Showing posts with label plans. Show all posts
Showing posts with label plans. Show all posts

Thursday, 2 September 2021

A Chart of the BPD in 2021 summer

 Well, this is the chance of finally getting the chance to solve the down there, but work did intervene, it does show that I don't  get the chance to get the pan to sort out a big challenge in the future, but it shows some of the way how it goes with the boners on  the actually  really hectic summer. 


The Chart: 

first I'll just embed the chart for you to have a look at it,  and see what the average is as well as the count of each day. But there are dates which give some indication which I'll sort of quickly analyse for you.







The Key points from that: 


Now this actually is a lot less than I would expect but also with a lot of stress and anxiety I've had to endure it can also make some of the sense of why its been lower, plus actually counting inc the weekends its only been 5 days which I've not been in the shop, That is a BUSY summer but it has been include the catch-up from the vaccine, the renovation and also more catching up with customer demands too. 

The first week was from the vaccine week so minus the anxiety the boners where higher than normal, but it was shown on the Thursday which was the house to myself while editing the vlog for the vaccination, and the distractions do come and go. Which explains how I got the 11 boners in that day. 

Now the 2 weeks after that, was actually lower than other weeks, this was due to working every day and even not being able to go to the toilet during that time, Okay i did drink less that time as well since for the past month, the issue with the vitamin C tablets or any strong flavored drinks is that it made my tummy feel funny, but only in the morning, in the afternoon, it did help out and I could drink it without feeling funny after, this has been only for the past 2 to 3 months I will admit.

There have been moments o feeling a bit unsure about some things when either crashing out at night or having to get up earlier for work and being unable to well fap. But as time was easing off work and getting like more time for admin and things, it was nice to feel comfortable and that well can mean a higher count. 

But as it was the last 9 days, the count was higher since it was more time to myself and well more ideas in one way or another, there were more breaks So i could look at FF and curvage and also texting with hearing of  going to restaurants and food halls I miss a fair bit. 

Alll  in all it shows how time progresses and also how actually its still about the same as 2017 which even 4 years ago was the last time I kissed a girl on the lips. Yes there was the last kiss on the cheek was May 2019 so it was not that far away from my last kiss until now, (2 years is better than i expected especially during a pandemic, but if i see things being busy, it might be 3 years away too). 

Now maybe things will perk up in future but with s fair bit of focusing coming up, it will probably be less but its been a fair bit of time and things have changed in many ways in some good and bad but especially as I was very close to finally sorting out the phmiosis in one way that did not happen but There is the plan to sort it when the time is right or worst case just having to be selfish and take it off time wise for fixing it. 

But while we are on the topic of analyzing, it should be a re-cap of the well Not new year resolutions, since the new year is now 4 months away. 

A Catch up on the Year Resolutions: 


Well, to be honest, it seems I've been pushing them aside, like time has past, lockdown have come and gone and that in itself have made it tricky to follow them inits glory or negativity. But here is the run down. 

  • Stream more -Not don't ANY since Feb
  • Catch up with the  accounts in work - I Thought I was doing, well, but it a fair bit off yet, 
  • Be able to hug someone non work or family related - Looking like next year 
  • Complete at least 2 games in a story mode  - No luck at all 
  • Do more Day out vlogs  - Not yet for me either, It might be close and easier with the E-bike in all honesty, but the shop is taking intensive time out of me 
  • Schedule/plan out days more -  Not working at all for the most part, there is a unpredictable side to it which makes it tough for me to catch this goal 

The Conclusion 

But there we have it, its now the last 3.9 months of the year, with events coming back in, vlogs might happen again and now firm to take that time, off, yes, at some points its the second jab to decide on but that chest pain did worry me so I will have to mention it but Home Park is too much pressure for me I thin, ,especially as it was the week of goose fair was the earliest appointment, But i will still think on it for me and maybe its better to wait for the Pharmacy to do it, But by the time it comes November, the time will be too busy with Christmas, unless a lockdown is planed which there is always the risk going to happen.

But 2 weeks to film some vlogs and a all nighters planned or 3 to catch up with online work for the money saving up since of big expenses at the end of the year and also maybe a Trip away next year too


for now, see you soon. 

omracer
 







Tuesday, 6 July 2021

Working and more pressure of potentials - Lockdown Stage 27

 Well,, July is finally here, things are nearly 3 weeks away until freedom in some cases, but chaos in others. For me there has been just work, sure some family time and also that chance of a big change which could make life more stressful on a day to day basis, but this might not be over yet and it could  be maybe a big new start or worst case cause things I'll regret later on. 


