Working back to some normality - Lockdown stage 24

 It feels like here we go again, life has finally returned to some normality, work is back to the swing of things, even in small stages actually, but even with the prep done. There is much of family on small updates and also it was some thinks on realising small things about myself. But we now go for the new month and also alot of happiness is seen to be around too. But still to catch up on things is the chance here. 

The First Weekend of work

Well, it was actually over halfway of the first week of back to work, it was actually not ac scary as once thought, the customers were quieter and actually it gave time to help with planning alot of the work admin and also having a new account manager for work's supplier which she is good and nice but it also made sure of new projects to eventually work out. And the Tiktok to show how my mornings sometimes go with a dose of vitamin C tablets. 

@omracer

##howto ##start my ##day of the ##first ##drink

♬ original sound - Mattie LT Marker

to keep them cool and last longer, same with bread and fruit

— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) April 16, 2021

But also it was good news for later since a new review was to arrive for the first Kickstarter. I ever purchased, the Genki ShadowCast, which is a nice budget capture card and ideal for portable ways to play games on your PC or using it to make a webcam from a dslr camera. But we can see how it goes for the time being. But I will have to make time for this to work out. 

The ShadowCast

But then it was working on the jobs and actually time to get a fair bit of stock back on amazon listed.

With people going back to drink outdoors, it reminded me of the past life. From what nights out were like, it felt okay but also of how I never fitted in and never got the skills to pull back then either .

Seeing all the stories of people back out drinking in the outdoor areas, reminds me of when i used to go to the barbican on nights out. Also it reminded me of when i was 18 and used to go to pubs and just sit around.

— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) April 17, 2021

 There was a lot of scanning but it was to get most of the big titles out of the way to get some extra cash in the business  which will be for projects of some costs of paying later on. But it was also a nice touch for some lucozade as well. In the end it was very quiet on the after work front which meant for me it was good to finally get home earlier. But it was then the weekend, with plans to get done and family. It was good to finally start to go to grandparents to check on them as well. It was also to remind of loads of people going out. The smoothie was good first. 

the smoothie to wake up to on sunday 

But that was easily to get going with, time was going to be a bit more compact next week I thought, but it was also the time of getting the heatwave started, the weather was getting much better. So first it was the Monday of cycling to normal work, down there of get to the customers. It was also the time to get the plan of working as normal. B

The Work as usual 

So it was  back to getting things, the first stage was actually having to get some accounts sorted, some customers were coming in and  wind was starting to pickup on some of the times, like there was this chill in the air. But also it was a Resi Evil POS to put up an the lady has already given me 2 jumps scares and well its quite tall. 

The POS and the door

As I also was on a vist that evening to deliver a mouse, it was making sure I could go to Tesco to get some extra bits and boy did i find a great deal of Food I've not seen since going to London a fair time ago of nearly 2 years  ago with Itsu, which was a brand known up that way and even in Euston. And Tesco had some of it, well even if it was £3.75 each and looked really good. Plus more Clubcard offers like lidl plus and actually some larger savings there, even getting to use a Tesco voucher I got posted a month or two back along. 

The Bang on £10.00 shop with Clubcard discounts and a voucher used

But then it was time to go home and then get the next bit done and walk with mum after tea since Rosie needs her walkies as the usual times, but the chats with mum is okay for the most part. But the sunsets are the nice time and the camera apps have their times of need. Especially as the future was going on time with reflections on the trial and being guilty. 

The Sunset from the field

The sunset was darker on the mi camera

Then it was getting to make accounts on work carry on, it was also more times with chatting, since actually it was live chats on second job and also some flirting on FF which was nice but its sometimes to realise that it could be someone that might not exist. But that and getting the Phone finally setup was good, some tweaks I had to do for the £90 kit. But it was good to also get paid and top up the accounts. 

This was then the time to keep working and also the making sure of new plans to keep working online especially as I need to setup the plans for the future. But the important thing is that there is a rule to  respect people and women especially with the tiktoks of this day of April 24th to be free to be able to abuse or **** without consequences and not many men have made people aware of this. 

Also for guys, please dont go and have sex without consent of any form on the 24th april.

— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) April 21, 2021

But As i got home one other night, I saw a bottle of #whatthefanta mum brought back home and it was nice to see a bottle of this special fanta about and then it really makes it tasty, there's a mix of Blue raspberry and also a bit of bubble-gum too. 

The bottle of #whatthefanta

But that night was also the time to finally have the food from Itsu.

The Meal with the dumplings and the gyoza 

That was nice but very doughy too. But after that was more working and also my hormones were starting to really play more and gives that self doubt too. But its also the time to go to autopilot mode to get things fixed up. Times to go for more of the watching of Family guy clips on Youtube still. 

Also more ideas popped up while working, Stock arrived and even Razer headsets and also the organising of the shop again since I got the plan of the spare bookcase from an ex customer's relative of mine the day before,  it was a bit scratchy but £5 is good. 

The headsets 

The bookcases and the new one on the right hand side 

Also new stock on the right hand side too. 

As I was organising, I had a chap ring up and try to offer me a unlimited phone plan then a S21 unlimited plan for £22 a month, I was getting confused and asked "am I high right now, since it feels like this just happened without any reason why and it was hearing like mumbles voices and repeating" But then it was time to help get the sign moved around and actually, I even hurt my knee from tripping over the vase, which then I moved to build the extension pole of the sign, then the day after, it actually disappeared. 

Since this was a day of dealing with winds which were STRONG, the sign blue around, it was hard to use it in public and well, it was a constant look over and in the end, the bungie cords for sack trucks were the best way to go. And this was also the time to have mini eggs for lunch which I've left there for at least 5 days unopened. 

