Well this has made a weird fucking change in life, only 11 days ago the world seems much calmer and well things have been actually fucked. Well, we are now in a time of pandemics and social distancing which even in a small town in the UK, that even hits hard which sadly it means for me it will be hard to work and lucky I have directly, but for many, that is a time hardship and stress to come.
Day -1:
So this actually starts a bit earlier as of a Meeting that I went to regarding work on Wednesday, Which my anxiety was high, yes work was busy outside for visits and well we had to listen to the big Bo-Jo mention that schools close and then the meeting concluded people will open. My landlord did ask what the plans were for us. I did say I would close if need be. But that was the end of that,
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Work was hectic for the next 2 days and things were getting busy but then it was Friday, Now also my sister's room was being cleared out so I can do an office and little did we know it was going to be needed soon.
The Office made up
Day 0:
Things were on the scare, rumours of lockdown were going, a cold time was to had, others were leaving and well it was also time to start packing just incase, But gloves for £2.50 and posters out of a cupboard.
The gloves for £2.50 each
A Cupboard to clear
Then it was, later on, the second job was to be done. and during that time, I found out the sad news, and as such well, the time was to end. I had no choice but to pack, with only 3 days to do it. So by that standard, things were to change,
The announcement
But then, it was the beginning to clear, I text my colleague and he was in disbelief a bit (more n that soon). But it was then time. For the clearout to happen
Day 1:
Well, here we are, its time for the clearout to begin, This starts with waking up and chatting, this also starts with the second job until 2am which this really can fuck up my mind, But I got up normal time and the vlog begins:
Now it starts with waking up a bit early well normal half 8 times and then we decide on making sure with the daily routines of vitamins and learning the cat was on a curfew until 6:30pm every night.
The vitamin
Finely wants to go out
Now then, it was soon time to have a little #dogwalkingwithomracer to give toiletries before this was time to clear up. Also, it was a chance ot chat to someone about this all since well feelings.
The first move
By 10:30, we were on the way and the clearout of loads started, chatting to a neighbour about things and ideas about the future but it was soon the first lot cleared.
Games went
More to pack up
Little bits
The trolley was good
A Chocolate brownie has indeed been offered for free
The first load in the car
Then it was time to unload it and a drink to be had, the dog was barking her mouth off and actually, we did get most of it in the bedroom.
A first pile in
More of the pile in
The 2nd run
But soon it was time for the second round and a drink before we left, this was now the IT Stock to go. This was a much quieter time for clearing. But we got it all sorted by pm. Which the.
This was a bit trickier in some ways due to things to take back or not, and also choices with my colleague on what to take but that was another day. But for now, it was this lot
It was getting clear
More of the lower parts
But then it was about 1:10pm and we finally get to get some pasties, Warrens do lush chicken ones for £3.60 each.
The chicken pasties for £3.60 each.
But then it was to Tesco to get bits since of some accounting to do in April. The place was getting tucked out and also things on shelves were next to none to make this work. Milk only had some bits left and also it was also paper that ran out as well s things were to blame and empty. The total came to 9.10 for 3 files, 2 a4 dividers and 1 tub of milk.
The Tesco shop
Then it was time to unload it all and then that was the long haul done. nearly 5 hours it took.
More of the stock
The bottom of the room is now full.
But it was then time to have tea and the admin of the second job, this helped to focus on things. Plans were to be made with jobs and the like and also visit during a time where things might not even happen. But that and cooking tempura-battered burgers were tasty.
Tempura burgers
Ham, tempura burgers, chips, crisps,
But then it was onto the 2nd day.
Day 2:
This was the time of nerves to kick in and also the time that I could realise, But I was off to work by 10:00am. Dropped off a phone to a customer then it was time to pack and then my colleague arrived and we chatted about ideas and started to organise.
First, I had to get on the ladder and use flathead screwdrivers, But sure enough, the signs went down.
Signs to go down
Then it was more to clear out and little bits to scrap and all that. But then my colleague left at 12ish and it was time to fully get some cleaning done.