But well now lets catch up on the recent events. If any. 


But we start  with even waking up to be called a lazy bugger by a rep at work, sure its not intentional but banter but it made me feel that I am getting lazier and not working hard enough for me to keep going on the choices to then make for later on. But this was actually the day to get shaved and actually it was time to get the vaccine booked which had its own turn of events. 




This was funny, since of the fact that I had to deal with the GP and they said "We might not be doing vaccinations in August" like this push to get vaccinated is all well and good but not if places will stop by that point, but even when I cycled to work after attempting to book, it was a nightmare trying to call up, since the rep just said that just call again later. but the online booking system is still fucking up for getting it booked, like Even in August i cannot get it booked as I called just when typing due to a Technical Error. But the shave was well worth the effort. 












But Then it was getting to the point of more work, it was the fact that soon it was time to really  
get the work going, things were not too bad on that day and sure there is a sign of other things yet to arrive but also it was a case that there were also some chances for the days ahead to get widows 11, okay it was leaked and worked on the video editing laptop quite nicely too, but was a mix of not working and working in terms of it was not the full proper. 

Windows 11 being setup 

But as things progressed, work was starting to incline in the repairs section and also it was getting more and more stock in and also visits sorted out, but Also boxes were soon to be the topic, but after more boxes to be collected, it was time to have a nice indian which the prawn Pathia nearly burned me too. 

The indian takeout on the Friday night

As the weekend was going on, it was paid £20 to mum regarding a box to build for her as a farther day presents and also it was work and also a planned day out, Since technically it was very close to the freedom day but that Lies after the 12th Twitterversary, amazon parcels to be sold and even repairs were going to be harder and phone stock was there too. But the Jamaican pasty patty is always nice along with the Co-op water which for me can even last a whole week sometimes. 

The Patty and Water from the Co-op 

Then it was getting home and caning work, which for that past 2 to 3 weeks, has been even head aching due to the working online until 2am or even 3:30am on some nights, which paid off in small stages but it was getting money in, sure paid for the laptop for the editing and also getting money saved up for something to work out in that days ahead, which also the next month was going to be a giveaway again too. But it was then to regret that for the plans to happen on the Father's day. But there were 2 meals before the day was ending. 





A Head aching Father's day out 








Now this was actually interesting since my sister booked the same place as we went to for my Dad's birthday last year.. But that night i was up until 3am which meant it was going to be a bit of hangover style event. But as I woke up and that head was pounding, it was time to get changed and soon head off to Saltash. The clouds were looking bleak and the thought of having to check in when eating out was putting me of wanting to go, but things didn't go that bad as i thought once we found out the proper plan. 

The cloudy road 

But then it was to get to the Same place as before by around 11am but turns out the Roads were busy due to it being closed, but after calling the place up to let them know we will be late, we eventually  made it there, the embankment is chaotic by that point. 

The queues on embankment 

Then it was getting clearer by the hour and we luckily got to sit outside this time, I did bring the jumper but didn't need to wear it either. But then it was getting to choose what to have and well it was nice to go with something different, so it was pancakes with bacon and maple syrup instead, and i did add ketchup on there too. 

The views from the Hoe 




The Pancakes with the bacon and the maple syrup 

But then it was talking and catching up and remind dad I've already "booked" my vaccine and time was going on to make sure that happens, but me and sister were in a same situation which people rely on her to work from how others have been sick or self isolating due to positives and means no staff. But then again dad say her work doesn't give a shit about her, which for me is a different case since mins some suppliers can push but most mean well. But eventually after me finishing half of my sister's and mum's pancakes, it was time to get to walk about like walk the food off, its a family habit in the most cases. 





But a walk on the hoe it is and well this time was different, Since mum wanted to do the beetles pose, So we all did it, well photos of all of us in the same poses which were moulded to the ground were done there. I did sticker over family for the protection, just a FYI here.



