A romantic Chilly love life recap

Well its been alot of time recently things have been over the top and there has been so much going on in life with work, girls and goals of mine. Since there is wayy too much to go through and i'll be retyping alot of it in December for the end of year review, god knows how this will turn out.
I'vve felt so busy that its even skipped my mind to get a Catchup don in September, but with the 2 weeks off and the overdose of regen for nights out and working all inbetween, its always been alot.

But one thing that has happened is that the amount of girls i've spoken to is immense and i've even had alot more chances for dates and actually long snapchats with one or 2 lucky ladies for sure.

The recent chats

H

SO this former queen I chatted to on kik, she did follow me on twitter and was from Brighton, this was happening shortly before the 9th Twitterversary.  She was this slim blonde but wanted to gain and was prepared to meet, but her profile pics made her look underage when she is actually 23 which was a worry but then I tweeted about it and well she kicked off which led to videos like this:

Sometimes its not good to accuse someone for ghosting them, which i did to queen pic.twitter.com/M5ggxElkEY

— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 24, 2018

Was it worth it, well nope but it made her happy at the time, in the end it got to the stage I didn't care anymore and i ignored her after she was wanting one last video and i was pretty much saying we need to meet up else there is no point.But that ended in August. Which really it shows we are not the right one for each other.

Z

I've said about her for a while, even as earlier as the week of goose fair and one which my parents thought I was paying for her child support. shes a nice 32 year old and we got on quite well, okay it was an food affair and it did mean a bit of Just eat and even one or 2 phone calls to takeouts, might her that in the end of year video one day, but we started chatting since June and well its been great until August where she was busy minus one or two times she wanted me to buy food but didn't have the money for at the time. Some amazing food from this one takeout she really liked when i introduced her to it from just eat, it came to £176.40 on her alone via JEin the end but for what she did send, was quite good for what i saw/sent me but the distance between us was just a difficult task and i'm not sure about her kid as well.  But we let go of each other peacefully earlier this week. Whatsapp was great with her, thought we never did call or video chat :/.

It was great since we both have enjoyed chatting and we did share the same sort of goals, but when it came from my sister that "find someone your own age", I think it clicked that shes not the best one to go with, But she was good looking in some ways, shes blonde and does have a cute belly.

S

Now this amazing girl i've become great friends with and it was only since August but even to this day we are chatting, shes the most strongest yet down to earth person i know, with black hair and that nice fringe, but with a sensational appetite, busy life and also we have confided in each other so much, shes a northerner but deffo knows what she wants and also doesn't mind putting up with me even if i said she suited a cave girl and loves snuu snuu ;). But she would never want to date me but we could meet up one day if i end up going to the near north. Shes keen for me feeding her and maybe taking my virginity if we ever did meet, but shes found better guys by far. 

J

This girl i' chatted to on kik and we got off really well, sure shes dating this guy for the past year and its been great for the few months so far. Shes a big girl at 320lbs and about 20 years old with a love of some of the sides of feederism. Which is great really, shes a uni photographer too. I've never seen a proper pic of her minus her profile pic on FF. 

K

To be honest, i've crushed on her for years and with a thing in work with vouchers, I thought i could buy them off work and then use on her, okay that didn't work but we chatted anyway and she always liked my vlogs, even asked me who Queen was. But we got each other on whatsapp which was amazing and okay i've spent about £36 on her so far but shes actually been really supportive and we said we might meet up in Janurary if things go well. Sure that means more money to spend but theres no other way to make this work, shes not that far. We started all of this in late September which is somewhat good.

K

Another lucky lady that messaged me on feabie in July but due to money, I didn't really have any spare to feed her, but she was okay, time passed with things and by October I finally had some spare to feed and as of 2  weeks ago, I did, which shes been great and actually likes me, shes also watched some vlogs too. But we were as of 28th meant to meet up but somethnig family emergancy got the plans changed, which sure its stressful but like S said, if i give her time, things will work out and maybe it will be working after all. Shes a lovely brunette 28 year old around 280lbs and is a feedee that wants to be my piggy. Shes a big lover of Chinese food too which is great. But i hope we do meet soon.