Time to clean
Now, this was a mixed method of White spirit and also hot water as well as sponges. It was alot of scrubbing and hand washing and strong smells nearly giving me a headache as well.
White Spirit
Cleaning that stuff
So that was that and then it was finally about 1:30ish and it was time for me to pack the small things and head off home.
The signs to carry back
It was a nice heated walk the hills home, sun, some people about and well I got home and then dropped the signs off and have to drop some controller off on the way as well/ But then it was finally lunch of some toasted sandwiches while getting a vlog edited.
The toasted sandwiches.
Then it was that while getting that sorted and worrying about the lockdown that was soon to be starting (before we realised it). But roast gammon is lush too.
The Roast Gammon
Then it was editing until 3am to sort things out. but then it was the day of the edge.
Day 3:
It started off shit, well turns out an argument from admitting a truth which happened /didnt happen back in February and also explains when things are on repeat and apologising for that making me frustrated and all But well it just made the day go bad inside. But I had 2 jobs to sort out and well I got down and did those 2 jobs (actually 3 from dropping an iPad 2 off and having to do it without talking which sometimes shouting "her iPad is in the letterbox" will make sense due to no contact.
But that was all done and the 1st customer was, which on the way I checked former work to see if it had been cleared and it had been minus keys left there, so I took those and said goodbye to a part of my Landlords team. Then walked off to the wholefoods to buy last minute bits. Came to £9.75. Batter mixes, Lemon oil, Thyme Oil.
The batter mixes and the oils.
Then it was money to pay in the post office and then my customer I was meant to see was to the right of me, so we chatted before I went to his to fix printers. Then he dropped me back before 3pm home, A key worker not lost now he can printer, remember that.
Then it was some things to sort and it was time to finally go for a final #dogwalkingwithomracer on the moors with mum since what might follow will stop a shit ton of stuff. It was nice and we chatted about it all, The views were just amazing and not as windy as we thought.
wow
The blue sky was really spring-like
Views for miles
The ground was not soggy
Then I got home and got a few calls made, handed the notice into work and also made £20 from a mobile top-up. Oh and a customer calls me with no internet just before the worst time. But then it was to have tea, then actually type this up, chat online to some chatroom on FF and also then just as I head the bath, I watch. The time of the lockdown is now Well not full lockdown thank heavens but it made me panic from what could happen for work (main job) for the next 3 weeks.
Thanks for sticking with me on this and we will be in videos weekly from April, well outside ones I'm not sure about but 1 hour in the middle of nowhere can go along way.
Well its been alot of time recently things have been over the top and there has been so much going on in life with work, girls and goals of mine. Since there is wayy too much to go through and i'll be retyping alot of it in December for the end of year review, god knows how this will turn out.
I'vve felt so busy that its even skipped my mind to get a Catchup don in September, but with the 2 weeks off and the overdose of regen for nights out and working all inbetween, its always been alot.
But one thing that has happened is that the amount of girls i've spoken to is immense and i've even had alot more chances for dates and actually long snapchats with one or 2 lucky ladies for sure.
The recent chats
H
SO this former queen I chatted to on kik, she did follow me on twitter and was from Brighton, this was happening shortly before the 9th Twitterversary. She was this slim blonde but wanted to gain and was prepared to meet, but her profile pics made her look underage when she is actually 23 which was a worry but then I tweeted about it and well she kicked off which led to videos like this:
Sometimes its not good to accuse someone for ghosting them, which i did to queen pic.twitter.com/M5ggxElkEY
Was it worth it, well nope but it made her happy at the time, in the end it got to the stage I didn't care anymore and i ignored her after she was wanting one last video and i was pretty much saying we need to meet up else there is no point.But that ended in August. Which really it shows we are not the right one for each other.