The poses in the beetles place 



Another of me , dad and my sister 



Then we carried on, walking over the hoe to get to the barbican which was nearing the heat of the moment, which actually the headache was getting to be easier to ignore. But we walked towards the barbican and then to have a bite to eat and drink to the pub next to where OMG use to be, Christ I remember going in there for a glass of water at the bar and just listening to chats was a surreal feeling. But we got something like a nice bit of chips well the sweet potato ones. 

The Appetiser for me 

The views was really nice too, the crowds were going nice and also time was being killed. Ordering from the website was okay but fuck it was pricey. 



The barbican 


Then it was timing to walk back, along the hoe, the headache was still there but I would feel a bit better, So it was then off to go back to the car while passing which for me was not as bas as earlier. but it was also the time that my dad was going to go to my sister's fiancés work to look at this hybrid car he was thinking about, which later on is the plan of his ideas causing stress for me. But the views on the way back is nice too.

The Ferry as it closes  in 




More views of the Hoe 


Then it was the drive over to look at this car, which was not too bad but there was some forced sales tactic at play. But after, it was time to go to the range which was only nearby and that had loads of deals and really it was also the best time to get some, such as a Phone light, Bike Tyre Tubes, even 30 pack of ice lollies as well as mum getting some things from the TGI Fridays Range in Iceland too. Which dad mentioned the story of an old client of his had a worker that suddenly died, always mentions it as we go to this car park too. 

The car park with the ex quarry looking bit 



It does get busy here 


Then it was time to drive to drop the sister off first and also give out the presents for farther's day, which was nice with this crate along with actually other bits like beer and crisps etc. But eventually it was time to drive home and then get a nice walk for Rosie done after, but it was good to have those TGI Fridays buffalo chicken which was actually not coated on and just dipped in the sauce, which reminds me the buffalo sauce is running out and soon my hair needs to change....

The buffalo chicken with garlic bread and half of hunters chicken bit with no cheese


The busy weeks last of June



Now this meant for me it was back to work and things were going to be expensive, since releases were almost every week and it was also a chaotic moment when the moment of Xbox Series X to arrive. Which meant getting plans made up and getting them in, but also it was more repairs and also caning more online work to make sure things were saved up for the 3 weeks from that week, since there is temptation and also there is wish of a Holiday this year but I think it will be 2022 before that happens. 

Now it gets worse since something was happening which meant dad was really pushing to move quickly, yes move house, Since of an investment he wants to make and really it was getting to the stress of knowing my easy average life might get more difficult or it means even longer days than it sometimes can be already.

Which if I known this 1 year ago, the shop might never of happened, but thats how things go. This was causing some sleepless nights and working online to forget about it but it was lingering and makes it even sometimes stressful to come home, especially from someone who makes jokes about hobbit feet and sometimes calls me a monk which I still don't understand why, okay in seriousness, he hasn't been making jokes at me the past few weeks so that has made me feel less intimidated. While work was going on, it was also good to get some more bits from Co-op and also sometimes Central but the bottled water is always lasting me a fair few days. 

The Pasta and the Drink 



Then it was the end of the week and well, the consoles arrived as well as other switch games, so time to get them out and also Sony did some changes which means it has to be time consuming for me at the end of the week but  there we are, also it was close to an OF ending which one pointed wanted renewal, and the best part is that starling had to change the card (not due to actual fraud, but protection from potential fraud) so renewals don't go ahead too. But that started as of next week. The best thing is that from bailing customers, Xbox did not sell until having to list it on fucking FB marketplace and boy i get a very shiver down my spine, but one person turned up and paid for it in full, one person wanted to trade a Gaming PC in, so its adding the notes every time. 


The consoles 



More Switch Games 













A heavy lunch for that Saturday 



Then it came to my dad, which it was starting to get tricky, since sure the Saturday was actually a Chinese at my sisters, since we had to deliver a piece of some drawers and desk to hers. This was from grandad's fiancé that died in august (well the day after me and my sister went to visit her) and that was meaning other things going on with family which luckily I was not having to help much on, okay sure there is a bit saying I'm not in the will (mum and sister and cousin are not either) but i still remember her saying I was to try to sugar-coat me to sort of  bend to her wishes for like being helping her out when i had no way to get over there safely if needed but oh well. Also it was nice to watch Avengers Endgame while eating it and some nice to have salt and pepper squid/calamari, I miss that stuff when seeing someone special which it seems like that is next year... Fun fact this was from the place which I had my 4th Date with someone that used to work there back in 2018 (that was when the 4th date was) . 