The Mini Eggs 

Then it was back home and also mum wanted a second indian takeout in the past 2 weeks with the 20% off going on and so we tried a few different meals this time, it was nice and not too runny for me. Aftetr this, It was back to work 

The Indian Takeout 

Then it was the Sunday  

Which actually I've done that separately.  But shaving for that was a good choice and the views were lush even without the strong wind and then getting shopping done in town and also the texts from someone special are important. Which maybe one day it might be her joining me but there is going to be some panics from what was later to find out the final week of April. 

Windy views of the Hoe 

The barbican 

Stuff from Poundland

Before the day ended I looked for the kits for TGI Fridays and it was to be the see if it worked out. But the kits were very expensive. The Sauce was not. 

Also when I get time, I might purchase this for a review, though one day I'll go to TGI Fridays for the first time.... pic.twitter.com/BlILaHewVB

— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) April 25, 2021

The Final week of April

Things felt like it was back to normal routine, sure Monday was a quiet routine and the wind had eased off and loads more amazon postings to finally ship off. But It was also getting to make sure that I was ready for the work ahead, But we start to then go to the next day, the landlord was chatting to me for the shop and did mention no nails on the window, So that had to be taken out for the way of getting it  removed and then the sign was back inside the shop. Then it was some repairs to sort out and issues with phones and laptops to order on another card, But this week was also o the stage of having to get extra bits too. But the issue with card payments caused yet another argument. That and a old supplier walked in the door which I did put getting stock off him for a while but its going to be hard to put it a nice way to not use him anymore. 

This was also the time to realise that I've made a revelation regarding customers are getting ghost calls from work number.

But then it was soon to have a sinking feeling when I saw something which did make me question something but I probably realised I felt a bit entitled to feel that upset about it even though it was that emotion of why I feel like that I want to make sure hurt isn't going to happen. It was also weird when chatting and being offered to visit Newquay this year for a meetup but its the hmm and is it real. 

But the day after the butterflies in my tummy and the thought still on my mind, it was time to work and also reps calling and contacting me was not too bad and a way to put that on the back of my mind, but work was still without the card and well that was going to cause chaos to deal with money wise and stock going up and down. On top of that, it was the time to get lunch for the first time since opening and well Oggys are doing cold pasties for £1.00. Plus the water from Co-op is a good idea too. 

The Spicy chicken pasty for £1.00

But also it was time to make this idea to finally got the vibe of the Salt and pepper flavour snacks from the Co-Op was there. Which that was for home but I had a fair bit of visits starting to stack up, So nearly 1 after another, But I did pay a whole whopping £1.50 in there, But we later on tried it to see if it was worth it, It was a 7/10 since it was a lovely flavour but very hot and spicy. 

The salt and pepper chips

Then it was trying to catching up wit the blogpost and also having to pay for a mix-up from amazon and that was a pain when the next day, the mix-up was shown to me more. I managed to build up some time to talk and type while also making the mind to keep watching cartoons to keep my mind not stressing out. 

It was also the time of the Pink moon which means the future will be time to spark into new things, but actually for me that is not the case and well it was also the time to look at the weather which was changing at the time. The moon was not pink but it was a different colour but I did not use the tripod so it was not going to be clear when I used it. 

The Sky and the times 

But then it was coming to the next day, which actually was catching up on repairs and customers were one after the other, photos took ages to transfer and then it was stock to book in and to finally crack down on the issue with the fake number. But then 2 visits were to happen after and it was the first time running in the rain and it was actually cold air out and I could see my breath, near the end of APRIL. 
But it was finally time to get home by about 7:20pm and then get to have a late snack which mum left in the oven, and it felt nice to finally cook it. Plus the soon to be final can of the iberian solmar lemonade which is like a fake san pellegrino. 

The nice leftover meal from Thursday night

But then it leaves me to type up this and finally finish it, sure I also had to realise that 2 guys wanted to send me remixes of some dnb music with some clips of the vlogs in, that might be for a end of year video but we will see. But for now it will be hopefully a video this weekend or another one since there's only been 2 videos this month. Plus soon it will be a hair cut and hair dye, one of my customers is asking me to let me get my hair cut from him. 

Speaking of which:

A Catch Up on the Resolutions: 

Well lockdown has nearly finished for the most and well it will only be the last 2 bits left of the economy, the night ones and the indoor dining, which hopefully tastecard can help make a filling and greedy experience for the future too. But I dont feel i've been able to catch up minus on one of the accounts  and soon it will feel like i wont be able to either. 

• stream more - Still have to do this and I do have capture cards now, even another one to review 
• Catch up with the  accounts in work -  Actually I have got a decent total and some income bits to sort, as it is now, I can get a sort of basic HMRC self assessment done. 
• Be able to hug someone non work or family related - Looking towards after June if the plan is to be the same 
• Complete at least 2 games in a story mode  - This might be tricky 
• Do more Day out vlogs  - One down and a few more to go 
• Schedule/plan out days more -  Its not as much but its getting there. 

But thanks for reading and Soon there won't be 2 week catch ups once lockdown ends in june which might end a lot of the post count for the past year or nearly 2. 

See you then. 

omracer

From an exam to a tablet to buying an Early Valentines

Well its been just over a month since i've post. And to be fair, in my life, not much has happened in my life except maybe two things.

I'll explain them for you now.

Tuesday 5th Feburary 

So this a day when i planned to get one of my New Years Resolutions sorted. Which was "To earn a Microsoft Qualification". So i booked the exam for it two saturdays before, paid Prometric and got a conformation for dates. Now the exam is for "Windows operating system fundamentals" which is basically an exam for learning basics in various parts of Windows 7, from upgrading to the OS, to using the right program to encrypt files. With that i leave you with what happened in the vlog:



After the exam, i went to Pizza Hut which was a 15 minute cycle from where the exam center was. That was tasty and while noming on a starter set to eat since i couldn't have the unlimited pizza or pasta since it had cheese in it. That cost me £6.95 which is below:

A Starter set which included chicken bites, potato wedges, non cheese garlic bread and BBQ and Mayo dips.