Z
I've said about her for a while, even as earlier as the week of goose fair and one which my parents thought I was paying for her child support. shes a nice 32 year old and we got on quite well, okay it was an food affair and it did mean a bit of Just eat and even one or 2 phone calls to takeouts, might her that in the end of year video one day, but we started chatting since June and well its been great until August where she was busy minus one or two times she wanted me to buy food but didn't have the money for at the time. Some amazing food from this one takeout she really liked when i introduced her to it from just eat, it came to £176.40 on her alone via JEin the end but for what she did send, was quite good for what i saw/sent me but the distance between us was just a difficult task and i'm not sure about her kid as well. But we let go of each other peacefully earlier this week. Whatsapp was great with her, thought we never did call or video chat :/.
It was great since we both have enjoyed chatting and we did share the same sort of goals, but when it came from my sister that "find someone your own age", I think it clicked that shes not the best one to go with, But she was good looking in some ways, shes blonde and does have a cute belly.
S
Now this amazing girl i've become great friends with and it was only since August but even to this day we are chatting, shes the most strongest yet down to earth person i know, with black hair and that nice fringe, but with a sensational appetite, busy life and also we have confided in each other so much, shes a northerner but deffo knows what she wants and also doesn't mind putting up with me even if i said she suited a cave girl and loves snuu snuu ;). But she would never want to date me but we could meet up one day if i end up going to the near north. Shes keen for me feeding her and maybe taking my virginity if we ever did meet, but shes found better guys by far.
J
This girl i' chatted to on kik and we got off really well, sure shes dating this guy for the past year and its been great for the few months so far. Shes a big girl at 320lbs and about 20 years old with a love of some of the sides of feederism. Which is great really, shes a uni photographer too. I've never seen a proper pic of her minus her profile pic on FF.
K
To be honest, i've crushed on her for years and with a thing in work with vouchers, I thought i could buy them off work and then use on her, okay that didn't work but we chatted anyway and she always liked my vlogs, even asked me who Queen was. But we got each other on whatsapp which was amazing and okay i've spent about £36 on her so far but shes actually been really supportive and we said we might meet up in Janurary if things go well. Sure that means more money to spend but theres no other way to make this work, shes not that far. We started all of this in late September which is somewhat good.
K
Another lucky lady that messaged me on feabie in July but due to money, I didn't really have any spare to feed her, but she was okay, time passed with things and by October I finally had some spare to feed and as of 2 weeks ago, I did, which shes been great and actually likes me, shes also watched some vlogs too. But we were as of 28th meant to meet up but somethnig family emergancy got the plans changed, which sure its stressful but like S said, if i give her time, things will work out and maybe it will be working after all. Shes a lovely brunette 28 year old around 280lbs and is a feedee that wants to be my piggy. Shes a big lover of Chinese food too which is great. But i hope we do meet soon.
C
Recently we have started chatting, shes more a supersized goal in mind and is big for 22, Sure she didn't mind at first but during the week of Goose Fair, we did talk and we did have a few snaps every so often but she has a big dream, shes a long way from me up birmingham way, but shes got blonde hair, round face and deffo is down to earth, well i did piss her off when chatting on one saturday night but thats life.
A few others.
Over time there have been cute chats from the FF Chatroom, a nice chat with a plus size blogger and also I did send Lexi some food money but that was a waste of time due to her modelling commitments and also chatted to a few girls on feabie as well. But its been a blast but maybe things are going to be a first relationship soon.
A quick catch up.
Life has been going really busy with work and in a way I've had loads of things to catch up on since the fun of the Fair and also planning times for me to meet up with K. Letting go of Z was not the best thing to do in one way but a happy release in others. Work is just costing more and more and I need to get a hold of what is happening. The snap filter from Goose fair got me 12,000 views. Grambler helped me get some of the footage up and also Rosie is still teeth at me but she hurt her paw the past week which is a shame but shes been taking it easy. Plus that plymouth trip was a good help but maybe too soon but it also was a last one for that customer so no having to worry about that again.
I also still have some Crash 2 videos to make since that hasn't been done, I might do a VEGAS edit on that one. Plus I need to get time to do a Xmas shopping video, but also with some of the things from Goose Fair, I need to send them to my reps at work for supporting me, well that 5 girls. legit.
Well hopefully the next post is a date but if not, its the fun of the Bonfire night in chilling weather.
