A Chart of the BPD in 2021 summer

 Well, this is the chance of finally getting the chance to solve the down there, but work did intervene, it does show that I don't  get the chance to get the pan to sort out a big challenge in the future, but it shows some of the way how it goes with the boners on  the actually  really hectic summer. 

The Chart: 

first I'll just embed the chart for you to have a look at it,  and see what the average is as well as the count of each day. But there are dates which give some indication which I'll sort of quickly analyse for you.

The Key points from that: 

Now this actually is a lot less than I would expect but also with a lot of stress and anxiety I've had to endure it can also make some of the sense of why its been lower, plus actually counting inc the weekends its only been 5 days which I've not been in the shop, That is a BUSY summer but it has been include the catch-up from the vaccine, the renovation and also more catching up with customer demands too. 

The first week was from the vaccine week so minus the anxiety the boners where higher than normal, but it was shown on the Thursday which was the house to myself while editing the vlog for the vaccination, and the distractions do come and go. Which explains how I got the 11 boners in that day. 

Now the 2 weeks after that, was actually lower than other weeks, this was due to working every day and even not being able to go to the toilet during that time, Okay i did drink less that time as well since for the past month, the issue with the vitamin C tablets or any strong flavored drinks is that it made my tummy feel funny, but only in the morning, in the afternoon, it did help out and I could drink it without feeling funny after, this has been only for the past 2 to 3 months I will admit.

There have been moments o feeling a bit unsure about some things when either crashing out at night or having to get up earlier for work and being unable to well fap. But as time was easing off work and getting like more time for admin and things, it was nice to feel comfortable and that well can mean a higher count. 

But as it was the last 9 days, the count was higher since it was more time to myself and well more ideas in one way or another, there were more breaks So i could look at FF and curvage and also texting with hearing of  going to restaurants and food halls I miss a fair bit. 

Alll  in all it shows how time progresses and also how actually its still about the same as 2017 which even 4 years ago was the last time I kissed a girl on the lips. Yes there was the last kiss on the cheek was May 2019 so it was not that far away from my last kiss until now, (2 years is better than i expected especially during a pandemic, but if i see things being busy, it might be 3 years away too). 

Now maybe things will perk up in future but with s fair bit of focusing coming up, it will probably be less but its been a fair bit of time and things have changed in many ways in some good and bad but especially as I was very close to finally sorting out the phmiosis in one way that did not happen but There is the plan to sort it when the time is right or worst case just having to be selfish and take it off time wise for fixing it. 

But while we are on the topic of analyzing, it should be a re-cap of the well Not new year resolutions, since the new year is now 4 months away. 

A Catch up on the Year Resolutions: 

Well, to be honest, it seems I've been pushing them aside, like time has past, lockdown have come and gone and that in itself have made it tricky to follow them inits glory or negativity. But here is the run down. 

• Stream more -Not don't ANY since Feb
• Catch up with the  accounts in work - I Thought I was doing, well, but it a fair bit off yet, 
• Be able to hug someone non work or family related - Looking like next year 
• Complete at least 2 games in a story mode  - No luck at all 
• Do more Day out vlogs  - Not yet for me either, It might be close and easier with the E-bike in all honesty, but the shop is taking intensive time out of me 
• Schedule/plan out days more -  Not working at all for the most part, there is a unpredictable side to it which makes it tough for me to catch this goal 

The Conclusion 

But there we have it, its now the last 3.9 months of the year, with events coming back in, vlogs might happen again and now firm to take that time, off, yes, at some points its the second jab to decide on but that chest pain did worry me so I will have to mention it but Home Park is too much pressure for me I thin, ,especially as it was the week of goose fair was the earliest appointment, But i will still think on it for me and maybe its better to wait for the Pharmacy to do it, But by the time it comes November, the time will be too busy with Christmas, unless a lockdown is planed which there is always the risk going to happen.

But 2 weeks to film some vlogs and a all nighters planned or 3 to catch up with online work for the money saving up since of big expenses at the end of the year and also maybe a Trip away next year too

for now, see you soon. 

omracer

 

The BPD Review - March 2016

Well this is another month of this year gone, and now we enter the 4th month of 2016. Its been a quite slow and boring month for me to be honest, especially with the fact that i've missed events like Charley's birthday and also the Bank Holiday events as well as this time last year, it was my first date. But this month there was an experiment to measure how my sexual drive is been since i've not seen friends for months, working alot, browsing feabie and other sized loving sites a bit more. So then before we go into this, it was time. Time to start the new month with a attempt at a hairstyle again.

The Hairstyle to start. 

Well, with the final day of the month of march happening, it was time to finally change my hairstyle again and also i bought Rollercoaster Tycoon World which just came out on Steam early access. But i decided to get that hair sorted. Which i did with some scissors and razor blades and it was sorted.

I finally finished it

A blurred selfie

Then it was a reasonably ok day with it, sure there were some shocks but I felt less stressed about it than orginally thought, and it was a hopefully going to be a good start, until my mum said and shaved it all off. 

The shaving it all off. 

But enough about that, lets go through this important BPD. Aka Boners per day.

BPD March 2016.

Well, what does this all mean. It means quite a bit with that fact i've had quite a bit of excitement from looking and listening at various bits and even a couple of purchases and one time of food buying for a fb friend that promises to send pics but hasn't done twice :/. There are some points to make out which gives some patterns to it.

• The Thursdays of the Month are higher due to that fact i have a day off work, except for one of the days since i was in plymouth.
• The have been days when i have been to tired from work which caused it to be a 4 or lower. 
• Only one day has been over 10 boners in a day. 
• 5 a day is a funny joke but seriously, its looking like its the daily average for this month.
• Some of these numbers have been when i've broken one of my New years resolutions.

