Well this is another month of this year gone, and now we enter the 4th month of 2016. Its been a quite slow and boring month for me to be honest, especially with the fact that i've missed events like Charley's birthday and also the Bank Holiday events as well as this time last year, it was my first date. But this month there was an experiment to measure how my sexual drive is been since i've not seen friends for months, working alot, browsing feabie and other sized loving sites a bit more. So then before we go into this, it was time. Time to start the new month with a attempt at a hairstyle again.
The Hairstyle to start.
Well, with the final day of the month of march happening, it was time to finally change my hairstyle again and also i bought Rollercoaster Tycoon World which just came out on Steam early access. But i decided to get that hair sorted. Which i did with some scissors and razor blades and it was sorted.
I finally finished it
A blurred selfie
Then it was a reasonably ok day with it, sure there were some shocks but I felt less stressed about it than orginally thought, and it was a hopefully going to be a good start, until my mum said and shaved it all off.
The shaving it all off.
But enough about that, lets go through this important BPD. Aka Boners per day.
BPD March 2016.
Well, what does this all mean. It means quite a bit with that fact i've had quite a bit of excitement from looking and listening at various bits and even a couple of purchases and one time of food buying for a fb friend that promises to send pics but hasn't done twice :/. There are some points to make out which gives some patterns to it.
The Thursdays of the Month are higher due to that fact i have a day off work, except for one of the days since i was in plymouth.
The have been days when i have been to tired from work which caused it to be a 4 or lower.
Only one day has been over 10 boners in a day.
5 a day is a funny joke but seriously, its looking like its the daily average for this month.
Some of these numbers have been when i've broken one of my New years resolutions.
But that sums up most of it, which i've felt more excitement down there as well which means as i age, i'm still in my peak and eventually it will fall but maybe i'll check in 2 years if things go good. But it also is time to check on my New Years Resolutions.
The goals of 2016, progress ?
Here are the goals again.
Try not to fap on mornings when i have work - Gone out of the window.
Try to have a Holiday or have a week off from work - Not looking good
Try to meet up with a girl from Feabie - I'm planning something before july due to a girl i've messaged and have on snapchat whos in exeter uni until then.
Plan a few days out either to myself or with friends - Not looking good
Tweet More - Doing ok
Snapchat more - Doing better
Get into my first Relationship - This is no way
Cook for a Group of Girls - No way
Make some music Mashups and post them to soundcloud - This i've planned on quitting.
Play some more Steam Games and Finish at least 2 - Might be able to do this once the new steambox ish pc is ready . But i've bought RCTW so i might get some twitch views from this if i get free time.
Well its now april and hopefully things get better for me.
Well, this bank holiday has come around. Its been over a year since one of the best weekends of my life happened LastYear. Now with this year feeling a lost cause, a year of shattered dreams and also losing the chance with that one goddess who i still think about when looking up to the sky when running home or just when i feel down. But its made me think about others alot more, which even though i feel gulity and feeling like i'm not being loyal and feel like i'm even cheating on her with... it maybe is the good way forward.
But this weekend is not been too bad with honesty. Sure, i've missed out on fun and actually accomplishing some of the goal i set out over 5 months ago as NY resolutions. But i had to miss out for what it would be the greater good and keep the peace, which is more not having to end up in a violent argument about me running back home from Plymouth after the night out to save ££££ on Taxi's.
But although i did finally attempt to cut my hair again, which i made sure it was equal sides, but i'm better at making a birds nest out of my hair (That was partly from a quote of a FB reaction to it). But with only one hand and a small mirror in a small toilet with a sink, thats the best i could do. But i did make some sort of shaped with it, since that was kinda of the whole point, as well as i did shave off this ANNOYING monobrow thats deciding to grow back, i've asked a monobrow expert if hair removal cream works, but sadly its just the same. Enjoy the before and after's below.
The Before, yes this is sort of a quashed pose, but this was more to show what i was going to cut/shave off
This was after, i tried to make it equal, i did, but it ended up like a birds nest, Also holding a 5" in phone to take this selfie is not easy on one hand
The front selfie after the haircute, this was more to get rid of the facial hair as well.
Now that was shocking to a few people, my boss did laugh a bit, my Dad was frustrated, my sister "couldn't take me seriously", my mum just got the clippers out and decided to make it boring. But work wasn't too bad at all, heck it was even quiet for 2 hours, maybe some problems with Metro Apps on Windows 8.1 Spring Update. But that was about it.
I'll be honest and say the Sunday was quite nice and relaxing too, from playing Swingball to even relaxing and playing Sonic 4 Episode I (which i've bought during the Steam Summer Sale, well the Sonic Hits collection for £10 for 10 games) while eating a fake white magnum from lidl.
Enjoying some Sonic 4 in the sunshine
That and it ends up a nice evening of watching the cutscenes of Sonic Lost World while making a meal of BBQ Beefsteaks, Mash potato along with crisps, sweet chilli and Nutella, I might of undercooked the steaks. It was very filling too.