You see me eat it while explaining things i've done and current topics like the Gay marriage proposal, and how it would actually benefit the UK. Well done for the law being passed though, hours later after i recorded that. The funny bit was, i cycled in a BLIZZARD, yep, the snow had now touched my skin and did exist this year. Then after the exam it cleared up and was quite nice weather, and i did have to clean my bike when i got home. Also while cycling to and from Plymouth, the trail after Magpie Viaduct was obstructed. But i'm not surprised with all this recent wind and rain the UK has been having, or mainly Devon.

The tree blocking the path after Magpie Viaduct

Thursday 7th Febuary and onward: The GoTab life

So i've also been intrested in buying myself an andorid tablet, now as you know. Andorid tablets are budget (or more expensive) versions of iPad. Now i've wanted to buy one which is under £100 and has a good resolution and it cost me £60 from Misco  . This is a GoTab GBT740RS. Now this tablet i will do a blogpost to review it but it is a pretty good Andorid 4.0.3 tablet. 

OK trying to root it was pretty difficult but to sum up. I accidentaly nearly bricked (which i fixed) the tablet and couldn't turn it off. Now after draining the tablet out of its battery life, it has fixed that problem, as least as of 11/02/13. But i would get one while you can and hope its a good one, my work ordered one, from misco and turns out the touchscreen was faulty, reminds me i better remind my boss about that needing to be returned. 

The GoTab GBT740RS from Misco that arrived. £60 + 3.99 for delivery :)

Tuesday 12th Febuary - Pancake Day/Getting the girl i love's valentines present

Now with 2 intresting events in one week. It was time to sort it out and get the girl i love's Valentines present and deliver it to her. Now as some of you might very well know, last year i outdid myself with the amazing story of delivering her £250 in cash. If you want to read on the story regarding that, click HERE.

But this time it gets slightly different, with Emma now on holiday this week, it was quite a worry wondering if it was worth getting her something. 

There was an original plan 3 weeks ago to get some custom cupcakes ordered in with icing that said romantic things like "You are an angel", "I miss you so much" and "I love you". However that plan failed when i asked for a quote of that and the person i asked couldn't get them for today. Bit of a shame, but i do plan to use "Manda Moore's Cakes" to order some at somepoint this year, don't fret. 

But after waking up at 9:40 after dreaming about me and emma together, i decided to prep up and get cycling to Plymouth. Leaving Tavi at 10:40 and arriving at 12:35 just below Drake's Circus. On the way though, i bought the present, which is actually a repeat of her 21st birthday except half value. But it still looks the same old design which is really good:

The pizza hut giftcard i bought as the valentines gift.

Now after browsing various shops and also buying a new pair of jeans from Primark. Now these were redued "twisted" jeans from a company called "Denim Co" and they are a 32" waist and length of 30" and they orginally cost £15 but they were reduced to £7, i've tried them on and they fit quite nicely.

The pair of jeans i bought from primark for £7

 Also i enjoyed a quick taster of Disney Epic Mickey 2. Now that game i wanted to try out, the controls are good but camera is really tricky to control. But it was quite good seeing Fantasia references and yet again, those mischievous brooms chucking water all over the place but seeing Yen Sid's lab was quite cool. 

Brushing on....

Now i bought the card from Clinton Cards, it was a cute one related to this range of cards they offer. That cost £3.00. Afterwards i went to Tesco Metro which then i wrote out the card on the lottery table, noone noticed luckily. But after that it was near 1:30 and Emma's kind hearted friend was supposed to be in town and eventually we met up by the sundial and i handed it to her then wished her luck on her boob job tomorrow :). 

After that i decided to walk around then i ordered some Mcdonalds. A nice large big mac along with a big sprite and fried. This cost me £4.65 which is quite nice. Also i found there theres a 9.99 offer which looks sooo good and i will buy that often if i did get the chance to be with a girl. But for now, admire this pic of the food :):

The tasty mcdonalds i had earlier :)

After that i decided to cycle home and my legs were tired but i made it back home  in 2 hours or so. Since today was pancake day, i'll top this post off with the 3 pancakes i had after tea tonight :)

The first pancake is Chocolate Spread and Brown Sauce

The second pancake is chocolate spread with maple syrup

The final pancake is chocolate spread and lemon juice :)

Well next month is not going to be as busy but hopefully things might end up amazing for me but its unpredictable but we can hope for the best.

See you in the next blog post or vlog

Mattie/omracer

A Look back with the highlights of an average blogger

Well its the last time of a blog post this year. Its been an interesting year with doing things i've never thought i could do, meeting new people and getting to know some amazing one, going places that have been a new experience. This is a summary of some of the top moments this year, the best crazy attempts to try to get the girl i love, Who i've lost chances with, things i've never thought i would do and more.

So lets begin in January. 

Well its the start of 2012 and high hopes for me were here. Yes i was still looking for love back then when it was less than a month before that video when i lost the chance with Emma, although, this year she becomes a major important part of my life. Which you'll find out later. As well as this, my YouTube was around 60,000 total views which is very tiny. Also i still said then and i say again, "i''ve done things i would of never expected to do", which in this case was me swimming in a river and fistpumping to a amazing song and also coverage of Tavistock Goose fair in 2011. But at the end of that video i realise that i've lost chances with girls in 2011. Especially when i finally moved on from Abbey, who until December in 2011, i was in love with and would of done almost anything to be with, now i've found someone that can do the same thing in my heart and is also curvier which adds to the attraction. Enjoy the first vlog of 2012 below:



Afterwards it was quite calm but yet, knowing what my heart wanted was important, but i realised i made a stupid mistake. After asking two good friends of mine to join me for a meal out with Emma and one of her good mates, Bronti.