C

 Recently we have started chatting, shes more a supersized goal in mind and is big for 22, Sure she didn't mind at first but during the week of Goose Fair, we did talk and we did have a few snaps every so often but she has a big dream, shes a long way from me up birmingham way, but shes got blonde hair, round face and deffo is down to earth, well i did piss her off when chatting on one saturday night but thats life. 

A few others. 

Over time there have been cute chats from the FF Chatroom, a nice chat with a plus size blogger and also I did send Lexi some food money but that was a waste of time due to her modelling commitments and also chatted to a few girls on feabie as well. But its been a blast but maybe things are going to be a first relationship soon. 

A quick catch up. 

Life has been going really busy with work and in a way I've had loads of things to catch up on since the fun of the Fair and also planning times for me to meet up with K. Letting go of Z was not the best thing to do in one way but a happy release in others. Work is just costing more and more and I need to get a hold of what is happening. The snap filter from Goose fair got me 12,000 views. Grambler helped me get some of the footage up and also Rosie is still teeth at me but she hurt her paw the past week which is a shame but shes been taking it easy. Plus that plymouth trip was a good help but maybe too soon but it also was a last one for that customer so no having to worry about that again. 

I also still have some Crash 2 videos to make since that hasn't been done, I might do a VEGAS edit on that one. Plus I need to get time to do a Xmas shopping video, but also with some of the things from Goose Fair, I need to send them to my reps at work for supporting me, well that 5 girls. legit. 

Well hopefully the next post is a date but if not, its the fun of the Bonfire night in chilling weather. 

See you Soon

omracer 

omracer's Night Out: An Arriiiban Mexican gathering

So, this meal has been in the work since before goose fair, one of the house has their US legality coming up and what better way than to have a deece meal with them and her mates. although tirring for me due to work and me getting the vlog up of the fireworks between 4am and 7am and letting uploading whie I'm sleeping being a good idea. I had to prepare for what's in store, from what I heard, 14 people including the house are gonna be there, we were going for Frankie's and Benny's but we'll, Italians love to be booked :D

the vlog is below





Work at its usual stance of busy, selling, talking, advising, defending and other usual gossip (actually not any gossip). I had to head home via somewhere to drop money off and then I pelted it home, sure it was a nice 10 minute run. Then I got home, I felt I HAD to clean the shoes for tonight. So I tried while toilet break, no luck, so washing up liquid and cloth was the best way, then a shower, then deleting glass content to make it fresh for tonight. All in all I left at 5:43, Pelted it to lidl and was 1 minute early but the bus was much quicker this time. I had to empty my pockets to pay, driver did make a mini joke but I shurgged it off. The bus journey was actually quiet until marjon, a nice round ssbbw walked by me, but she was chatting to her mates, but it felt nice to catch up with the internet, since I haven't after I left for the fireworks last night, except snapchat. there was a lot of things,


By getting off at the stop in town, I started vlogging and browsed the spar, no gift card and tescos it was to get them, after deciding between hitting a budget and a 6 kinder toy, u went for a £15 gift card and galaxy chocolate box with a classy card, well wine related, I couldn't check out gift cards at the self serves, so the kiosk was nice. then I wrote the card near the gelato bar.

Getting off at the same stop as last night

The presents for Hayley. total of £19.50

Walking to the spar near the gelato bar

Writing the card out and forgetting shes 25 instead of 21, what...

Soon after I went to the hoe, some chillaxing wind until 7:45 where swaggy was there, ideal, and I had to run, the fast way, I get there pretty quickly, a girl smoking was inside, on the phone but unsure who I was, we were to cross paths later on.
 

A major contrast to this time yesterday, its dead and empty now, maybe like my heart

Running Pic

The place to be or i'm being at anyway

then I get in, the rep asks if she could help, I notice the house and then I walk over, I sit next to the birthday girl and give her the present, she likes it deffo.
opposite nath and sam, then Jake's cooler bro being decent and more kitted out than me, he's in with a good big screen firm, then it was and empty feel, since no signal was there, hayley was having no chance getting the table filled, with people bottling it. but while guests were to arrive, the waitress, blonde and cougar like was nice and helpful, she got us 2 jugs of water, we felt like Romans pouring wine into goblets, maybe a harry potter reference would of been better.

