the company and explained it. Which actually until very recently, it had no response but actually, the outcome was, YES they will send a replacement on the WARRANTY. Since it was caused by walking and running, so it's covered on their end as far as I know, well I didn't say running but you get the idea. That and I got a hot video from a girl that pretty much can be a bit rude to me sometimes of her breaking the bed. her expression is gold and maybe if I see S I might try to meet this lady one day.


But it was nearing the last week of this month and I felt like it was a low time but yet better than 10 years ago when my heart broke badly for the first-ever time. There were tikka, giveaway plans and a lot MORE that I had done and also things I felt was a change in direction. Oh and Tesco do some amazing shirts












I liked the last shirt since it reminded me back on my old night out days.

The best shirt for nights out 


Even in the autumn months 

The July 

Well, its the month of 10 years of twitter, work is hectic and bills overdue. My mind was a bit crazy and fluttered, knowing I would end up hurting a friend would end up bad but I made up with the local lady  and realise that the chance of me and her build up the trust will be amazing even if we have a lot of fears to face along the way. But it was the first time to get the way of cycling long distances for work just for wifi extension setups. But there were some lovely views of the place.






This was also the time that online Races on CTR were glossy and even crashing on the finish line in first is a ball ache. But shame the footage I can never get back, Even though the Grand Prix was upon us by that point. But that weekend was meant to be the delivery of a prize and a date, but the date was cancelled the night before which I can understand in some ways, things get rushed and I'm too keen which is never good. But a customer had the prize posted. Eventually, I need to upload the pic on to work's FB page don't i.




But the days were passing and my sister was actually on Holiday for marriage things, well she enjoyed it but she also had a few days off and she wanted to go to Padstow again. Which that will be the next plan, but before that was finally time to do my first Twitter Giveaway.








But then it was the chance of me being fucking stupid with someone amazing. I was in conflict with wanting my dream girl which she used to be and she didn't want that and maybe I pushed the boundaries of our friendship since I wanted to buy content when she was at her biggest and it was entitled of me to do it and I think that ruined a lot of things between us. Not realising I was actually guilt-tripping her. But I apologised to her and pretty much realised, that it's a platonic friendship with no attracted feelings towards each other (or make it seem that way on my end) and she's losing loads of weight which in a way does help with keeping it that way even if there was a way to meet the biggest her. But hopefully, the talks were in motion to meet someone that hasn't lost that size, even if one girl that also used to be my dream size had to lose weight and wants to teach me how to shave and brush my teeth for some reason. But the past is the past and desires will always catch my eye first which I've learned a lot more recently.

But the day out with my sister was amazing actually. Enjoying golf on felt, underwater footage and CTR music when cycling.






The camel

Under the Camel

Timer selfie

The stag


But then it was coming back to chaos in work, sadly yes it was, kids and school can make things harder. Bills were overdue and also customers even today STILL visiting for a job on the day I'm not in. Things are a nightmare but I'm doing the best I can and now starting to do iPhone repairs for real. Is that a good thing, Actually no since some problems I've not found the fix for and refunds for while you wait for repair jobs. But it has helped in other ways.  But since soon it would be my final cycle for work outside the place on a Monday, I made the effort and had 3 jobs anyway. ALSO, I was finally using Regen for boosting energy and made sure that I got the vlog done before the week of the Twitterversary began, Which it did by Sunday. 

But then it was the Week of this Twitterversary. Especially with the ROYAL VISIT. Well yes, Camilla and Charles visited work, my shop had a bomb dog sniff at my bad and it was cute but the police chap was blunt and was irritated I was serving customers even though.






Work wads decorated

The cheap lunch

Crowds

More of the crowds

he didn't say a word, and the best part is, they didn't even walk through the WHOLE market which is typical fate. This was amazing to deal with but most people I spoke to moaned the town was cut off for this which I can understand in a way. But the week was young, chatting and also getting to know a new lady from near Callington way was interesting to get to know and another friend reached 450lbs when shes pushing and gulping her way to 500lbs. Probably the fattest in Plymouth which is astounding.

But it was also amazing when a friendship with the local lady went to another level and she gave me a gift which I will spend when we meet for the actual proper first time. But the fact she did that means there is a true bond between us and after the past, it's an amazing thing I hopefully don't fuck up and maybe it might be the search for love complete, only time will tell. It was also perfect since some jeans from Brandmax decided to Die on me as well. Plus I entered the CTR League too., 







And then we have the Twitterversary itself. The day to reflect, vlog on the Carnival and even more. But that's for another post. But we will check the New Year Resolutions over 7 months in.

The Goals: 


Well, let's see what's actually happened here.

  • Finish N Sane Trilogy  - This I've not done
  • Finish CTR Nitro-Fueled - Well, I've got 88% on adventure mode and now Grand Prix is exciting, this might be a never-ending. But i think i can work at it
  • Finish KH3 - Just a 1/4 way there
  • Take at least 3 weekends away on holiday  - Done one weekend so far
  • Have a kiss and cuddle with a girl  - This is very close if the bonds of friendship are what they are seeming
  • Have a fast food or Buffet date with a girl - I've done a foodhall date which counts as a buffet so DONE
  • Lose my virginity - Now this might take some time to complete
  • Blog More - This is a whacking fail
  • Get back to YT Partner - About 33 Subs left to that Partnership but due to Alex doing a copyright strike instead of asking me to take a video down, it might be tricky since of the 3 strikes in the 3 months period. 
  • Feed Online Less - This has been almost a disaster and nearly spent £300 on food vouchers this year so far 


I will catch up and announce the winners soon of the giveaway.

omracer
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