Now this was all thought about after i started writing an erotic Novel (Well actually its a short story) about a dream i had one night and it was really detailed and it pretty much summed up alot of things i would want to do if i was dating her. Ok yes, it is a "erotic" story so there were alot of sex references, such as how hard my cock was when watching her eat or seeing her walk, or the time i frigged her (put my fingers in her vagina if thats the meaning of frigged) when she was around 300lbs at her mate's flat in Bristol. If you want to read the Novel, click the image below.

Image Created by Josh Bullock

But around this time, the meeting up for that meal, never came to plan and shit went down, i ended up seeing both my mates when they walked past subway when i was having my lunch, funnily enough it was a salad from subway. 

But then it turned nasty and one of my friends is the type of very argumentative person. Which caused massive fallouts with me and Emma. But i still have that last message before i lost the chance with her or to at least talk to her on FB, not that people would consider that important these days. But for the rest of the month i was finishing my Novel for a certain date which then, one of my Major plans to show her how much i love her and maybe let her know that i would do anything to be with her.

I did a night out vlog, ok it was my third night out vlog, but it was quite fun, i remember it was quite fun and the music was good and some of my old Tavistock college friends were in it. Enjoy it



But before i head off into more detail of the 2nd month. Enjoy one of my funniest videos to date according to various people. At a time the "Cinammon Challenge" was proving a popular fad. Even my mum and dad saw it but never told me they saw it but gave me hints they have seen it:

To February

Well this is one month that i've done the crasiest things and one of my plans i laid out and did. Now on that special day where apparently "Cupid" exists. VALENTINES DAY. Well this is where i finally did something and got a plan sorted and got it delivered. Now i still remeber being on the 10:40 83 bus from Tavistock to Plymouth, completely shaking and tweeting an old school friend about vaugley what i was doing. This was a nervous time. But i got off the bus at outland road, by morrisons. Then PELTED it to St Beaudoux to deliver  the present to Emma's work. Now this was something maybe a bit over the top, but it was the best thing i could think of.

A card with £250 cash and a 128mb stick with love songs from an iTunes Playlist (which i want to play if i'm making love or even making out with a girl) inside. 

I walked around in Lidl for a while over there to ease my nerves and do this, since its something that could go drastically wrong but it didn't. Then after that, i went there and delivered it to a slim, irish accented chap who worked there to give to her. Then i realised i finally did it, which afterwards i looked around some of the shops, went in co-op to browse and organise meeting one of her mates who i do like, Jess. Sadly nothing happened with meeting her, but i was yet to realise i will see her in many months to come. 

Funnily enough this was supposed to be my plan for that day:

Also some extra ideas on my youtube. Now to explain this shortly. I'm being a sheep and copying Mugsey Grant, there is no lie about that. But to be fair, i decided to give my own "Twist" to it and make it more factory done style. But enjoy the playlist of all my Shoutout Videos to date:



Also i caught on to the best flash game series i have ever played. New York Shark by Mausland (Wiesi) now, recording a video of that on the day of release. Best idea i ever did for a views boost. Currently as of the date of this blog post, its at 29,830 views.

The 3rd month, March

Well this month was a not too bad a month for me. Times i was doing something new. For the first time ever, i decided to cycle to Plymouth and back. Now that was a great experience, as knackering as it was. Also it was the last batch of shoutouts being finished at that point which finalised everything up.  But also on the 2nd week, a new event happened which got people talking and a shitload of controversary and also the realisation of how gullible people will be. JOSEPH KONY. Now this of course caused alot of arguements and people thinking that thye could make a change out of something that wasn't actually happening at the time. But for more of this topic, your welcome to watch the vlog as a blog post for that week below:



Now some notes to add. On that day that video was made, some things happened, one was the nicest blog posts i've ever read about me, ok it might of been the only one but i would recommend you read it to sum my life until then up. That and the bad news was one girl that was pretty amazing and was friends with Jess started dating a guy. Not nice on a Bday but to this day, they are still hitched up, although they did split up for a week which was quite ideal, but i didn't do anything or make a move, something i might of regretted, but everyone has regrets.


Now later on i decided to fork out for something that i think was the best geeky decision i ever made.
" i went to CEX to buy a Intel Core 2 Quad Q8300 for £80 to boost my desktop up. Went in there, they were looking for it which made me panic over the fact that it was sold even though i showed them the stock check online. They found it, the cashier asked me about buying it and i said why and he said "you'll defiantly see a performance" which was all good." 
That was quoted from this blog post. Also remember when Game were in Administration, now they are back to normal as i remember. 

Now on the final days of March, it was the opening of a new complex in Plymouth. The Life Centre. Which i decided to have a swim in the new pool in there as part of a opening weekend. That was a good swim for £3.80.
With the weather being amazing in that week as well, i could say this was the nicest week in March in 2012. But looking back on it now. It was nice and i was lucky, of course some things my heart was missing but there was nothing else i could of done.

An average April

Now with my times in March over and done with, April was also having amazing weather. So i thought it was time to make a sequel to a vlog i did around this time in 2011. The water was freezing but it was a good fun and some nice experiences, espeically for many of my followers who are in Education, it was easter holidays/spring break. Also going swimming when shouting about the "Pasty Tax" and the "Fuel crisis", then trying to cross a river and helping my bike over, not good lol. But then it was walking one a bridge that i realise now is the best way to help me get to Plymouth quicker amazes me. Enjoy the vlog below:

Apart from that, i had to get my passport renewed since it was over a year out of date. Which was done pretty quickly and the Government services did help. With that sorted for £87. it could mean i was finally legal to go out. Which proved useful in the later months. That and i finally played Ridge Racer Unbounded. Now this was a game i originally hated since it was the typical fanboy way of acting, but as of playing it. Its quite fun, although not much reference to the original series, its a good RR Title.