The jug and the goblet through glass

Eventually guests just wandered, in 2 guys, Josh and whopper, then 2 girls, turns out it was the one that was smoking as I walked in, and this very attractive lady who I had the pleasure to legitly sit next to, I could describe but all you know is well she's a dream in my eyes, why wasn't thinking attraction physical, well maybe the feabie effect isn't just weight gain, its nerves and giving the wrong impression too.

Anyways phoebe said hi who was nice but also young but cool, very natural with herself. Hayley was all glamoured red carpet up, but with her janner charm. anyways there was talk of bobross, ideal double chins, kips commission I paid about £70 for of Charley which was a question of was I still attracted to her, I admit and did then that "I still dream about her". talk of money, water in restaurants and even the how I broke glass, Kate did go a bit shocked ugh when I said about the night out on how I stuffed it in my trousers but blurted truth is meh.

I added some sol and a orange vodka to the 2 ladies to the left of me,  the bartender was a bit puzzled at me maybe. Then soon the food arrives by the 9ish mark. omg it was good for everyone else but my order wasn't here yet, fajitas, enchiladas, foot long rack of ribs. But for me, for  a total of £18.95 for a double burger with onions rings and bacon extra, chips, coleslaw and salad. That's steep even for a good burger, but each burger was thicker than my thumb or nearly 2 fingers thick. it was the last but very tasty, eating that on film was good maybe, a feabie fun. Kate was intrigued while I do, general chit chat about it and I could NOT fit that burger in my mouth.

The meal that cost me £18.95, just what you see

Thats some big meat

I tried to eat it 

The rest of the night was going to the eating and everyone feeling stuffed, hayley would no way be clips4sale material from the small she ate, swaggy was pounded by those ribs, Nath was finishing off the chicken, kate was nicely full but with Hayley, I did want give her a bit of encouragement but let's not fuck up how good this night is. then to some secrets, Cake, and after some trouble on the sparkling and plate wait and handout, Swaggy cut the cake, nath was really pounding the shit at everything line, all in good bants though oh and I got that feedist moment, I did get a semi, especially with the belly rubs

The Cake

My slice was quite nice

Some feeding, as i do best, or actually enjoy

But now came to the main downside of the night, well ok paying is a downside but the fact that it all had to be paid up in one bill (aka can't seperate payments unlike las iguanas) is a ballache and accountancy annoyance. Ok the bill came to £203.00 exactly which was instresting and on average that came to around £15.61 each but it was just that odd thing of not allowing each person to pay seperately, ideally i could of paid my £18.95 on the virgin card which would of let me have rent money for tomorrow but staff were firm on this way. But then after that was paid, it was time to leave but teaching staff members to use glass to take a group photo was nice, even though she was confused on it completly, it turned out ok.

The bill

Katie was trying out glass too :)

I got the pic even though it was a screencap, she was close :)

So it was past 10 by the time we left, Phoebe was smoking, then we had to walk to the co-op for some rizzlers and phoebe's mum was picking her up, which after all that and some chatter, we all walked to North Hill, There was a fresh air around and me and pete talked about ladies and thought Gracie said she was pregnant to me before the date which she didn't and he was taken back, and that i should drink so i could battle for chicks and hes a feminist hater (feabie wise a nightmare more than thunderbird blocking everyone). Also Sam was a bit unsure why i stay with Virgin money since of the 2.95% charge for every uk transaction, since i said virgin are cool, I didn't get the money out in the end.

Walking in Town

Some performer in a cute 1950s attire near roundabout

Then Nath, Sam and James headed home while the rest of us that were left (Pete, Josh, Rachel and Hayley and Me) went into bac bar, some fancy costumes, I raved a little bit then it was near 11 so i hugged hayley, kissed her shoulder too ? and tapped Pete to say goodbyes,

Leaving Bac Bar

Things got strange on the walk up to the bus stop, a Homeless guy asked for change and then he was honest and told me his life story, 37 years old, divorced, 15 year old son calls him a wanker and fuck off cunt to his face and yet for an alcholic, he was in admittance of it, that takes balls to do, I mentioned to him that curing that addiction might help his life back on track and he understood it completely. But it was near the stop and I crossed the road.