The Massive meal, with Mashed Potato, BBQ Beefsteaks, Crisps, Sweet Chilli and even some Nutella.
But after that, i rested for a bit then decided to watch Neighbours, (Also known as Bad Neighbours in the UK), it was actually really good. It was more casual conversations with Seth and most of the other characters, which might make it slow to get into but with Pheobe from friends as the Uni Dean, it was great to see her in a serious role but she was still good for making jokes.There is some emotional bits, but not the Long split up as other comedies include. Also ball grabbing is painful on Zac Efron. But just as i started it, my parents walked in, so we all watched it.. But its quite good to watch, if you like zac efron topless, you might fap at the ending.
Then that was pretty much my night set up, and then it was fapping and sleeping. Now its time to reflect and mention a few things. The first thing is more that i'm starting an experiment, what its about, you might remember something i did in 2010, its basically that again. So far its been under 10 a day which is surprising since i'm technically at my peak since i'm 21 and in my adulthood. But you'll find out the results of this experiment at the end of the month.
There is also another confession but i want to make a dedicated post to that in the near future, if you do have me on facebook, you might of seen it recently, but otherwise. i'll put it into detail soon. But for now, i hope the rest of you enjoy your day off and i'll see you in a new blogpost soon
Well this week has been quite a busy week. This time i did add to it daily, so its like i can write more.
Anyways.....on to the thing below
Sunday:
Well it was a nice day, i did cook some nice brownies, then was playing RR Unbounded and finished Shatter bay finally and started playing online, well custom cities anyway. But my lunch for that day was a nice roast chicken with roast potatoes, mint sauce, gravy and more as shown below:
But over the weekend i've had a craving for blondes, so the fantasy i had was a cute romantic relationship between me and this girl named sophie berkely. Never met her but her pics are hot and shes not even a bbw which is strange, but has a feedee vibe.
Monday:
Well quite a funny day...
It started off nice, my craving for blondes was now changed to girls with black hair and this time it was a cute relationship with me and this Lauren Mcdougall. quite extreme weight gain involved. But i got changed, freshend up and it was pissing it down with rain outside. So i put a extra pair of jeans, socks and my work shirt in my £40 rucksack and ran down to work. it was terrible weather, my jeans i was wearing were soaked, but when i got upstairs, i decided to dry them off.......using a heat gun.
But later on i had a home visit at the same place i went to solve a customer broadband. I entered his isp detials back in and it was now working. On the way back i decided to get some lunch. Quite a nice deal i had, cost me £1.98
Then after various jobs, it was time i ran home, then had tea then played some RR Unbounded :)
Tuesday:
Well it was the first of my days off this week. I woke up, had a great fantasy over the same girl on monday, then had a shower, and rendered a two hour long video in movie maker, it did play unlike the one i did last week.
But after that, started downloading Season 2 of My Little Pony Friendship is Magic. Just to clarify, YES, I'm a brony. But started that and also started downloading itakos L2 10.7.2 to upgrade my desktop from Snow Leopard to lion. Now the nice thing was, it was 4GB, it was torrent and it was going at 950kb/s down. Luckily i had a few errands to do, so i got changed, ran down to town, got my haircut.
Funny with this. I went to the Original Barber shop by the market and the barber was an middle aged Italian man called Giovanni. He was a genuine and nice chap.....but he was also the first barber i've had to explain a trendy haircut to me. Usually when i have a haircut, i say "something short and trendy if possible", the barber's/hairdresser's response is "around 2 on the sides and 3 on the top so you can gel the fringe (which i never do since it causes bad dandruff flakes)". But with Gi's response, he explained to me clearly but i was nervous and unsure, hopefully the other hairdresser who was a cute blonde (non bbw :{ ) didn't notice. It was a sort of v shape shave and removing the fringe. i was unsure but he did a good job, well it cost me £10.50 which is the standard price at the place :)
Then i picked up lunch which you'll see soon and then i went to work to see how everything was getting on. My boss said it was fine, not that busy, checked upstairs and it was quiet and tidier than when i left it :)
Then i ran home, and when i got back, put the washing which was in a basket, into the tumble dryer in the garage then prepared lunch, it was a nice Salad for £1. Sausage for 50p and a peppered steak pasty for £1.09. then added crisps, biscuits and sauces :)
After that. i started getting lion installed. It took 2 tries to burn the disc on my laptop running snow leopard and had a DVD burner. But then no picture was on the screen. turns out i had to put the Graphics settings to onboard first in the BIOS then it was showing and installed using the various kexts i needed and patches. Then had to get the ethernet, Graphics and Sound kexts and got them to work then had to fix the Appstore Device can't be verified error, the fix was to inject the ethernet kext into chamelonboot.plist and the apple.boot.com.plist. Then updates to 10.7.3 then reinstalled the graphics and audio kexts and boom. now working on Lion and installed Messages BETA.
That was pretty much Tuesday.
Wednesday:
To be honest, a quiet day. it was pissing it down most of the day, i woke up and then fapped over the girl i love and it was a nice relationship but she had a bigger appetite and was slightly guiding me into where to take the relationship further, which i already planned out. Moving into a bungalow which is suited for big girls , except the kitchen door (for roleplay reasons).