The Mayhem in May

The time goes on and now in May, there are many things that happened. Which one shapes up Britain of years to come. 

But to start off with, BSkyB had been starting a cycling project which was to promote cycling in thje country, and as the worst luck would have it, My ipod touch broke, so on that day, my parents dropped me off by the Life Centre and i cycled to the Hoe where the event was happening. Along the way, i bought a ipod touch 4th gen 32GB for £155. which i use to this day. Its a shame that my old ipod died, but i had no choice if i wanted to get vlogs done. Especially when the vlogs i was doing this year i would never expect to be doing. But enjoy the vlog of me cycling on the GoSkyRide:

This was only just the beginning since another event of my life had happened. My sister was coming home from her 7 months working on a Royal Carribean Cruise Liner for the 2nd year in a row (Shes on the last months of her 3rd and final year as of this blog post). She was back the weekend after the cycling vlog. Which funnily enough, was a BANK HOLIDAY. So i decided to go out for both of those nights (The Saturday night and the Sunday night). Of course this was my first night on a Bank Holiday as well as my first time in Oceana. Which was fun, quite quiet but dancing with the girl i liked that i mentioned in March. Also it was the first time i almost ran from Oceana to Yelverton, but just before that, i did get picked up by the cops at 4am (When i got to the corner before Yelverton) one the Saturday night. Enjoy the vlog for Sat below and the blogpost for that weekend HERE.

The worst thing about this time was at that time, some shitty BT Engineer coincidently cut our phone line off for 8 weeks and the internet went off for a week, which is bad luck on the weekend i had to myself :@.


Now it was nice to finally see my sister again on the week after, times were good for a bit. Then it was the UK's Time to shine. It was time for Britain to show itself off to the world, with "London 2012". And the Olympic Torch had arrived in Cornwall and ready for its round trip across the UK. For its first day, the Torch was headed for Plymouth. Which was an experience i will not forget seeing. Enjoy the vlog for this Olympic Torch arrival:


And with that, May was almost over. Work was not too bad, everyone was in high spirits. Egypt's Election had the results declared.

A Sliced June

With June arriving, it was time that all of us in the Family, decide to go on holiday. The holiday went quite smoothly, until one of the days. The accident happened and i sliced my right ankle. Even to this day it still hurts but not as bad it was then. It was still a problem getting around and it did take weeks to heel. But if ou want to Read up on the places i've went that week. You can read about it by clicking the picture below:

As well as this, i arrived home and there was an extra celebration. The reason was because of  The Queens Diamond Jubilee, with everything related to that. A vlog happened to showcasse the event that was happening in the Tavistock Meadows. And also Emma was working and me being the stupid twit i am, went looking for her, only to find i didn't know where she worked, which running around Tavistock in less than a week i sliced my ankle, is a bad idea. But enjoy the vlog below:

The planned love of July

With July arriving, it was an important time ahead, it was Jess'es 18th Birthday and i remember when i decided to get her a little something for it. A ipod touch and a box of chocolates. Now that isn't much but it still is something meaningful and important to me and also she broke her iphone so it was a cute excuse to attempt to make her happy by letting her use imessage on the ipod i bought her :) More info on this is here. 

Also on this month was a month where i redid an experiment of how many times my D says hi. Now working it out from the averages. I had 4 times per day. Which isn't too bad but then thats just my frustration in life. 

But after this was the Tavistock Carnival, with the celebration being of Great Britain, and also you get to see one of the olympic Teams that stayed in Tavistock until the Olympics started in this vlog.

But on the day before that, was a 3 year anniversary on Twitter. That sounds sad, but for me, that was an important moment. Since that twitter account marks the day i stopped depression gettting the better of me when i lost my heart's chance with Abbey. I won't go into detail about that here. But enjoy the vlog to mark the occasion:

An august of Sushi and Clubbing.

With August its a shorter story to tell. But with a nice two weeks with me and my sister. It was nice to spend quality time with her. At the first week, it was a nice night of clubbing. Not as entertaining as the other nights out but the blog post can be found HERE and the vlog of that night out below:

But it was also nice to enjoy my first Sushi Experience  with Yo Sushi opening a location in Plymouth, it was a good time for me and my sister to enjoy it. Okay she did nag with buying trendier clothes and Emma called during it which makes it awkward but then its nice that she called. Enjoy the video of me trying a meal from there below:


Also on some point, i went to Plymouth on a day out and i met up with some of Emma's Friends, one that are mostly nice to me. One the way back i met up with a girl that was pretty sexy called Sophie. We chatted and browsed co-op in Crownhill and i also got given her mate (Kyla's) mobile number. At one night me and soph has facetime sex. Which was pretty amazing and i was up until 3am with that. Really good with her fake orgasming.

The Deepest September

With the summer almost finished. This was a important summer. With my Sister's boyfriend from chigago moving over and also making friends with an amazing, kind girl i met in Subway once called Emma. This month is a deep month. 

So i'll begin by noting early in the month, i applied for a position in the Apple Store, out of 700 applicants, i got to the stage of the Hiring event, yes i was the youngest there. But that was alot of fun, but i didn't get to the next stage i'm afraid. 

That and it was Emma's 21st which i went all out (actually i spend £130, 120 less than i did on valentine's day) to make a good present out of that. It was something of joy and effort i made to try to get a chance with a beautiful i'm in love with. There is alot to say here, but you can read the blogpost of that week by clicking on the picture of what i bought Emma below:

Also the Grenofen tunnel is finally open which means its much quicker for me to cycle to Plymouth now. Especially with the Grenofen Tunnel opening. That will and has made it easier for me. Takes 2 hours to cycle in now, even quicker if i decide to cycle on the main A386 to get to Plymouth. Also speaking of cycling. I enjoyed sitting on the floor and vlogging the Cyclist blast through Tavistock on the Tour Of Britain. 