The bus shortly arrived, the driver was in shock of how white I looked, maybe he was joking but there was some seriousness in the tone, especially as i got off the bus, like he was offended by the way i dressed, i'm shrugging it off but that could be bad and a ban for usual night out attire. Which the bus was quick and by 11:50, I was finishing the vlog off in spit weather and well, it was a run home in the mini rain and another vlog to edit and story to finish up typing.

The path looking back with a pitch black field.

And there goes my posts for this week, 2 different stories of things I've done, maybe the same but new places to visit and maybe recommend. But for now next week might be the Christmas lights vlog but it depends on how I feel and the weather, since soon i have birthday shopping to do for a lost cause but better to make some then lose out forever.

omracer

omracer's Night Out: A BBQ with comforting company

So, with April nearly over, my mind reflecting over things and even decided to walk out of my best friends life since its just going to hurt seeing her happy with someone else. I was invited for a BBQ at the house, with the weather "hotter than athens" it was the houseood excuse to go. And this was while i was finishing off my review for the Dragon War Silvio Keyboard.


Also i'll mention this now, i did get a Feabie account, long story shorts its like fantasy feeder but with a nicer bunch of folks (and yes i've nearly flirted with trangender folks on there :O) and a facebook feel. Its free until august but there is some premium options and a limited free version.
There are a few people from Exeter and Plymouth (but no pic so whats the point and they are guys too).

If you want to sign up click HERE

Preparing after work

Work was fine and more so on the quiet and wiping side. But at 4:40 i was rushing out and after taking some extra ££ with me i was home and ready to get changed and shower to make me fresh for this evening. I thought i decided with different jeans since i don't know but the shirt was still the ideal match, however after catching up with excited dogs and being asked how I know a receptionist that my sisters new boyfriend knows, I had the shower, fresh as always and then got changed into he usual plus a light jumper since it might get cold later on and the wind is stronger with this one. the run from 18 minutes past ended up a walk as my legs were tires from pelting it up home just 20 minutes ago, sure I needed other things, but I got on the bus right on time. 

The bus stop before getting on the bus

This was the 83 so I could pass and get off at Morrison's and buy some goods. the £4.50 was paid and a relaxing journey ahead of me was upon. there was more people on this bus, but its a double decker so it should be fine.the moor was full of sky blue scenic beauty. By 18:15 I was at morrisons and then out for a toilet break and then time to shop, which was for 2 things:

• burgers
• bread rolls

searching for those was OK, I did get some good deals and £9.50 was my total spend. Cl that was for 2 packs of 8 burgers and 2 packs of 6 burger buns. it was funny with the till playing up and the assistant popping over 3 times. But then it was time to run to the house:

The burgers were on a offer

Oh and so were the white baps too

Fun with the self service scales not working

The total of the mini shopping

Searching for those was OK, I did get some good deals and £9.50 was my total spend. Cl that was for 2 packs of 8 burgers and 2 packs of 6 burger buns. it was funny with the till playing up and the assistant popping over 3 times. But then it was time to run to the house:

Leaving Morrisons

Running with views over central Park

Getting into Mutley

A catch up to wait for others

I got there about 5 to 7 and it was just chillaxing and waiting for the BBQ to start with nath doing a chloroform joke and I was noticing 2 other girls here. Rochelle and Sammy. they were nice and all. But the chatter was hard to pinpoint so the jist was pretty much

• The date with the escort, swaggy did find her profile, but all were surprises I didn't have sex with her, but hey I was more confident.
• something about Lacey
• the bank holiday and who I met

At various points we were all listening to 90s tunes, Vengaboys cher and other tracks which were actual early 2000s hits. but bbqs #throughglass with burgers and meats being cooked. 

Getting the BBQ set up

Making sure its getting hot

Later on, Eloise, Lexi and Harry arrived, a bit late but better than others. Everyone greeted and Lexi was being herself. But soon i heard that jake was at co-op, i went over there along with nath and a mate i can't remember his name and then i browsed for various things, ideally, i was looking for waffles, which there wasn't any of, i noticed a big ass madrina cake, which was £6.49 but now £4.99, i hmmed and ummed and then ah why not *purchased it*, both were shocked that i bought it in the end.

The cake for £4.99

When i got back to the house, they were shocked but James was well into the cake, but i put it away in the kitchen then it was time to have the first bites of burgers and also there was some fun feeding, yup, i told rochelle about feederism and she was quick to catch up on it, shes a gymmer so she was into the Gains and all. But #throughglass, the quality was good.