But that sums up most of it, which i've felt more excitement down there as well which means as i age, i'm still in my peak and eventually it will fall but maybe i'll check in 2 years if things go good. But it also is time to check on my New Years Resolutions.

The goals of 2016, progress ?

Here are the goals again.

• Try not to fap on mornings when i have work - Gone out of the window.
• Try to have a Holiday or have a week off from work - Not looking good
• Try to meet up with a girl from Feabie - I'm planning something before july due to a girl i've messaged and have on snapchat whos in exeter uni until then.
• Plan a few days out either to myself or with friends - Not looking good
• Tweet More - Doing ok
• Snapchat more - Doing better
• Get into my first Relationship - This is no way
• Cook for a Group of Girls - No way
• Make some music Mashups and post them to soundcloud - This i've planned on quitting.
• Play some more Steam Games and Finish at least 2 - Might be able to do this once the new steambox ish pc is ready . But i've bought RCTW so i might get some twitch views from this if i get free time.

Well its now april and hopefully things get better for me.

omracer

The Measurements of May and Progress Report

Well, we are now into June, 5 months into the Year have passed, which although there have been some good moments, its become a year of regrets, lost chances and twats being twats. Anyways, its time to actually check on whats happened in terms of the New Years Resolutions i set this year . But before that, i need to clear up an Experiment or more so a Measurement i've been doing this past month.

The Measurements of May

So some of you might remember a Tally Chart back in 2012 i did, I'll Be honest and explain that it was a repeat of this but since i'm now 21, which some call a peak in the horomones, it was time to see how many times i was getting Boners in a day. So with the help of Office Starter 2010 and Google Keep, it was easier to keep track with less hassle this time. Without any ado, enjoy the tally below:




So, thats the results. To be fair, this doesn't mean much, well looking at that, its just numbers and dates.


Basically the chart shows that the first week has been quite high in terms of how many a day, this was surprising that during the night out, the amount wasn't as much as i thought it would be, I was guessing that i would of had more than what i had but since that night wasn't as amazing as i hoped, it made sense. The first bank holiday was unusually high, maybe i was excited for the night out or maybe the snapchats from the night before were sexy, It was probably the latter.
That and the 3rd week was also more stimulating, even though it was my week to myself, so i had more time to pleasure myself probably.

All in all, i'm on an average of 5 per day for the most part, week 2 and 4 shown that, does that mean i'm losing my libido, probably not as fast as i thought, but there can be a chance of it happening if i don't concentrate on getting my goals sorted.

When comparing it to July 2012, its easy to see that my hormones are much stronger now then at that point in 2012, which is a good sign, on average, it seems i'm harder by one more per day now, which maybe doesn't look much of a difference, but i never exceeded 10, which i have done more than once last month.

Progress on Resolutions

Well, as i'm mentioning this, i should say how i'm getting on with accomplishing my New Year Resolutions i set in January. To be honest, i have to say i've done quite poor, espeically when some of the chances have gone out the window or just on the brink if i can manage to get things sorted or even some form of revenge in some cases. But lets go through them:

• Get my first kiss - This has still been hard, i've gotten close by giving a kiss on the cheek, which i've not done since early 2013.
• Get into my first relationship - Its been really no hope, especially with the fact that Emma is engaged still and Charley doesn't date her best friends (i've not seen her since her birthday :/ ). This is along way out and far off, even with trying to impress a few girls to try to be able to get into relationships with them after dating from a few meals out, but its not looking likely, especially with things going on and more people being knocked up and engaged, the phrase "plenty of fish" is becoming bullshit now. 
• Have a mates or friends day out - This hasn't gone to plan yet, maybe something in August, i really haven't thought about his much, so i need to really.
• Enjoy a meal with friends at a Chinese Restaurant - Not done yet, this was close to being done with some friends but i've not planned it into detail. 
• Finish games - Now this is very general but there are a few titles in mind such as:
• PACMAN CE DX for Steam - All done. I should sort something out with the PS3 version.
• KH 1.5 HD Remix for PS3 - I've just got some RE:COM of Riku's Story then its the 358/2 Days cineamatics and that should be done before May. And its may and i've not played it at all :@. 
• KH 2.5 HD Remix - Now this is more for the final months of 2014, if Square do release the game before 2015, KHII i've never played, KH:BBS is intense and really well done, playing with a 360 controller helps too. I'll find out dates at E3
• Hotline Miami - HOLY FUCK THIS WAS HARD. It made me quite trigger happy. But did it nicely, i might probably buy Hotline Miami 2 when its released.
• Oddworld - E3 has dates on New N Tasty, i  might preorder for PS3 or Steam, i bought the oddbox on PSN in April so i have 2 copies of the oddboxx (PSN & Steam)
• RR for Vita - I can't do this until NAMCO DECIDE TO MAKE AN UPDATE FOR THE GAME TO WORK WITH VITA TV. Still the same, maybe E3 could change this. 

But that is basically to sum it up, i've forgot on them, Maybe i'm not reminding myself of them enough, well the first 2 are always in my mind, but the rest i've not been focusing as much on them as i should do. This i need to think about and i've put them on keep to remind myself. 

But for now, its time to see how June plays out and hopefully i get chance to get some of the goals done, although i have been distracted by work and also by playing new games, like Watch_Dogs which i will never finish before this year without 12 hour goes which i have no chance on doing, This is the best i can do. If anyone cares, you can enjoy me playing Watch Dogs for 4 hours below:

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I'll see you in the next blogpost
omracer