The Chinese takeout 


Then it cam to the stress part, since the day after it was being told that I could potentially get my own place or move out further to get places but it was stressful having to make it clear I'm not making enough to get there on my own, sure real life work is getting no survival issues due to the BBLS which I've got to pay off at one point and sure the online work is okay and also YT Partner is no way viable without having to crunch it, and I'll be honest, getting the time to film is needed but also I  just have a feeling I'll get no downtime from rushing to get more bills paid, So that had to be made clear, like even suggested me going for closing the shop and getting a normal job, like yes but at the end of the day I do have something that could make money when  I worked at it daily. Plus that helps to get time for YouTube, but the future has 2 years to prove to me I've made a fucked up mistake with the shop and also fuck up something special without realising. But thats all I can say for now on that. 

Stressing out on that made me have to go on 2 walks, the weather was starting to get quite bad with the rain. Well this was nothing new there and sometimes I needed time to think, which this was really going to be the case, its put me on edge the next few days after about this, but its going to happen, sure me and mum have been talking about it and how he has been rushing to invest and also wants a place with a view when the housing market has been spiking god knows fucking high and soon will crash once the pandemic is very close to a end in sight which then might be the time, but things change but its that hindsight that gets me. But it was a Sunday so a sort of rest day and working online to make sure funds are sorted yet again But this was before having to be in the shop and hitch a lift with sister's fiancé to get a Series X sold to his mate who was keen. 

The nasty cloud in the sky 

A Leftover Sunday night meal 



But as things gets back to the final week of June, well sadly things do not go to plan, First the consoles there were 4 out of 6 left, but people are a lot more receptive to the S but still umming and urring. But, lets be fair its potential to stay until Christmas. But we will see. 

This was proven by coming home on the Tuesday after another day of work, sure it was quiet and Monday was more of just one visit then more admin to do minus having a call with a rep while texting and seeing something else too. But on that Tuesday, mum had a covid scare so it means it was time to finally have my first swab test, which actually didn't goo to badly and I got negative first time. Also the chicken tikka slice was good to leave there for lunch on the day after. 

The slice from the day before and the drink from last week



Time to take the first test of my life 



Negative 

But then it was getting busier in work, people wanted phones, repairs and also I wanted to get files copied over from one drive to another for if I needed to use the clips on a previous library for vlogs in the future. But that and also working online but also taking it easier for a little bit since I was getting a lot of headaches from that too. I mean it is intensive and still manage it but its put a lot of things off to get done like shaving, filming and even games playing to streaming. But it means for me I will take some easy off with that. But Wednesday  was some admin and even getting to share a chocolate bar with a former neighbour at work since she was skint and well 2 duplo for £0.50 is a bargain since ferreo make it. 

The Duplo Chocolate 


July is a wet arrival

That and Windows 11 being on the video editing laptop felt smooth and fast, well the UUP version.  But instead it was more boxes and me buying stupid bargains to keep things going, then again Headsets at work always sell a treats, those northerners isn't too bad to talk to, heck my rep even went to a stand up near him and that was a different experience, even during a pandemic. Plus a strange conversation with a rep regarding DC Super hero girls, like its not been a top seller and asking why (not me, other retailers too) Also my fucking god the main road is finally clear and ready to be used as normal, I'm REALLY surprised no car crashes happened.

Headsets some arrived some not seen for years (Bottom right) 



More headsets and cheap headphones



The empty Road 



This has been a massive shock of nearly month an a half of chaos 


The night sky 



The plants in the dark






But as it gets cloudier, it was in for a more emptying of boxes to help with grandad moving out of his/grandad's fiancés house which from the talking to family, it seems like he's gotten negative now and maybe its a gene thing from where the negativity and anxiety on my end comes from. But for now it seems like its a lingering in the back of my mind. But instead it was nice to have another indian takeout again, even when waiting in the takeout and also even getting  Even after dealing with NHS 119 on the phone for a technical error to book the covid vaccine which online is still nearly past the crealy adventure park bit. But that could happen for a vlog. Plus more Taxi Fares were Paid of £5 just before I had to leave to collect that 


The Indian Takeout 





But then it was looking towards a weekend to plan and it was meant to be filming but in the end it turns out another walk with Rosie and then actually was to film but it meant to re-organise my room, since due to this moving out, we got given some old clean Wardrobes so it means I got the ones that were in my parents room before, then it was the case or organising my room. But in the end, it does make it look a bit bigger. 