Then woke up and was relaxing then had lunch which was a Lamb Biryani while watching more episodes of MLP: FiM Season 2.
Then later on i made a new game video. A round of Point Blank 2. But halfway through my nan called, but i didn't scrap all the footage :)
Then after that, i was editing and uploading that then had tea then played RR Unbouned then started typing this up :) doing it earlier for once.
Thursday.
Well it was a nice morning, saw some girl on my fb news feed wearing a pink tank top. so i had a fantasy about dating her and involved cute romance with bit of tube feeding and buffets.
After that, got changed ran to work. Seemed as i got in, a stand for all the cables i saw and then my boss explained an idea on how to better market the cables and simplify the types of cables, i agreed with it and started designing the posters and a template for the holders, then moved some of the cables downstairs which gets the cables out of the workshop to make it tidier and more private. Then i got lunch, was a nice bundle. For 2.65 which is a bit pricier than normal ?
After that, getting various things done and gave some advice here and there. Then before closing time, i had a home visit up Tamar Avenue. Ran to there in around 20 minutes (mostly uphill) and it was a weird bluetooth dongle not being recognised. Did various attempts and eventually it worked, but the Blue Solleil Software was causing issues so i uninstalled that and then it worked and got it to pair with some headsets.
Then ran home and the traffic was quite packed on the way back. But then got home, Parents were out so i put some MLP on and cooked tea :) then relaxed and played some RR Unbounded, and finally had my first online race, i won it :)
Friday:
Woke up, realsing i forgot to unplug my phone charger and overcharged the phone, not a good feeling but i might need that, was trying to fap before i got ready but i wasn't in the mood. So i woke up earlier, listened to music, then got the washing from the tumble dryer in then got changed and decided to take my laptop with me, even though i hardly used it.
But i arrived in work and it wasn't too bad, mostly had two dells with, actually the SAME PROBLEM even though both had other problems. Which is that the DELL insipron 1525 doesn't pick up the charger's id and won't charge the battery. Its a messy problem but after replacing the powerboard, and reinstalling the battery driver (using device manager) it worked, until i updated the bios which was "suppose" to fix those problems. i'm now back to square one. Also a order from a supplier arrived, today, a soundcard (Xonar D2X), 650W PSU and TP-Link WIFI adapters.
Then i brought a mini lunch which cost me £1.10. mmmmm, rolo cookies and a sausage.
Then after that, i had two problems to solve for customers using remote assistance. Easy Connect in W7 was the best Remote option MS have done.But one was recovering data and the other one was poor quality printing. Solved both. Also i had to cover the desk and was guiding a guy on what games console to buy on his Birthday or if should upgrade his PC or buy a new one (he was asking about building a mac, hmmmm :P)
Then after that, ran home and it seems the Post office had cop cars outside (which i also saw my mum outside and she asked me what i wanted for tea if we were getting a takeaway) but the best thing about arriving home tonight was this:
MY PASSPORT FINALLY ARRIVED, in 8 days too lol. i only sent that off on Thursday. Which means i can go nightclubbing legally and i have been planning a vlog about going town (nightclubbing in plymouth) and also adding a underage counter to hint at the fact how many underagers can get into clubs nowadays.
Finally i had tea, which surprisingly was a indian , which i paid for myself as a treat to my parents. Then messed around on my quad core, playing some flash games, Sid Meiers Railroads and upgrading stepmania then fucking the game up by copying the 3.9b themes into the 5.0 alpha themes folder. and my songs are not on there anyway :(. Then had a bath and had to help a newbie sarcastic 18 year old choosing a laptop. Saying core i5 means nothing to her
Thats this week summed up pretty much. With just over two weeks until my sister is back, i'm interested to catch up with her after not seeing her since late August and the NHS in derriford could of fucked her chances of going where shes gone so far (Hawaii, New Zealand, Tasmania, Australia, Chicago). By snobby female consultants cancelling drugs tests that she thinks my sister didn't need when the agency (Steiner) requested them. Since shes back for 5 months this time, will be nice to let her enjoy Tavistock Goose Fair since shes missed it for 3 years. And on that now, i'm going to vlog it this year with what i'm looking at, so you see what i see, instead of me more.
But i'm afraid i've still got no luck with the girl i love, and it seems theres no sign of that happening soon, *big sigh* but all i can do is wait, she means alot to me. But guess the same situation happens with me alot then. one way love. But i'm feeling like maybe shes too good to actually be real and maybe its someone that i've made up, shes dream with amazing features, kind heart, amazing appetite, quite kinky too and shes older than me :). Maybe its best to wait this one out, well its the only thing i'm good at with the closest to relationships currently.
Anyways....now time to head off for a fap and a sleep.
Have a good weekend and thanks to the 900 views so far on this. its been good some people are interested, since irl, hardly anyone is, which is why i vlog, tweet alot and blog. just to show that you can say what happens, if it interests someone, it feels nice :)