Can't beat feeding in a BBQ

First BBQ feeding in 2015 by omracerfaps

But then there was some mini fall outs, phone calls (not mine), and it was like 3 groups, the kitchen, just outside the door and then the BBQ itself. I popped around all 3 at various times, there was a few things in but mostly deep talk. Ok the conversation about the US and actually how different things are and even the cleaner air over here while cleaner streets and cheaper over there and even how Canadas is similar to the US. But there was a talk of how i once put wooden pegs on my dick to help it grow i thought when i was younger.

Some amazing sunsets

Nath was drunk filming and yup it was like a vlog in a vlog

Those sunsets

The cake was going pretty fast

Soon the trio left (Lexi, Harry and Eloise) as i was in the kitchen talking about battling stuff (actually i was offered a battle and 3 some battles aka that mean sex) and the BBQ turned into a kinda of patio heater. Then Pete's mates arrived for pres drinks, but that was chatter, a bit more chatter, seen Hayley's dildo, chatter about battle with Pete and even me. I got nearly in shit for downing the squash from bottle.

The flames

The last portions of the food

By 10:20 I popped out to to get a drink. not much on offer from either Texaco or co op. Well there were cheap cans and Mountain Dew for £0.99 in Texaco but Co-op had nothing good and popping back, Texaco had just closed which sucked, so i decided to not bother in the end.
I came back, house shocked I took so long and the BBQ was ending and since it was chill up there we all went up to naths room, hayley was drunk crying, so I cuddled her, gave her back tickles and she felt better, I was semi and last time i did this was costing me £220. Part of me felt like i was being a cheating guy but it wasn't too bad, she liked it, it made me realise that Gracie was right, jake said that she was saying that since i paid for the date etc, which can be true but if i was shit then hayley would not of liked it. I did offer her a back Massage but she wasn't up for it but she was tempted to battle.
Nath had Sammy sitting on lap while his pc Blasting Music (yes i did get some Hotline Miami 2 stuff played) and he was playing Dragonball Xenoverse, Was too intense game, even for him, it had a PS home (RIP by the way) feel to it. Then it was Rochelle who left but Jake did shortly after. We also talked about not talking to girlfriends everyday was a good thing, which from what i've seen from other relationships is that actually that happens. Also pete showed me this bbw thats local and i followed her on instagram, stacy something but she looks good.

Casual gathering in a room

Some proper Gym lifting there boh

Swaggy offered a drink to hayley then to me which was nice and diluted, and i was thirsty as f. But this was after the fact i fed her rolo chocolate, which holy fuck it was amazing, she was into it and I GOT IT FIRST POV, which is something i've wanted to do with it for a while. I mean i was excited, more excited since it there was movement between us, like leaning and not just sitting down.

FPF  - First person Feeding

That got intense and it was even better when Hayley let me rub and jiggle her belly, at first there were abs but when she sat down, there was a adorable roll and i felt it and it was really nice and i just played with that for 15 minutes and she was relaxed and just casually chatting, Nath saw my D rise and then we nearly stopped but it was nearing 11:30 and Hayley walked me out, we hugged and gave her some nice cute advice. Then i made my way home.

Time to leave

I tried to run up the hill, but my legs were just going to walk, seriously. I popped in the dog n duck and it was too crowded and thought "nah its not worth it", I went to cafe sole instead and had a nice glass of water, it felt weird since the glass was hot since it had just been washed, it was a quick refresher anyway. Then i went for a piss and walked to the bus stop, the wind picked up and then the bus arrived slightly late by 1 minute and then i was starting to feel the sleepiness, which was a shame but hey, i've had a long day. By 12:30 or so, i was back in tavi and a normal run but walk home was the way to end this nice night.

The water 

The bus leaves and lidl is lit

Light doesn't travel as far as we think

To be honest, i got home and had to drink a pint of juice and then i was meant to upload thise before sleeping but i kind of crashed out. But it was a fun night. There will be some more blogs and vlogs coming up but for now, i can enjoy the sun and things. Especially since this is the same time, 2 years ago where i had my first Buffet in Sizzall, to be honest, i've not been since 2013 and that was with Charley and Amber.

omracer