A nice little brunch too 



Progress with the wardrobe and the narrower shelf 



The monitor, game shelf and Rosie by the Door 





A Look at the wardrobe

But then it was to organise the desk in the office and well its was good to use the monitors I purchased last year  which felt nice to finally used them for potential streaming  but more dual monitors for working. 
The screens and keyboard


Then it was relax tonight. Sure watching things with parents was good and also to eventually lean about a potential big news story if the legal experts find out and also watching Pokemon the Journeys which is odd since its like a rewrite. But I will keep watching it as and when I get to use Netflix, my mum loves it.








But then it means its going to be another week, which the weather was not looking good but it means to do some different work, such as cycling to yet another hidden area near the  Tamar river, for well, another internet connection, which luckily it was not too bad to get the as well as a visit on the way there, but it was well, the rain pouring down, climbing up a slippery ladder and phone masts being too far or away from a hill to get good signal. But I ended up getting home at 6pm but it made me feel some form of knowledge but also explains at the feelings of heights of not being well when going to the tube via escalators. 

Crossroads


But there we are, and sure it means from the news, that 2 weeks time is the end of lockdown and things open up, which means for me its going to be a risk to work until that jab but I think if I OD on the vitamin C, its less chance and masks too. Parents were pissed off from hearing that news and thinks its too soon, for me maybe it does feel too soon too but I have to plan life around work. Especially with like 3 customers to call as of tomorrow due to working most of the day today as well. 


A Catch Up on the Resolutions: 

Well lockdown has nearly finished for reals this time, my life is mostly working and long nights and days, love life is slowly but surely able to be  normal ish when the time comes and even some of these goals are close to being able to be done 


  • stream more - Still got the GenkiCast to review and now more bedroom space might work but not done 
  • Catch up with the  accounts in work -  This is better than I thought, sure the accounts balance are never going to match but the other side of info is clearer, even profit on some months 
  • Be able to hug someone non work or family related - Looking towards A fair bit of time away but legally able to now 
  • Complete at least 2 games in a story mode  - Not done  
  • Do more Day out vlogs  - One down and still more planned, 
  • Schedule/plan out days more -  Things are being looked at 





But thanks for reading and Soon there won't be 2 week catch ups once lockdown ends in 2 weeks which might end a lot of the post count for the past year or nearly 2. But well with things on my mind, life could collapse but time will tell 

See you then. 

omracer



Friday, 30 April 2021

Working back to some normality - Lockdown stage 24

 It feels like here we go again, life has finally returned to some normality, work is back to the swing of things, even in small stages actually, but even with the prep done. There is much of family on small updates and also it was some thinks on realising small things about myself. But we now go for the new month and also alot of happiness is seen to be around too. But still to catch up on things is the chance here. 


The First Weekend of work

Well, it was actually over halfway of the first week of back to work, it was actually not ac scary as once thought, the customers were quieter and actually it gave time to help with planning alot of the work admin and also having a new account manager for work's supplier which she is good and nice but it also made sure of new projects to eventually work out. And the Tiktok to show how my mornings sometimes go with a dose of vitamin C tablets. 






@omracer

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But also it was good news for later since a new review was to arrive for the first Kickstarter. I ever purchased, the Genki ShadowCast, which is a nice budget capture card and ideal for portable ways to play games on your PC or using it to make a webcam from a dslr camera. But we can see how it goes for the time being. But I will have to make time for this to work out. 

The ShadowCast

But then it was working on the jobs and actually time to get a fair bit of stock back on amazon listed.

With people going back to drink outdoors, it reminded me of the past life. From what nights out were like, it felt okay but also of how I never fitted in and never got the skills to pull back then either .