Also my sister left for her 3rd year of working on Royal Carribean. One the weekend she left, i decided to have yet another night out. Enjoy this one, some sexy ladies (two were plump or borderline bbw) were chatting to me in union rooms and also someone that used to take the piss out of me in crappy city plym but also has a weakness for food hugged me in oceana. The vlog is below:

#October, #Funfair, #Instagram, #HeySexyLady 

Well as you can tell. This was the month i finally was using Instagram. That shit picture hosting service owned  by FB for $1 Billion. So i signed up and realised it was not too bad. ok i did get about 70 followers before my account got banned.

 But it was fun while it lasted. Anyways with the week before  I bought a £25 giftcard for Topshop for the girl i started getting to know more's  and was nice to me. She really appreciated it for her 17th birthday which is a nice sign for me i'm doing something right in this quest for love As of now shes single and i have had dreams about me and her, but its just a dream with no solution. But also a new dance craze was dominating the world and as of now is the highest viewed song on YouTube. Below is me dancing to it:

Sadly this month I lost any hope with a old school friend who was a gorgeous blonde with a amazing size but basically she got knocked up :(. As with anything. There has been a surge of broodiness and people being knocked up and it was getting personal now. So i finally said my goodbye's after one final fantasy over her. 

And with that said. Tavistock Goose Fair was here. It was a good one, met a few people i knew, the weather held up and also i used blogTV on the go for the first time to make a vlog. But if you want to catch up on what happend that amazing week. Go HERE. But for the main vlog, enjoy it below:

Well after Goose fair, times were back to normal, but times were interesting, especially when i decided to do more shoutouts. With the next 19 done as of this date. Things were looking up. My heart was still in love with Emma and also i paid for me first cam session with a girl named paige. Now this may make maybe regret paying £15 for an hour when it was actually crap and boring. Sure it was paige and her mate kyla eating but it wasn't as good as in August when i had amazing faceitme sex with her mate called Sophie.

The Naughty Novemmber

With the 11'th month arriving its been a quiet month, although with not one but 2 firework displays i went to this year, it was ideal :). It was a short display but it was really nice to cycle in there straight after work for the first time ever. ok i did break my front like but now i fixed that using elastic bands :) Enjoy the vlog.

Apart from the fireworks. times were ok, i started using ask.fm and it helped me get to know 2 beautiful girls: Ashleigh and Phoebe. ones a cheerleader too lol, unusual combo for a feeder and a cheerleader. Nevertheless it was nice to learn some things, where they work and other intresting things. Note, it took about 3 weeks before Ashleigh was single then hitched up to a drummer.

Everything else was going ok, mostly missing Emma, realising another girl i used to get to know getting knocked up which did make me a bit saddened. But it was leading up to a plan to try my last chance this year which happened in December.

The Almighty Decemeber

With everything thats happened over these 12  months have led up to this. 

December started out really well and has been a good month with doing things i've wanted to, attempting to give one last shot to try to get a girlfriend this year. 

We start out with Dickensian, now that was a nice Christmassy feel to a guy that wasn't interested in Christmas this year. With the amazing smells, playing tokyo Jungle in work. It was a time of joy to a degree. The vlog includes what was around and also saying about my first fillipino takeaway expirence:

Of course times were cold and the weather getting worse and worse. But it was time to do something i always wanted, so i drank a tub of Chinese BBQ sauce. And then watched some new movies online. But it wasn't as bad as i thought it was. So enjoy the clip of me drinking it:

But after that it was the preperation for Christmas and also my last plan to try to get a girl this year went into action. People will probably say its a stupid idea but something's you do have to risk if you want to become happy with an amazing person like Emma, Jess, Sophie H, Ashleigh or Phoebe.. For more info what was done. click on the image of the cards for each of them:

But before i go into Christmas, one of the best things i've wanted to do was finally done. Actually there was two things. 1st off was buying a video clip from a BBW's Clips4sale for the first time. Costing me £3.91 for a 6 minute clip is good value and 2nd but related to a degree...Feed a girl cake:

Birthday Cake feeding by omracerfaps

Then it was a not too bad Christmas, with some good moments, interesting presents, food that could make a girl bust of her clothes (wish i could of done that to a girl in 2012 though) and warm family moments. With alot of things to describe. The link you to the blog post of what happened to me this Christmas is HERE. But nothing is complete than a guy in a onesie shouting merry christmas on a muddy footpath :D.

The last thoughts:

So that sums up 2012 in as much detail as i remember. I hope its been a good year for you. I know I've lost chances with girls I've known for years and girls I've known for weeks on-line  But its been a overall average year. Maybe i didn't get things i wanted to done, but i've become stronger inside and next year maybe plans for revenge and love. But I'll type a blog post of the New Year Resolutions up on the 2nd of Jan at the latest. But for now.

HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM MYSELF, EXPECT A VLOG ON NEW YEARS NIGHT

See you in the New Year
Mattie

The final effort for love before the end is near...

So its been over a month and time is nearing to a close. Comet has been edged off the market, Poor kids and teachers lives innocently taken from them by a psychotic madman (My condolences goes out to everyone involved in that shooting). Christmas only a WEEK today (feels quick doesn't it). But with all this in mind. sometimes you have to make a final effort to get a chance with a beautiful girl.....ok 6 girls maybe.

So this story of a day  which has been an amazing day. Here is a quick summary of what happened :)

I woke up at 10am and started to get ready to go to Plymouth. Since for a last effort and since its the sprit of Christmas and all, i decided to get some presents and deliver them to some girls who i've liked for a while and of course Emma since i still love her. After leaving at 10:45. i cycled the usual route to Plymouth, getting to clearbrook then instead of turning left to go down to the trail, i decided to turn left and use the main road.