 There was a lot of scanning but it was to get most of the big titles out of the way to get some extra cash in the business  which will be for projects of some costs of paying later on. But it was also a nice touch for some lucozade as well. In the end it was very quiet on the after work front which meant for me it was good to finally get home earlier. But it was then the weekend, with plans to get done and family. It was good to finally start to go to grandparents to check on them as well. It was also to remind of loads of people going out. The smoothie was good first. 

the smoothie to wake up to on sunday 

But that was easily to get going with, time was going to be a bit more compact next week I thought, but it was also the time of getting the heatwave started, the weather was getting much better. So first it was the Monday of cycling to normal work, down there of get to the customers. It was also the time to get the plan of working as normal. B

The Work as usual 

So it was  back to getting things, the first stage was actually having to get some accounts sorted, some customers were coming in and  wind was starting to pickup on some of the times, like there was this chill in the air. But also it was a Resi Evil POS to put up an the lady has already given me 2 jumps scares and well its quite tall. 


The POS and the door

As I also was on a vist that evening to deliver a mouse, it was making sure I could go to Tesco to get some extra bits and boy did i find a great deal of Food I've not seen since going to London a fair time ago of nearly 2 years  ago with Itsu, which was a brand known up that way and even in Euston. And Tesco had some of it, well even if it was £3.75 each and looked really good. Plus more Clubcard offers like lidl plus and actually some larger savings there, even getting to use a Tesco voucher I got posted a month or two back along. 

The Bang on £10.00 shop with Clubcard discounts and a voucher used


But then it was time to go home and then get the next bit done and walk with mum after tea since Rosie needs her walkies as the usual times, but the chats with mum is okay for the most part. But the sunsets are the nice time and the camera apps have their times of need. Especially as the future was going on time with reflections on the trial and being guilty. 


The Sunset from the field



The sunset was darker on the mi camera

Then it was getting to make accounts on work carry on, it was also more times with chatting, since actually it was live chats on second job and also some flirting on FF which was nice but its sometimes to realise that it could be someone that might not exist. But that and getting the Phone finally setup was good, some tweaks I had to do for the £90 kit. But it was good to also get paid and top up the accounts. 

This was then the time to keep working and also the making sure of new plans to keep working online especially as I need to setup the plans for the future. But the important thing is that there is a rule to  respect people and women especially with the tiktoks of this day of April 24th to be free to be able to abuse or **** without consequences and not many men have made people aware of this. 









But As i got home one other night, I saw a bottle of #whatthefanta mum brought back home and it was nice to see a bottle of this special fanta about and then it really makes it tasty, there's a mix of Blue raspberry and also a bit of bubble-gum too. 

The bottle of #whatthefanta


But that night was also the time to finally have the food from Itsu.



The Meal with the dumplings and the gyoza 

That was nice but very doughy too. But after that was more working and also my hormones were starting to really play more and gives that self doubt too. But its also the time to go to autopilot mode to get things fixed up. Times to go for more of the watching of Family guy clips on Youtube still. 


Also more ideas popped up while working, Stock arrived and even Razer headsets and also the organising of the shop again since I got the plan of the spare bookcase from an ex customer's relative of mine the day before,  it was a bit scratchy but £5 is good. 

The headsets 



The bookcases and the new one on the right hand side 



Also new stock on the right hand side too. 


As I was organising, I had a chap ring up and try to offer me a unlimited phone plan then a S21 unlimited plan for £22 a month, I was getting confused and asked "am I high right now, since it feels like this just happened without any reason why and it was hearing like mumbles voices and repeating" But then it was time to help get the sign moved around and actually, I even hurt my knee from tripping over the vase, which then I moved to build the extension pole of the sign, then the day after, it actually disappeared. 


Since this was a day of dealing with winds which were STRONG, the sign blue around, it was hard to use it in public and well, it was a constant look over and in the end, the bungie cords for sack trucks were the best way to go. And this was also the time to have mini eggs for lunch which I've left there for at least 5 days unopened. 

The Mini Eggs 

Then it was back home and also mum wanted a second indian takeout in the past 2 weeks with the 20% off going on and so we tried a few different meals this time, it was nice and not too runny for me. Aftetr this, It was back to work 

The Indian Takeout 

Then it was the Sunday  

Which actually I've done that separately.  But shaving for that was a good choice and the views were lush even without the strong wind and then getting shopping done in town and also the texts from someone special are important. Which maybe one day it might be her joining me but there is going to be some panics from what was later to find out the final week of April. 

Windy views of the Hoe 



The barbican 



Stuff from Poundland

Before the day ended I looked for the kits for TGI Fridays and it was to be the see if it worked out. But the kits were very expensive. The Sauce was not. 











The Final week of April

Things felt like it was back to normal routine, sure Monday was a quiet routine and the wind had eased off and loads more amazon postings to finally ship off. But It was also getting to make sure that I was ready for the work ahead, But we start to then go to the next day, the landlord was chatting to me for the shop and did mention no nails on the window, So that had to be taken out for the way of getting it  removed and then the sign was back inside the shop. Then it was some repairs to sort out and issues with phones and laptops to order on another card, But this week was also o the stage of having to get extra bits too. But the issue with card payments caused yet another argument. That and a old supplier walked in the door which I did put getting stock off him for a while but its going to be hard to put it a nice way to not use him anymore. 

This was also the time to realise that I've made a revelation regarding customers are getting ghost calls from work number.



But then it was soon to have a sinking feeling when I saw something which did make me question something but I probably realised I felt a bit entitled to feel that upset about it even though it was that emotion of why I feel like that I want to make sure hurt isn't going to happen. It was also weird when chatting and being offered to visit Newquay this year for a meetup but its the hmm and is it real. 



But the day after the butterflies in my tummy and the thought still on my mind, it was time to work and also reps calling and contacting me was not too bad and a way to put that on the back of my mind, but work was still without the card and well that was going to cause chaos to deal with money wise and stock going up and down. On top of that, it was the time to get lunch for the first time since opening and well Oggys are doing cold pasties for £1.00. Plus the water from Co-op is a good idea too. 

The Spicy chicken pasty for £1.00


But also it was time to make this idea to finally got the vibe of the Salt and pepper flavour snacks from the Co-Op was there. Which that was for home but I had a fair bit of visits starting to stack up, So nearly 1 after another, But I did pay a whole whopping £1.50 in there, But we later on tried it to see if it was worth it, It was a 7/10 since it was a lovely flavour but very hot and spicy. 

The salt and pepper chips

Then it was trying to catching up wit the blogpost and also having to pay for a mix-up from amazon and that was a pain when the next day, the mix-up was shown to me more. I managed to build up some time to talk and type while also making the mind to keep watching cartoons to keep my mind not stressing out. 

It was also the time of the Pink moon which means the future will be time to spark into new things, but actually for me that is not the case and well it was also the time to look at the weather which was changing at the time. The moon was not pink but it was a different colour but I did not use the tripod so it was not going to be clear when I used it. 

The Sky and the times 

But then it was coming to the next day, which actually was catching up on repairs and customers were one after the other, photos took ages to transfer and then it was stock to book in and to finally crack down on the issue with the fake number. But then 2 visits were to happen after and it was the first time running in the rain and it was actually cold air out and I could see my breath, near the end of APRIL. 
But it was finally time to get home by about 7:20pm and then get to have a late snack which mum left in the oven, and it felt nice to finally cook it. Plus the soon to be final can of the iberian solmar lemonade which is like a fake san pellegrino. 

The nice leftover meal from Thursday night

But then it leaves me to type up this and finally finish it, sure I also had to realise that 2 guys wanted to send me remixes of some dnb music with some clips of the vlogs in, that might be for a end of year video but we will see. But for now it will be hopefully a video this weekend or another one since there's only been 2 videos this month. Plus soon it will be a hair cut and hair dye, one of my customers is asking me to let me get my hair cut from him. 


Speaking of which:


A Catch Up on the Resolutions: 

Well lockdown has nearly finished for the most and well it will only be the last 2 bits left of the economy, the night ones and the indoor dining, which hopefully tastecard can help make a filling and greedy experience for the future too. But I dont feel i've been able to catch up minus on one of the accounts  and soon it will feel like i wont be able to either. 


  • stream more - Still have to do this and I do have capture cards now, even another one to review 
  • Catch up with the  accounts in work -  Actually I have got a decent total and some income bits to sort, as it is now, I can get a sort of basic HMRC self assessment done. 
  • Be able to hug someone non work or family related - Looking towards after June if the plan is to be the same 
  • Complete at least 2 games in a story mode  - This might be tricky 
  • Do more Day out vlogs  - One down and a few more to go 
  • Schedule/plan out days more -  Its not as much but its getting there. 





But thanks for reading and Soon there won't be 2 week catch ups once lockdown ends in june which might end a lot of the post count for the past year or nearly 2. 

See you then. 

omracer