The reason for this. Well actually its the 2nd time i've done this but its much quicker and also i had to buy and deliver a present on the route there. So i got to the Pizza Hut in Crownhill to buy the first present while delivering a birthday present to a good friend of someone that works there :). The awkward moment with this was the hint i wrote the card just outside which the girl the presant was for came out and asked if i needed anything haha.


After delivering the Present and buying a giftcard to a girl i liked but recently lost the chance with. Although she is a pretty popular girl and it took 3 weeks and another guy started dating her >.<. I started cycling into town and it was quite a nice downhill ride. Navigating the mazes of subway tunnels around crownhill and then cycling a different route signposted at a junction before morrisons on outland road. I got into town and then cleaned myself up then got started on what i needed to get.

Stage 1 - The Nandos Demand

So this was the start. After going into stormfront to update the spreadsheet of what i was getting which was on skydrive. I decided to get the main expenses of the plan. So i walk in there, there's a queue of a couple of people. one was a couple and they were pretty intermate and actually quite cute. So when it was my turn. i got my phone out and loaded skydrive and the file up on it. (its a shame that office docs app bundled with various andorid roms does NOT let you edit the files :@). I then asked if they had giftcards, the staff got her manager to get some for me. I said how many and shows her the spreadsheet to help her understand. Then she loaded the credit i asked for one each card and i only paid the TOTAL amount which came to £110. So i think i did the right thing, as much as nandos is overrated, expensive posh food. If girls like it, you can't go against it. But much better service when i last went in there. Afterwards, here was all the cards. shown together. 

This was all 4 giftcards. quite hard to spot the difference hahaha :)

Stage 2 - The prep for making it look good...kind of

With all the majority of the presents bought, and finding a ultra cute xmas card for £0.69 each. i bought 5 of those from Clintons cards, then went and sat on a bench and took about 30 minutes wrapping them up. Now this was the time consuming part. Having to write the cards out with putting a heartfelt message related to my feelings for the girl, insert the giftcards into them and pack them up. 

This was before the packing and writing the cards out. To make it all look the same or know it was from me

Finally packed and written out, to the people mentioned. Some you might know, some you might not. But i decided to make a shot of it. Also with the one in the green note. That was the most awkward one to do, due to the fact of  the person i'm trusting to deliver it to Sophie, (Her best mat Ashleigh, who looks beautiful as Soph) probably hates me so i needed to explain to her

Stage 3 - The delivery

Now this was not as tricky as i thought it would be. But first off i went to wilkos to deliver the MOST important card. As luck would have it, one of her mates whom i'm also good mates with, Bianca was in and was serving this asian lady with regards to makeup or perfume, i can't remember. So waiting by the shelf out of her view, i waited until she was done then tapped her on the back and asked her to deliver it. From 8pm i found out Emma had got it, which is a sigh of releif, although being told she doesn't deserve it is slightly heartbreaking. 

Anyways, the next one. Now this was a local...whats its called...ah yes...Fancy dress store which surprisingly enough the next girl to deliver for was working. She was seriving a customer for about 15 minutes and still had a amazing accent. Patiently i waited and then once she had finished, i said hi, gave her the card and said "happy christmas", then left. maybe i should of stayed a bit longer but i did get the vibe she didn't know who i was. 

The thrid one was at JD Sports, now to be honest i felt abit awkward just asking the till assistant to pass the card on to the next girl i was delivering too. So i browsed around and found a nice, cheap T-shirt for £7.00 and decided to purchase that for my dad as a presant, after a short queue, i was served and she was helpful and got to presents sorted (one for dad, one for the girl). Then that was that.

Now for the "fun" bit

So i was supposed to meet up with two girls at a local cafe in exeter street. I ran from JD to the cafe, with the help of Google maps, i might add to go out on a meal with them. Now instead, i did get to the cafe 15 minutes later, but as it turns out one of the girls was running late too. So after chatting for an hour and a half or so about various things with Muneetha. IT, Girls, news and also how Social media works was just part of them. The other girl and two mates of ours arrived. And here is where the fun begins, well to Sum up. I fed the other girl called Eloise, some of her birthday cake. Now this was an incredible expirence for me, maybe she was confused on what to do but enjoy the clip one of my mates recorded of it. WARNING VERY NSFW/OBJECTIONAL FEEDER RELATED MATERIAL. 
Birthday Cake feeding by omracerfaps

Then around 4:20 i left for home, ran back to my bike in drake circus and then started to cycle back. Although on the way, i dropped the last remaning cards off to the places they needed to go. An estate agents in Mutley Plain for one and Crownhill Mcdonalds for the other, but me being me, i bought two dips from there as a little fun. Then a nice race in the dark to cycle back, I got home about 6:50 and then had a nice one of my usual meals for tea. With that exta Chilli Sauce i bought from Mcdonalds.

Then that was about it. A summary of what happened today. I'll try to blog more often, but with work being busy and of course Christmas a week away, times will be hard. But i'll do a summary of the year nearer the time.

Enjoy your week and have a Very nice and Amazing Christmas from me. Also I've had a request from a fan's girlfriend to do a shoutout, i'll include that in the Christmas onesie video. If you want in on that, Tweet me, FB me or send an e-mail to omracer9 @  googlemail.com with the subject Xmas shoutout and i'll add it in. Also that reminds me, i have to finish 3 more lots of shoutouts at some point. I'll get that done soon


Kind Regards
Mattie 

A deep week along with gluttony and presents but no love :(

Well a chance to see someone amazing for her US Legality (21st Birthday), is today. Happy Birthday to her if she reads this, Emma <3 .="." p="p">
So with this in mind, i decided to get her something meaningful. So on the Wednesday the 5th, i decided to take the bus into Plymouth and bought her the contents below:

So this was a pizza hut giftcard, 6 cupcakes, a love letter and 2 bags of onion rings :)

Well i was going to drop it off to a friend of hers work who works in wilko but she wasn't in, so i dropped it to another of her mates that works in House of Fraser, she kept it in her locker and forgot to get it to her when she saw her the next day, which means she hasn't got it yet. Which kinda makes it harder for trying to plan things :(. After giving it, i  spent time with someone i met at the Olympic Torch ceremony once and her friend (also called emma, interesting) for a few hours and then ran back to the Crownhill Mcdonalds to get the bus home.

But then the next two days was quite interesting, well, actually the evenings. First off, on the Thursday i joined my sister, her boyfriend and one of her mates for a meal at Route 38. It was very tasty and below are the pics of what was eaten :).

This is called "The Combo" which costs £9.99

This was my meal, a Double bacon BBQ Burger and chips along with coselaw and a side of onion rings. This cost about £8.75

That was quite a tasty meal and i did end up quite full, but the big meals don't stop there.
On Friday evening, i went Lord Louis for a meal, now i've not had a carvery for months and it was my family and sisters boyfriend that i was with. The meal is usually pretty good but this time it wasn't the best. But its below and a pic of the drink i had :).

This was a nice lime and lemonade drink.

Now this was my carvery, this was a beef and gammon one along with potatoes, sweetcorn , yorkshire pudding, carrots, horseradish and gravy. This cost about £3.29 or 49. i can't remember

Anyways on the story of what happen on the night of Sat the 8th Sept/Sun 9th. Well after work, i got ready along with talking to my grandparents and having a gammon and chips (which were quite burnt). Then about 8:30, i left for the bus. I got to the lidl busstop at about 10 to and then left for Plymouth about 5 past 9.

I got into the city centre at about 9:30 and then i went into lavish and met a friend or two which was nice. We talked about this and that. took some photos (below) and then i headed to another place...


So i headed into Revolution and it was pretty quiet but its annoying i had to pay £1.50 to have my hoodie stored and i was only in there for 10 minutes. After that i went into the Casino and then played a few rounds with blackjack, i betted with £6 and i won £9 in the end. Not bad :)

After that, i ran to oceana and enjoyed seeing some people there. Like meeting and chatting with about 3 big girls, watched someone called furious pete. Also i had been hugging one of them and i did get a semi i remember, that and on the way to oceana i saw some friends from tavi and chatted to them and one of them admitted she was in love with me and that i'm a angel. Bless, but my heart was set so it was slightly awkward, but also one of her mates touched my crotch after i admitted having a semi since the girl that said she loved me wanted to have a threesome with a mates of hers called Jess and pig out with mcdonalds food while doing it. 


After that, i went into jesters for about an hour and that was ok, dancing with this girl that used to take the piss out of me at crappy city plym at various times. but to be fair i was waiting for Emma and her lot, but at about 10 to 1, i text her mate to see where she was. She said oceana, and at that point, i sprinted as fast as i can. For some reason my legs run sooooooo much faster at night, like i was almost outrunning a car i think.

So i got in there and met up with her and stayed with her for the rest of the night. It was fun and dancing to various songs like one of Bon Jovi's classic and Wheatus and some other good songs. But part of the time i was there was a awkward and i'm not going to say anything further apart from three letters S L B.

After that, more dancing and just sticking around with Emmas friend and then when she went toilet, some friends and a ex of a girl that i find attractive called Charlotte started talking and we got chatting and admitted char was an idiot, which intelligence doesn't really bother me since i'm the kind of geeky guy and well it feels nice to teach your girlfriend something if shes not as smart or has as good knowledge as you. After that, it was about 10 to 2 and i decided to start heading off home.

I ran through Mutley and it was surprisingly quiet and dead, and some people were saying how good i was running and some drunk guy took the mick and started running with me so i stopped, took my headphones out and said "Mate do you want to run with me then", he replied "Yep", i said back, "how far", he replied "only to the end of the road" and i put my headphones back in and sprinted as much as i could to the Crownhill Mcdonalds.

Just as i got up the hill near it, my sister called. She asked where i was and if i wanted a lift home. I said yep but i'm getting a drink first. Which i did and then i waited at the bus stop since i thought it was a taxi picking me up with my sis and boyfriend in it. But they called again and they were in the car park. So i went in and then it was a nice journey home, listening to quite classic songs and asking my sister's boyfriend of how it was like in Plymouth compared to Chicago for nightlife. He didn't like the smells since it was all body odour and sweat and the like. Then i got home about 3:40 and then was on my ipod until 5am since all i could think about was Emma and something else.


So there you have it. that was the 6th night out i believe. But to be honest, it didn't get luck and thinking on it, i fucked up even though i forced fate, by going to the wrong places at the wrong time. But all i can do now is just wait as long as it takes and hope for the best with a easy opportunity with Emma opens up, since i've been realising a few things this past week or even slightly longer such as:

• The fact that i've not met her and fallen in love with her, now this hints strongly that it wasn't her looks which made me fall in love with her, although she does look like a beautiful goddess and a dream. It is her personality or the fact she was nice enough that she opened a door in my heart and i realised too late :(
• The fact that some of the crazy things such as the valentines and the ipod for jess and heck, even going out on the first night (this night covered) with my parents at home, is something that i wouldn't of done if i didn't fall in love with her. 

ok it was two facts but still, its still proving enough that maybe i have found someone special, its just waiting for the chance to get so i can experiences romance for the first time. Anyways i've got a bath. Thanks for reading and i'll add some of the pics taken from that night and the videos.

See you next time, since these next two months might be busy both love wise and Youtube wise with a possible giveaway and maybe a public trolling video for halloween. 

Mattie/Meeko/omracer